"Listen Deandra, she's just our neighbour so what?" He looked at me"And why did you pull me back there?" I asked and raised my eyebrows"Don't you want to go to the amusement park?" He asked"Not anymore and now let's go home so you can tell me about everything." I told him and he sighed"There's nothing special Deandra, look don't think about the past when you're already in the present." He said"But I have the feeling that I miss something in the past and I want to remember it." I told him"Look, it takes time. Years to remember your memories Deandra, don't force yourself too hard." He said"I barely remember our family time and my childhood memories Seth, I know there's something missing about me that I need to know." I looked at him"You don't need too, you already pass there 6 years without complaining but why now?" He asked and looked away"Because I know I miss something, It's like a missing puzzle, it's weird." I looked at him"What do you want to know?" He asked"Everything.

"Look Deandra, don't think about him too much. Just avoid him." I called Yasmine and told her basicly everything. Arghh I don't get it!Yesterday was so weird and my mood went down after that. Today we're filming in the amusement park. The scene today is that Sky or Jason asked me to have a date but since he's an actor so he asked the owner to closed the place just for him. He has a surprise for her later."So are you ready?" Stuart asked and I nodded. I looked at the mirror and I'm wearing a thin long sleeve t-shirt and a high waisted skinny jeans. I look nice.I walked to Sky and get ready to roll. We're still not in a talking term and my phone is just done. I even have to borrow my manager's phone."Okay let's roll people, ready?" This scene contains so many PDA which is hard for me because we're not in a good terms. I mean we never get in a good terms but argh I don't know.I quickly slide my hand to his hand and I feel him tense. He didn't look at me and I guess he knows it's me.

"I'm so full." I patted my belly, guess what? We ate 8 portion of beef. I face palm myself for eating that much. I walked to the cashier but Sky gave his card first before me."Sky.""Deandra.""Sky.""Deandra.""Okay this is childish." I rolled my eyes"Thankyou." The aunt said and we bowed and walked out"Uwaaaaa." We walked back to the amusment park and walked around. Just stroll. It's really empty"You like roller coaster." Sky suddenly said and I stop walking. I looked at him."Why do you know about me so much? Coaster? Garlic? Lily? It's something personal and I'm not an extrovert person so only people that are close to me that will know." I looked at him and he smiled"Is it important if I know so many things about you?" He asked"Of course, I can't remember the past and I never met you before." We continued walking"You afraid of thunder, you hate when someone disturb you when you're reading or having time for yourself, you love lily, you love amusement park and your favorite

"Okay get ready everyone." We shoot in a car now, they will film us from the outside. I got inside the car not wanting to be in one car with Sky in this situation.What's with him? Bipolar much?Sky entered the car and get the car start"3..2.. Action.""I'm nervous." I told Jason"Why?" He hold my hand"It's your family, how am I not nervous? What if they don't like me?" I hold his hand"They will, just chill okay?" He chuckled"I need a bubble tea." I looked around"We'll get in on the way.""Cut."He quickly pulled away his hands from me. Stuart still talking with the other staff."Why are you being like this?" I asked him and looked straight. He doesn't answer me"Sky." I turned to him"Don't talk to me." He said coldly and get out from the car and I sighed."Sky." I walked to him"...""Sky." I hold him arms and he shoved me away"What's wrong with you?" I asked"Stop bugging me." He glared at me"Okay next scenes, you both can rest for awhile." Stuart said and I nodded. I quickl

"Cut." Stuart said and it's a wrap. Our drama is done."Thankyou." I bowed to all the staff and after this we have an interview about our drama.Me and Sky never talked again. We both are in our own world. We work and work only, we only talk when camera roll and still our chemistry is good."Okay now let's go." I entered Sky's van and sat beside him. I don't want to talk again. Yesterday there's a article about Rick saying that I'm his ideal type and he really really like me. He still fighting for me but of course I can't as for James, we already end this for a long long time because his first love came back again and he was trying to move on to me but still hard.Me and Sky need time.I'm hurt and he's hurt so we need time to just get thing sorted and then we can talk. Yasmine always try to cheer me up but in the end I always get sad again.Will we work out?"Sky." I walked to him and he still focusing on the interview paper"Sky." I called him again and he looked at me"Can we talk