Lily's POV:My heart raced as I looked into Blake's intense eyes after he saved me from the bad wolves...My lips, itched for more of his as I still felt the lingering passion from my initiated kiss I gave him to say thank you for saving my life because, without him, my kids would have grown up without a mother in this cruel unforgiving world…I admit, I immediately felt drawn to Blake like a moth to a flame... All I could think about was how he had just saved me from the clutches of the dangerous rogues in his territory like a fairy tale. But sadly, he broke off the kiss and cursed, leaving me feeling confused and hurt.Did he not like me kissing him? I frowned looking straight into his eyes for why he cursed our kiss.And as Blake explained himself, the presence of more rogues and his need to hide my human scent from them erupted, I couldn't help but feel a mixture of apprehension and fascination for the superficial world I yearned to live…Yes, I also admit that Blake's world felt s

Blake's POV:I sighed heavily while I took in the scent of my human mate who lay unconscious on my bed as the doctor hooked up a third IV pack of blood into her veins because she had lost a lot of blood during the rogues and Luminara raid."Doctor, is Lily going to wake up anytime soon?" I tapped my leg on the floor as I stood in the corner of my bedroom watching him very carefully perform his duty diligently.The doctor, packed up his equipment in his doctor's bag and stood up while maintaining eye contact with me," Yes Alpha, she will wake up but I can't tell what time exactly she will," he answered back in a respectful tone and I sighed heavily."Okay, you may leave if your job is done here," I said in a commanding voice, the doctor bowed slightly before walking out of the room, and in walked Mother, looking ever-posied and elegant."Luna Smith," The doctor bowed at her as he walked passed her, and she nodded once without taking her eyes off me.The doctor walked out and closed the

Lily's POV:An hour later, I sat nervously in the elegant yet imposing study of Luna Smith, I couldn't help but feel a mixture of excitement and nervousness while my mind kept reeling back to my heated moment of passion with Blake in the bathroom….'Ah, Lily, you taste so good,' Blake's husky voice echoed in the back of my mind while I felt his lips and hands roam around my body... My body shuddered deliciously at the thought.Blake and I had kissed, touched, and stroked each other to full pleasure for 45 minutes or so in the shower but surprisingly held back on penetrative sex…Why, you ask?Well, I have no proper explanation for that as studying each other's pleasure spots on our bodies was more exhilarating than sex itself... I sighed softly as I still reflected on how delicate his hands were when pleasing my samosa. I squeezed my legs together."Ahem, are you with me Lily?" Luna Smith's poised voice boomed my the back of my mind, bringing me back to reality. My eyes flickered whil

Lily's POV:Blake was with another woman while I went shopping with Sue! My stomach churned as I felt sick looking at the red lipstick stain on the collar of his shirt.How could I have been so stupid thinking he was a changed man??? I gagged slightly in my mouth while I glared at him.Stupid son of a bitch who could not even man up and explain himself when I asked who he had been with.I sighed heavily while rolling my eyes… I'm not going to speak to him ever! I crossed my arms across my chest while I looked outside the car window.The drive home was filled with an unsettling stillness, the air thick with unspoken tension and I couldn't wait to get home and just avoid him for good this time around.. I huffed and puffed with a scowl.I admit, Blake looked like he was more angry at me but I was the one who was supposed to be mad at him because of the lipstick stain of another woman.I glared at him, and suddenly he tore out the piece of cloth with lipstick from his shirt and threw it ou

Lily's POV A few hours later, I stood before a huge wall mirror, my reflection illuminating the room as the beautician's Luna Smith brought in earlier did a great job turning me into a beautiful swan I never knew lived within me.Wow, I sighed heavily as I admired the stunning blood-red sequined strapless mermaid gown that hugged my figure, accentuating every curve I never thought I had.I looked like one of the girls on a glamour magazine cover… I took a deep breath, my conflicting nerves threatening to consume me. Was I making the right choice? The decision to relinquish my humanity and embrace the life of a werewolf weighed heavily on my heart, especially considering that I shared children with Alpha Blake, who were also werewolves themselves… Doubts began to invade my mind, casting shadows over my once confident resolve.Maybe I could stay human without going through the change??? I felt my hands become clammy, and I ran them on my dress.Oh crap, I can't do this.I started pan