CHAPTER 11—Story Not To TellRaffi's Point of ViewMY whole body ached when I woke up the next morning. I looked around the room. I was alone there. I just winced when I felt that my whole body seemed to be swollen, especially my womanhood. When I remembered what Rock and I did last night, I was stunned. My face quickly warmed up.Even if I don't look at myself in the mirror, I know that my face is red and it's as red as a tomato. It seems that I can still feel Rock's every touch and kiss on my body. I smiled when I remembered how he used to worship me.I immediately shook my head. I can't feel that way anymore. I can't forget the real reason why we are married now. I took a deep breath before starting to move but the pain surged through my womanhood. There seems to be a wound. I will not deny that Rock is really big and has something to brag about when it comes to that matter. At first, I wasn't really ready but I was hypnotized when he started kissing and caressing me.I tried to ac

CHAPTER 13—AppetizerRaffi's Point of ViewI'm nervous because Rock will eat with me. Earlier he called me which really surprised me and asked if I had cooked. When I said that it was okay, he said that the two of us would eat together.It's okay with me but I still don't know how to deal with him. I still don't know how long I'll be like this. But now I really have to face Rock. Maybe I will take that opportunity to talk to him. That he no longer tells dad private things about the two of us.I prepared the table. Apart from the fact that I'm nervous to face him, I'm also nervous and I don't know if he'll like what I've cooked. To me the taste is okay. It's good but I don't know Rock. I have no idea what his food likes and dislikes are.When I fixed the table, I went outside his office. I stayed there for a while and tried to calm myself down. I wanted to just back off and tell Rock to eat alone but am I going to back off now? I let out a deep breath. I knocked three times later befor

CHAPTER 15—Not Ashamed But it's Not AllowedRaffi's Point of ViewI couldn't choose an outfit to wear because Rock didn't say where we were going. He just told me to change my clothes because we were going somewhere. I want to jump but maybe it's better if I just wear a dress.I chose a pink floral dress. It's more comfortable to use than pants. My long hair and I tied it up high. I put light makeup on my face. Just the right thing so I don't look pale. I also chose my perfume that smells like strawberry mixed with cucumber. Recently, that has been my favorite perfume.I chose a light pink sling bag that can hold my phone and wallet. As I walked down the stairs I was still thinking about where Rock and I could be going. I have no idea.There was no one in the living room, so I sat on the sofa and waited for Rock. It didn't take long and I saw him coming out of the library. I thought he was coming from his room. I stood up when he approached me.I can clearly see how he observed my who

CHAPTER 17—Need to Ask Permission Raffi's Point of ViewI ENTERED the hospital the next day. And I didn't make a mistake because Naya greeted me with questions. One after the other and without end. Actually, I can hear too much in her voice. Fortunately, I entered early. I can't log in because my friend keeps talking to me."Can we at least talk about that on another day or place?" I asked Naya. My voice is weak because I am shy. My friend's questions, the things related to what happened with Rock and me. I had no intention of telling her the full details. That thing is sacred.She glared at me then brought her face closer to mine. "The truth is, confess to me. You already gave your virginity to him, right?" she asked. She was weak but I immediately covered her mouth because it was difficult and someone might overhear our conversation."Don't be so loud!" I said. I looked around.Naya tried to remove my hand from her mouth. "Leave me alone! Why? My question is weak, isn't it?" She gl

CHAPTER 19—Not Feelin' WellRaffi's Point of ViewWHEN I entered the hospital the next day, the number of patients increased. Most of them were children so I was more busy as well as the rest of my companions. I wasn't able to eat lunch because I was really busy."I'll take care of this first, Raffi. Eat first," said Naya. Even though she still wasn't eating.I shook my head. “No. Even if you eat first. I'll be there later. There are many who are not given IV fluids so I can't even eat anymore.” Even though our faces are tired and hungry, we still think about our priorities. It is more important to take care of them before we eat.Naya and I continued what we were doing. Even Doctor Lyndon was busy. It also took us some time to process. Apart from that, there are also complaints, so my work is very different."Nurse Raffi, maybe you can take care of my baby first. It's hard for him to breathe." I approached the woman who was crying carrying the child who I think was three years old.I