If you say channeling sadness through unification, I don't think so. It's just annoying to see Ben staying quiet when I don't have anything to do. It's like he doesn't comfort me after the funeral, instead he's busy with himself.Even if I'm sitting in his lap leaning back after the last bit of pleasure, Ben's attention is still on his unreal friends on the phone screen."Dad said he won't be angry if I want to see everything from my body." Sometimes I think, how much do people care about me? If I do what other people want, will they praise me? "Yes, I'm fine. Mom told me to make Dad happy, but Dad didn't let me tell Mom so she wouldn't be sad."It turned out that Ben was hugging me from behind, letting my back rest against his solid chest. It was ridiculous, but warm and cozy.Ben asked, "What have you done?" I think my life story is interesting for guys, it just invites sympathy."I was told to look at this." I turned to face Ben and stepped back to give him some space. I sat up, sp

"I'm sorry, Sir. I can't bring Rena into your presence." This old man even touched my leg after failing to restrain Rena. He asked for a lot of help, but it was of no use at all."It turns out he can protect the girl too." I smirked. The next second the annoyance gathered in my head until my hand was able to throw a heavy object that reached out to smash the window glass.Damn it! Why couldn't I just let go like normal? Rena won't run away from me, right? After all, Rena would obey every time I asked her to come back."What did you say, Sir?" Rena's stepfather turned out to be approaching, he was like a hungry dog waiting for food to be displayed."Nothing. I'm just done working with you." I waved my hand in front of his face, asking the old man to get out of my way immediately."You can't do this to me, Sir! It's not like we agreed in the beginning!" he refused, brushing off the hands of the men who were pulling him out of the room. Rena's stepfather even crawled to my feet brutally.

"Ben! Our wedding date is getting closer and you just told me about this?"Can I be angry with Ben's unilateral decision? He picked me up after a few days of disappearance just to say he was so busy that he had to postpone the wedding?"I'm so sorry. I know I was wrong for forgetting this."Liar! It was clear that the learning program for remote areas required preparation since the beginning of the even semester. The longer it takes, the more unbelievable Ben becomes."How long?" I asked, a little louder as the motorcycle sped off after the traffic light turned green. The blowing wind disguised the sound of the conversation between us."Three months. Gimme three months, and I will keep the promise." Ben had to lift his palm from the left handlebar just to be clear. "I'll try for less than that.""Stop here." I hit Ben on the back, forcing him to pull over. Without waiting for it to stop, I jumped down. "Anything can happen in three months, Ben!"I didn't care if he swerved or maybe fel

"You guys still haven't decided when to get married?" asked Uncle Dean when he got to see his handsome son-in-law again in the dining room.I was just being narcissistic by calling myself handsome. Especially since Rena had mentioned it during our romance last night. She was angry because she kept getting accused of being jealous, then ended up confessing.The hot session after the argument turned out great."Did you get Karin's wedding invitation?" I approached Uncle Dean who loved cooking in the half-open kitchen, with no partition to the dining room.Usually, Uncle Dean likes to organize his own cooking. Therefore, the household assistants who were seen every morning only took care of the cleaning and laundry.I picked up two apples from the fruit basket on the serving table, tossing one to Rena who had just arrived in the dining room.Rena looked radiant this morning. Either the effect of the shower or because I enjoyed last night so much."Ben!" Rena scowled, almost throwing the a

"This is ...." My index finger dangled over the 'friend' Satya had told me about on the way to one of the villas on the outskirts of town.The rented villa looked luxurious from the outside, like a shiny ironwood house and had a long distance from the neighbors, bordered by lush trees, and who knows what else was visible before dark in a place like this."My friend." Satya emphasized his words in front of the man who had asked me to come. "I told you about my friend's bachelorette party, didn't I?"Yes, I recognized him, but who?My gaze wandered around the parking lot, spotting a black car with big wheels that was used on dirt roads. It probably belonged to him."Don't tell me you forgot my name again." The man tugged on my shoulder and forced a closer look, "Try to remember?"Okay, vague memories. In front of Ben the other day, he wasn't this bold. The friendly impression in our previous few encounters was replaced by suspicion.Ben had told me that he disapproved of Karin's relatio