Nathan's PoVSunday 14th July 2019*****************************I'm so excited! Me and Marcus are going to collar Cole today, we told him we are going shopping and made him stay with Danielle who is feeling much better. He begged to come with us but this is supposed to be a surprise.In bdsm, collaring a submissive can either be a kinky night or a true commitment. It's almost like marriage to a lot of members. Only couples who have been together for a while will collar the submissive, however some dominants like their sub to wear a collar for sexy reasons, like to feel more in control. We are getting Cole a collar to show we want him to be ours forever. We want to get a metal chain of some sort that we can padlock and let him wear 24/7. I hope he accepts to wear it, it's entirely his choice. He knows what it is and what it means because he's asked me about other subs who wear collars. I feel my leg start to bounce as I sit in the passenger seat of Marcus' car and my hands get sweaty.

Nathan's PoVSaturday 20th July 2019********************************Marcus isn't okay. He keeps telling me he's okay but I caught him crying in the bathroom the night it happened. After the doctor told us Danielle had died, we all cried until we could go see her. She was so pale and there was still dried blood on her face. Marcus broke down completely and I had to take him outside. It was even worse when his parents showed up and started blaming him again. We left the hospital before anything got nasty. We dropped Lacey off at home and came back to the club.Marcus went straight to bed without dinner and me an Cole joined him. None of us felt like eating anyways. Marcus and Cole cried themselves to sleep while cuddling into me. I tried so hard not to cry because I need to be strong for my boyfriends. Now it's Saturday and the funeral is today. It's only small and Marcus' dad didn't want to invite us but his mum said we had to be invited. We're all dressed and waiting for Lacey and T