I literally have nothing to do and no one to hang out with. I guess I could call someone from my class but I don't think we're there yet. Today I just wanted to... be myself for a little while, I guess. Without having to worry about acting a certain way. I sigh and decide to have a day with myself. I stop at a coffee shop and sit at a table with my breakfast, trying not to agonize over the fact that now someone else knows about my secret: Leah.My plan to make her my girlfriend is completely screwed up now, but at least she's not a horrible person who's going to expose my lies. Leah knew immediately that she didn't give me those hickeys and she also knew that the only person who could have given them to me was Zee. So, she took me to my room and demanded that I tell her everything.I tried to lie, but she wouldn't let me and so I ended up telling her everything. Fortunately, she didn't take it the wrong way or yelled at me or got mad at me, she just told me that she was genuinely s

With nothing else to do but accept this situation, I take two pills instead of three and I lie down to sleep, wishing that Gregory comes back before those five days. However, three days later, he’s still living it up in LA while my pills disappeared and now I only have one left for tonight. I need to go buy the accesible-to-all ones in the pharmacy once my classes are over. Today I can feel that my wolf is not quite sedated anymore, but he’s just a quiet presence in my mind and, fortunately, everything continues just as normal. I thought today would be another good fun day of staying in the classroom all day, but it's not. We have to go on a circuit again. Last time I did a circuit, I managed to save myself because there was a puzzle as the last obstacle, but this time I'm not so lucky. The whole circuit is about running, jumping and crawling and all while carrying a very heavy bag of sand on our shoulders. To be honest, I can feel myself doing things a little better this time. T

{ Alejandro }Before going to sleep last night I took the last pill thinking it would be enough to last me at least until noon and give me enough time to go buy regular inhibitors at a pharmacy. Sadly, I was wrong.In the middle of the night my wolf woke up, I got dizzy and my body got completely hot, worryingly hot, just like it happened when I slept in Laurie's apartment, except even stronger now. Around six in the morning when I couldn't take it anymore and I had to do something to relieve my body, I realized that this level of horniness and need is not normal, so that means my heat is here. My first heat. And I was so damn sure that inhibitors would make that impossible. Fucking inhibitors, my body got used to them way too fast.I manage to grab my phone and text Zee to get the fuck out of the apartment without me, then I had to masturbate one last time, now with my fingers inside of me because I couldn't fight the urge any longer. It was not enough, but I doze off.When I wa

{ Zion }It's been four days. Four days since my life completely changed. For four days I've been having the most intense sex of my life with Rio... or, rather, Omega. For some reason he really hates it when I mess up and call him Rio. The sex has been so intense and strong that my whole body is constantly sore. I’ve been through so many physically straining situations and yet, this has been more tiring on my body. I like it, though, and my dick likes it even more. Rio decided not to return to his own body after that delicious fuck on the couch. After that it's been just me and my mate, my lovely Omega, loving each other and fucking like Mother Nature intended us to, and I understand her so much because it's so perfect between us. These have been the best four days of my life. I finally understand what love is, I feel it all around me and inside of me so strongly, there’s no denying it. I never thought I would be in a relationship... but here I am.I mean, yes, I've had many 're

I couldn't sleep for shit last night. I was tossing and turning in bed the whole time, dealing with my wolf whining about wanting to be with Zee. And thinking about how my life is so complicated and why?Why can't I just have what I want without so many bumps in the road? Why couldn't I have been born small and pretty like my dad, so Zee could show me off and be happy to have me as his mate? Why couldn't I be an alpha like Rio and just not have any problems in life? Why am I locked in this fucking in-between place where I don’t really want to be neither one thing or the other completely? I wish I could be a mix of alpha and omega and just have everyone shut their fucking mouths forever and not make any comments about me anymore.Around nine in the morning I get a text from Gregory telling me he’ll be arriving in Tallahide soon. That makes me push my thoughts to the side and jump out of bed to start packing up my stuff. Alana said she would come here early today, so that means Zee