Unlucky! I forgot the existence of this curious queen beside me; I glanced nervously at Caroline, my mind working to find a good answer.“Just a natural and classic punishment.”I cursed myself for having to blush while saying this. Can’t this be a fair discussion??“Classic? Like what???”Earth, swallow me now! I shouldn’t have talked about this when Sean called me while Caroline was with me; what if Caroline judged this as something unnatural?? Well, that’s not fair!! My mind snapped; making love over pain mixed with pleasure and punishing through sexual intercourse is something that probably not everyone goes through. Maybe Caroline went through it with Andrew; of course not!! What kind of person would want to do that unless he was mentally ill!! I snapped out of my senses, screaming angrily at me; my Inner Goddess contemplated on her red sofa,My husband is mentally ill.Suddenly, my heart fell at my feet.“It’s nothing,” I replied, trying to hide the anxiety that overtook me. Ben

Sean had just come from the gym when I was about to get out of bed. I sat back on the bed, enjoying his figure; he wore a gray singlet and black sports trousers with white stripes on the sides. His body was sweating, and I looked at him with a look like I was seeing a fantastic sight. Sean let out a smirk and glanced at me as he crossed the bed, and then he walked to his wall in the closet; I followed him. He took something I don’t know what it was, closed it, turned around, and walked towards me; I saw a black jewelry box; yeah, Lord! No more gifts. I waited where I was sitting now. Sean sat next to me and gave me the jewelry box.“Happy Birthday, Ariana.” He smiled after saying that. I was surprised, then realized one thing: Yes, it’s my birthday, and he remembers it. I smiled and then laughed at my forgetful attitude; I looked at Sean with a questioning face.“Open it!” his command answered my question, which I didn’t say. I opened the box, and a pair of diamond earrings from a wor

“Come on, we should have lunch outside before playing the rides,” he said; he gave me a peck on the corner of my lips and pulled me to follow him. I was like a robot when his charm drowned me. I was under his arm as we walked through the lobby of Century, one of my hands in the back pocket of his jeans; several people gave Sean polite smiles; almost every woman we met looked at him hungry, but he didn’t seem to care.Sean pressed a button to open the top of my car’s hood, and the song I Took a Pill in Ibiza accompanied our journey. The vehicle stopped at a red light at the crossroads. Turning to the left, I found a man looking at me with a disgusting, seductive smile. Then the man threw a kiss goodbye at me. I turned my gaze to Sean; apparently, he saw the man. My eyes widened when he kissed me hard on my lips. I was slightly affected by his kiss, and then Sean gave his middle finger to the man after he kissed me; seconds later, the traffic light turned green, and we sped away. I laug

Music was playing from a loudspeaker that was big enough and hooked up by someone's iPod; I don't know who it might be, Rani or Caroline, Westlife's More Than Words sounded. My father and mother-in-law seemed to be dancing. I smiled at the couple, who were no longer young, but I could feel the love radiating from both of them. Rani dances with Sean. They are having a serious conversation. I want to know; my Inner Goddess looks at me with a rebuking look, my senses stomping their feet in disapproval; my curious mode is here. Benjamin dispelled my gaze and looked at Sean and Rani, his sweet smile distracting me. I smiled back."Dance with me, Ana." He held out his hand, and I had a moment of deja vu; we used to practice the choreography together. I accepted his outstretched hand, and he led me slightly to the center of the room, joining the other dancing couples. We talked about the funniest things we had together during choreography practice with other dancers. I laughed when Benjamin

I was surprised when someone opened the door to my office violently; I recognized Sean when the man said my name."Damn! Ana, what happened?? Where is Atika?? Did she hurt you??"I didn't answer all these questions. I just cried; when Sean was about to hug me, I kept away from him."Just go! I need to be alone," I shooed away without seeing his face. I wiped the tears on my face roughly; why is he here??"I'm worried about you," he answered my thoughts. I didn't move where I was. We were silent for a while. My mind is messed up; all of this makes my head feel like it's about to explode."Ana, say something." Sean broke the silence between us. I didn't know what to say. My heart aches, and my mind is complete; my finger touches our wedding ring, my gaze falls on it, and spins it around my finger. Should I give up?? It hurts to think about it when I'm in a state of love and have to choose to let go, NO!! My Inner Goddess snapped with my senses; what was I thinking?? He needs me he loves