All Chapters of What if i die? (English): Chapter 11 - Chapter 20
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Could it be?
Ciara's povThe first thing I became aware of was a steady beeping sound. The second thing was an intense and overwhelming feeling that was consuming my body. There was a constant throbbing in my head that matched the rhythm of my heartbeat and the mechanical beeping echoing around me. Sharp and heavy pain in my chest made it hard to breathe. My eyes were closed and I didn't want to open them because of the fear that I might be here again. In the place, I hate the most.As I slowly opened my eyes, I blinked a few times to clear the blurry vision in my eyes. I scanned the room to orient myself and forced a smile when I realized I was. The beeping sound was coming from a large, gray machine beside me. It took a moment for me to realize that I was connected to the machine through the various tubes sticking out of my arm. My arms and legs were cold despite being covered by a thick and soft blanket. There was the unmistakable smell of sterile equipment that was found only in a hospital. I
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Caught by death
Hannah's povPeeking through my window, I followed Tyron's car leaving as I heard him lose my door in the living room. I sighed before closing the curtains and getting out of my bed. He doesn't care about Ciara, doesn't he? I'm so disappointed right now and I don't know if what I acted towards him earlier was right. But I was so upset that I wanted to yell at him to wake him up from his anger towards Ciara but I couldn't, so I just chose to stay silent and let him feel my irritation by not talking to him and leaving him there alone. His pride was so high and I couldn't take it.Isn't he tired of always hurting Ciara? I really couldn't understand him, I mean, I knew and I was aware of where his anger is coming from but is it right to mistreat his wife just like that? It doesn't seem like Ciara is human in how he treats her, does he forget that she also has feelings? Gosh, I can't believe him.While walking into my living room, my attention pinned down on the sofa, noticing a brown pap
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Surrender
Hannah's pov I left early to go see Ciara. When I arrived at their house, I immediately rang the doorbell, but my brows furrowed when no one came out to open the door for me."Tyron? Hon?" I called, but there was no response. That's why I just opened the gate on my own since it was not locked at all."Hon?" I called out once more, but still, only the deafening silence answered me."Hello, is anybody here?" I shouted again as I walked around but my voice just echoed throughout the house. I just shrugged, where are they?Did they perhaps go somewhere? Did Tyron follow what I said last night to take Ciara to the hospital to have her bruises checked by the doctors? I'm really worried about her physical and mental health, I just hope Tyron already gets to his senses, because once he does, I'll probably be the happiest person.I'm happy with whatever Ty and I have now, but I'd be more at ease if Ciara was in good condition, she deserved everything and not this. If I had to take my step bac
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Rival to Ally
Ciara's povWe're both in the park beside the seaside right now while eating some street foods that we saw on the food stalls around the park. I didn't even know that there was such a mesmerizing place like this existing inside the subdivision, if only I had the chance to go outside before and hang out like this all by myself, maybe all the problems I'm carrying all through the years may be less at least by watching the unbelievably beautiful view in here."I always do this whenever I'm alone and felt lonely," I heard Hannah gasp for some fresh air, right now we were sitting on the big rocks alongside the river while feeling the cold breeze that was brushing on our faces, my heart seems to go along on every move of the small waves of the water.This is so calming.. and welcoming.The pleasure of feeling to watch every stroke of the water makes my heart at ease. It is as if it's making me feel what real freedom feels like and I'm just being attached to it already. The sound of the wave
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Justice
I hid about that from them for a long time, especially Tyron. Because besides not wanting me to be a burden in their lives, I also don't want them to pity me just because of that. At first, I was hospitalized because I often fainted, and got used to it, but I didn't know that it was an illness that will never be cured anymore."I don't even know where they got those things they accuse me of.""They tell you all of those? Gosh.. how come they accuse their child without even knowing the truth first. Such a disappointment," I could feel the annoyance in her voice. I knew she would ask more questions about me, but I didn't want to talk about it anymore, so I just diverted the topic."Is it okay if I ask?" I asked, hesitating."Of course, whatever it is." I was silent for a few more seconds before finally asking my question."How.. your parents passed away?" I asked I don't know if it was right for me to ask that kind of question, but it's so sensitive of me, should I just take it back? Sh
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I can't do it
Ciara's povThe phone rang that made me quickly glance at it and so Hannah did who's driving right now on the way to our home. We were just silent for almost a half hour now and I don't know what was going through her head, but, until now, I still can't get over the thoughts of what she just told me a while ago about her parents. It's making me feel so guilty knowing that she had no parents anymore since she was what? A kid? Honestly, I didn't think of that, because whenever I'm seeing her in our university back then, she's always wearing her smile as if her life was so perfect and not carrying any problem, but I just thought of it. Right now, I can feel pure regret and want to apologize to her right away, but it's too late for it, because I just had done it. I stole the only person she used to be her comfort zone without thinking that she might have no longer had a parent to lean on.Tyron's right. I'm evil inside.As the phone kept on ringing that was breaking the silence between u
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To the rescue
"Shit, stop it. Fuck! What the hell are you doing?" I murmured irritably as I dodged all of her sudden attacks on me.Tss, I had no idea she had returned? What is it for? To bother? Why do they merely come just to keep pestering my life? Fuck it."You're such a bastard, Tyron! What did I just see?! I can't believe that you did that to Ara! Oh, God! What were you thinking about doing such a thing?! I just got in here, then suddenly... Oh my gosh! That's what I'm going to see?! And now, I get it! That's why she doesn't seem to want me to come over here, it is because this is what you're doing to her! Why, Tyron?! What happened to you and you're doing this?! Did your brain just drop to your damn egg, huh?! You were considered handsome, but seem to be an airhead!" She screams, her mouth was so unstoppable that it was getting into my nerves, and her high-pitched voice was making my blood boil. Fucking annoying."Will you at least put your fucking bag away from me?! You haven't even changed
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Regret
TW: cheating and accidentCiara's pov"Aaaaaaaaaaahh !!" I scream as I shield my two arms to cover up my face.I'm going to die!I waited for a couple of seconds to feel something hit my body, but instead, I just heard a loud squealing noise that seemed like someone harshly stepped on the brake to stop the car.What happened?"O-oh my god! I'm sorry! I'm really sorry! Are you hurt? I'm really sorry, I'll just take you to the hospital!" I heard someone's voice panicking, I was surprised when nothing hit me, that's why I looked up to see what was happening, but then I saw a woman standing in front of me now looking around behind her."I'm sorry, I'm in a hurry. I'm really sorry!" He said, but my brows arched when I noticed who it was.We were both even more surprised when we faced each other."Hannah?/Ciara?""What are you doing here? / Why are you here?" I shook my head."Why are you in such a hurry? You almost hit me. What are you doing here and it seems like someone is chasing you? Y
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The truth
TW: mentioning illness, deathTyron's povI was restless, nervous, and scared. Keep on walking back and forth while keeping my phone in my shaking hand. Still wondering what I would say to Jennifer the moment I called her.She'll probably sue me once I tell her what happened.I took a deep breath as my thumb trembled and pressed the call button. I nervously bit my lower lip while waiting for her to pick up the call."Hello? Who's this?" I snapped as I heard its voice from the other line, my heart started pounding as my sweat formed on my forehead."Jennifer.." I let a heavy breath escape."Tyron? Oh, it's you! What miracle in heaven is going on and you called? Did you accidentally hit the call button and started talking to me? We're still not okay, Ty. So stop hoping. I can still clearly remember all your mercilessness to Ara that I will surely never forgive," she said coldly, I gulped."Well, anyway, how's Ciara? She went home, is she already with you? Did she go there safely? I'm wo
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Save her
TW: There will be some unpredictable scenes and/or alternative happenings in real life.Raiza's povI took a quick look around to make sure no one else was aware that an intruder had broken into their territory. When the man I had been following since the other day entered the old abandoned building, I instantly hid behind the huge plants to quietly watch his actions. I slanted my head away from the bushes that blocked my view and peek inside to observe the man who entered, but I was taken aback when I recognized who these people were.I had a feeling about it. My instinct has never failed me from the very beginning, "I know it's always you who's behind all of this shits." I murmur as I see who the jerk who just purposefully hit and ran to Ciara that time.'Yes, I observed everything he did last night, from waiting for Ciara to running into her with his car. Merciless. He just got out of the hospital today, and the moment he walked in, I knew Ciara was his target. Every step he took w
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