Hazel’s POV “Oh my god!” I yelled, rushing to cover myself with the towel on my bed as I made my way to get the door for Alesha. Thank goodness I locked the door because I had no idea what I was going to say to Alesha if she saw me masturbating.“He won’t stop crying,” she started as she handed Asher to me and I laid him on the bed, “I changed his diapers too so I’m guessing he’s just hungry.” She added and I smiled as I nodded.We said good night again and I walked back to my bed to plant a kiss on Asher’s head, “mommy was about to give herself some toe curling pleasure and you had to have Alesha bring you back?” I asked amidst laughter as I laid down beside him.He wouldn’t stop crying even when I tried to feed him so I had to walk around the room dancing and hoping my ritual to get him to sleep would work.His crying subsided and he kept yawning, it didn’t take long for him to fall back asleep and I couldn’t be any happier.My eyes were heavy and tired, I was also feeling sleepy.

Damian’s POVLife hasn’t been the same since Hazel left, I tried to find her. Dispersed men all around and neither of them still had an idea where she might be.It’s been almost two years with no signs of Hazel or where she might be. It doesn’t usually take me this long to find someone and that was what was the most frustrating.“What the fuck do you mean?!” I growled, my head was spinning. I was having a really bad headache, one I haven’t stopped having since 2 years ago.A really bad migraine that makes it difficult for me to sleep or even think straight. My head felt as though there’s a bell ringing inside of it and I held myself back from wincing in pain.The throbbing of my head got intense and all my effort to try and prevent it from getting any worse proved futile.“We searched everywhere Sir, even the outskirts of every town but there’s no one with the name Hazel Wallace or even anyone looking like her.” He explained and I moved my hand from my head.Pulling him closer to me w

Hazel’s POVUnable to sleep, I tossed and turned on my bed and groaned as I stood to do the most stupid thing ever. It’s been years and I wasn’t expecting that his number would actually go through.The fact that I still remembered the number off hand after almost three years still baffled me. He picked up a little bit faster than I expected him to pick a strange call.“Hello.” His husky voice came from over the phone and I closed my eyes as I let the tears drop freely.I didn’t know how much I’d missed him until I heard his voice. His voice was a little bit resigned and grudging but still soothing as it sent cold chills down my spine.Every ounce of me misses him and I groaned as I felt the drip between my legs before hanging up hastily.What was I thinking, just calling him?He wouldn’t stop calling back, making it difficult for me to go back to sleep. I had an internal battle with myself whether or not to pick the call.I had a lot of things I wanted to talk to him about, I really w

Hazel’s POVI never expected Asher to grow so fond of Lucas but there was nothing I could do about it especially since Lucas and Mr Roberts are the only constant grown men he grew to know in his life.“Mommy please, Uncle Lucas has a really big house and these cool cars and he let me play games and…”“That’s exactly why I don’t want you to go there, it’s like a distraction and right now you’re growing to be a big boy, you should…” I was still lecturing when Asher made his mouth into a pout.He gave me the look he usually throws my way anytime he wants something from me. It's really hard to say No to that kind of face but I guess I was only feeling a little bit jealous.Not jealous per se but he should be this close with Damian, his birth father and not a total stranger that turned friend.“Listen to the poor boy, they’re on holiday and you really need a break too.” Alesha butted in and I rolled my eyes as he sought refuge in her lap.“I thought you’d have my back here, why are you sta

Hazel’s POVI could feel the eager affection coming from him, the way his body burnt up as I fumbled with the buttons of his shirt.Yanking it off and not caring if the buttons flew across the room like a missile, he was now standing with his chest bare and I swallowed at how huge his naked chest was.Walking back to close the door, he acknowledged the fact that Asher could walk in on us while we were having sex. He’s so thoughtful.I felt horrible knowing what had led to all of this and at some point I’d wanted to stop this from going further but I wanted it just as much as he does.A little bit of pleasure wouldn’t hurt anyone.“God, you’re so beautiful,” he breathed into my mouth as he kissed me and I was strangely flattered by his interest.“Thanks.” I moaned, carried away by my own response, I didn’t fail to notice my whole being seemed to be filled with waiting and when he didn’t stop kissing me, my only emotion was relief, the prolonged anticipation was almost unbearable as a s