JUSTINE'S POVHow can I be genuinely happy if I am not free? Free to live myself of who I am really is.How can I be happy if I am living in a gold cage? Am I indeed a bird or a...---"Butterfly! Yes! I feel like a thousand of butterflies were going wild and crazy inside of my stomach everytime I see him!" my friend Ayen giggles as we were walking to go in the soccer field.I just shook my head in disbelief and I even tsked as I can't take and reach her enthusiasm.We were classmates from grade ten to senior high school and luckily, we were also blockmates this college.We are taking up Bachelor of arts in fashion design and merchandising."We're still freshmen and the academic year was just starting but you are already showing your true colors," I said and laughed a little.She faced me and rolled her eyes. "Duh, the class started one month ago and it's already fine. Come on! Let's walk faster or else we won't see him or them!" She grabbed my arm, lead the way and walked even faster

JUSTINE'S POVThe next day I planned all the things I needed to do and I plan to finish them all by Friday since today is Tuesday.After class, Ayen and I doesn't have enough time to be together since I need to go to work immediately so that I can personally speak to the owner of the cafè and ask if I can take day offs on weekends.I am working on a small cafè and we're just actually three there. Me, then Sam, who is a friend of mine. He's also a gay but unlike me, he is brave enough to show the world who he really is but he doesn't cross dress. Every Friday he goes to different gay bars just to hook with someone. He's twenty years old, second year college, taking up bachelor of science in hospitality management, but we're not in the same university.He is just actually studying at the university, one block after this cafè. So, that means our university is not that far from each other.I got to know him at a bar last year. I was just curiously to know how does it feel to go out by m

JUSTINE'S POV"What's your course, Justine?" Aunt Laura asked in the middle of our eating."I'm taking up bachelor of arts in fashion design and merchandising," I answered that made aunt Laura nod."Nice choice," she commented."Thank you." I sparingly smiled.Joshua is sitting next to me and I feel like I can't breath.I glance quickly on him and I secretly gulped when I got back to my food.Darn those brown deep eyes of him! That crescent of moon eyebrows! He also got a hawkish nose! Redish lips! Concrete jaw! Defined cheekbones and he's tall!My height is 5'5'' and base on our height gap when we're standing next to each other earlier, he's probably 5'11"!He's so dishy! He's so fine!I hope they doesn't suspecting me for anything. I feel like I'm on a hot seat right now because I'm sitting next to this hunk guy!Luckily, I'm good at pretending and I am showing that I'm just calm right now and does not feel any awkwardness.But, deep inside? I'm trembling already!I gulped when I f

JUSTINE'S POVI still can't get over about what Grae mentioned on his live two days ago.I know that I shouldn't bother or think anything stupid but I just can't!Especially that it's Joshua and the fact that he's also an indeed hottie.I was just laying on my bed, looking straight in the ceiling and thinking about nonsense stuff!I was already done with my chores yet Grae won't do live later since it was just two days ago since his last live.But, what if?Could I really possibl---"Goodness, Justine! What the hell are you just thinking about?!" I covered my face using my pillow and rolled over my bed to get rid of what I'm thinking right now."How can you think of that!" I slapped my face and I feel like in any moment I could cry!It's just so horrendous! I can't think of it and I kinda feel like I'm gonna throw up somehow because the fact that he is my stepbro.I should remember that my father and his mother are in a relationship and we are now considered as one family!Aren't we?