EMELIARyker is still in the same spot I left him in this morning when I went to prepare my group of Fantasy Elite dancers for their Monday show. With Rumor not available to headline their shows, money is kind of slow at the establishment. However, yesterday's live from her bedroom raked in some serious cash. I usually watch Aurora's only fans sessions, it's just as normal as watching a television show to me and most times, it's plain conversation between her and her viewers. I do it to be supportive, and yesterday afternoon while I cuddled up against Cassian at their Media company while Ryker did his usual rounds, Cassian was watching Fantasy Elite live cam and it was Aurora showing off various lingerie. I expected drama when I heard Caelum's voice but instead they ended up giving a free porn show to everybody. I'm open about sex, and not irked by it but I instantly dropped my phone the moment he ordered her to spread wide for him. Cassian on the other hand enjoyed every minute of th

AURORAScarlett Stryker awakens something in me, the woman pushes all the wrong buttons when it comes to me. I guess she and her husband have that little bit in common in my eyes but that's not all there is, I would be lying if I said it was. Every time I see them together, I can't help but think of how very much alike the two are, they're both extremely wealthy, good looking so they compliment each other and they're stars. It just makes sense, they're a good pair.The idea Scarlett has of me stealing her husband is plain disturbing, and somehow she's sunk it so deep into her airhead that she constantly tries to instigate my bad side by reminding me he's never going to be mine. Scarlett is playing the wrong game, and I wasn't playing but watching Cassian play it for me is a tad injuring on my feminism, it makes me look needy of defense. Hence my newly found interest in playing along, and I didn't think I would find it quite as enjoyable as I did. I've noticed her glaring at me from un

AURORAI'm an emotional wreck tonight, everything I thought I knew has turned into querying afflictions. My mind is running in circles, tip toeing around the reason my heart is aching at one in the morning. It's a school night, I shouldn't have dragged Arabella to my parents house but when I got home to an untidy mess in the living room I lost my temper with her. It wasn't really her that was at fault, it was me, my temper and I do hold myself accountable for my mistake but it's easier to blame my bratty little sister for my mood.Actually, I wish I was mad at Bella, or perhaps myself but I'm not. I'm not angry at all, but there's a very sharp pain in my chest and it gets stronger every time I think about this afternoon. It pierces my heart to recall it, my heart is grows more weary with every tear drop. I don't cry anymore, my penchant for suppression of emotions doesn't allow me to cry ever so often. Yet, here I am, in my mothers kitchen, crying my eyes out at one in the morning. It

CAELUMWhile driving to Aurora's apartment I have my secretary move this week's pending appointments to next week, along with the ones I've been canceling to be with Aurora. I reckon I need to find a way around my schedule and still spend time with her, my behavior the last few months is bad for business, I'm hardly in the office and when I am, I do less work than I used to.The drive to Aurora's apartment is much longer considering the location of the club. Overall, I need to move her to a closer location, she's more on the outskirts of town which might be a key reason I've never really run into her before or maybe I did once in a while, and she'd fade into the crowd. When I get to Aurora's apartment, I note Bella has arrived because Aurora is yelling, probably because she should be in school at this time of day and the door is practically open.Stepping inside, I tap the door lightly, and the sound it makes is enough to draw attention. Both Bella, and Aurora's gaze flings my directi

CAELUMAurora still won't speak to me, our flight was delayed by thirty minutes which she tried to use to get away from me. I didn't tell her where I was taking her, nor did I tell my parents why I needed Gianna to come with me. My father may have an inkling because the look he gave me insinuated he was aware I'm going away with Aurora for the weekend, that too a day earlier than I should have left the country. Bishop and I were to travel together but he'll meet me in Sicily the night of our agenda, he's relived he gets to spend a day more with his girlfriend and I'm quite happy to travel with Aurora and the kids.Aurora makes a much better partner to travel with, although presently she's not in the highest spirits. I've been trying to talk to her but she continuously eludes me, our plans is set to land in two hours and she's still not talking to me. I thought being stuck with me, she'll have no choice but to listen to me but she's proven me wrong yet again. I've exchanged more words