QUINN'S POV"Everything gone...." Haven mummered outloud I breathe roughly with my head bent down. "It's all my fault... " I said in remorse out loud I didn't bother to look up, they couldn't argue with that I shouldn't have contacted the guys but Seth could have died and for some reason I didn't want to loose him. We were all in some old hotel for the time being serving as shelter while the guys thought of what next. "It is your fault... " Erwin muttered upset, I wasn't surprised he sounds mad and genuinely I wouldn't mind if he was, I should have listened to Seth and done something like drag him out and someone stitch his wounds or help him shoot instead of running away leaving him to sustain much wound, I couldn't do anything except for kill that man and honestly I've never shot anyone or even was promoted to the position to shoot someone except for that day. Honestly I didn't feel bad or disgusted with myself somehow it felt normal, it was normal I've been pair with senior offic

A few hours later the man was giving me instructions on how to take care of my tattoo after Seth was done, it freaking hurt and felt like a thousand needles were attacking the back of my neck, the man placed a tape to protect it so I wouldn't get any infection and gave it to us for free of course, I thanked the man and left I'm sorry glad I didn't request for a giant tattoo, hell knows I would have fought with Seth and walked out with it incomplete. We got back to the car and drove back home, when we walked in the guys were in the living room they all paid attention to us mostly me who felt my neck was about fall off. "Quinn are you okay? " Darren asked I just nodded and head to my room and collapsed on the bed exhausted and muttered out loud to myself. "My freaking neck.." I yelled turning over on the bed, I didn't even sleep much that night, I crawled to one of my shopping bags and took out pills I brought, I wasn't able to sleep well so I bought the pill when Maria didn't notice,

A few days past it's been the same, Mandy has been keeping quiet and I took the memory test or whatever, I limited little detail about what last I remembered and after getting a brain scan, they said they found nothing wrong with me, my brain or any internal injuries injuries and tested me again and still found nothing and concluded that probably what ever led to my coma must have forced my brain to erase some of my memories undetected, not knowing I completed lied to them to protect the guys. Mandy has been visiting me and been pestering me to take therapy to probably remember what happened, the only thing she told me was that I went missing and after that she and everyone tried to find me even mom and when I wanted to get detailed why she was acting suspicious she brushed it off, I didn't even know what hospital I was in exactly. We were both having ice cream at the hospital cafeteria recalling our high school days then it came to me, why haven't Calvin and mom visited me and why

She dropped the file and looked me straight in the eye. "I'm doctor Thomas.. ""Wait that's your real name? " I asked shocked. "Startled? " she giggled. "I thought they probably mistook you for a male doctor when you came in." I said as she laughed the more. "I get that a lot, Quinn is a nice name too so I would love if you got comfortable and told me why you're here ?" she asked picking up a pen. "Mandy thinks I need it to get my memories back, I don't want you to waste your time I don't need those memories do I? " I say she nodded understandably. "So you don't want to do a Therapy because of that? " she asked as I nodded and she wrote down something. "So you're letting me go? " I asked as she looked back at me seriously. "Do you have a boyfriend? " she asked as I shake my head. "Why? " she asked which got me confused. "You don't need to go out of your way to know about my personal life I don't really need to.. " I was about to get up and leave but she shot me a icy glare. "Qu

•••QUINN•••We went to a cafe, Mandy kept glancing around hoping no one familiar found us, she held on to my hand while Manfred went over to order his food, Mandy and I already ordered ours separate from Manfred because she didn't trust him she straight up glared at him while he flirted with the cashier."Brother, you guys don't even share a single resemblance." Mandy snarled under her breath. "He could be right." I said recalling what Terry said. "He has some explaining to do then." Manfred strolled to our table and sat down eating his food he ordered.Manfred didn't seem to be interested in any other thing than his food, we both stared at him suspiciously until he finally looked up to see us staring at him."You're not hungry? " he sneers still eating."How are you Quinn's brother? I've known Quinn her entire life and I didn't see you, who are you anyways and what makes you think we'll just believe you if you say you're Quinn's brother? " Mandy attacked him with questions, Manfred s