I woke up a few hours later, refreshed. I looked at my phone to see what time it was. There were several text messages. I had slept like a rock because the chiming would usually wake me. One from Janet who was supposed to be coming over for the cooking class, which she cancelled. She was going out with Billy, figures. One was from Stu, asking was I good. He knew I was spending Saturday to myself as I always did. I felt bad, I would text him back later. I had two from an unknown number. The first one said, “I’m sorry.” The second one said “I miss you already.” Butterflies started to flutter in my stomach. It was him, I could feel it but I couldn’t respond, although I wanted to. All the feelings came back; and I was doing so well. I read them about six more times as I moved through the rest of my day.I got all my stuff together for this online class. I needed a distraction, and this was perfect. I turned my music on and grabbed my apron. We were making Chicken Marsala. I poured my w

After breakfast, we spent time laughing and talking. He was a normal dude, nothing like I imagined. We talked about light stuff, but I was still too afraid to ask the big question. I didn’t want to know but then again, I did. What if he said no, and thought I was crazy? Or what if he said yes, then we both would be crazy...right? I didn’t know what to do, so I did nothing! After some time, he decided to go home to get showered and dressed. He wanted to see me later but I let him know that he had already interrupted my me time. I was used to spending Sundays meditating, regrouping and resting. He appreciated it, and left.I called my Momma, because I needed her to know I was okay. “Hey Momma, how are you?” “Well, well, well. Look who decided to call their Momma back.” We both laughed. “Sorry, it has been crazy these past few days. I got to meet and talk to him. His name is indeed Adam Ma, but I was too scared to ask him.” “Scared? You? I have never heard those words come out of your mo

She nodded and I pulled her down onto me. I grabbed her head and began to kiss her with intention, as we continued to move to the music. I wasn’t about to hold back. She needed to understand exactly what this was and who’s she was. I wanted no doubt about how I felt. The intensity was too much and we ended up climaxing, it was uncontrollable.She laid in my arms as I looked at her in wonder. She had no idea how long I’d waited for her. I had spent so much time alone, unable to give all this love to somebody because they weren’t her, now she was here. God really made someone just for me. He literally dropped her in my lap, now she was in my arms. I was grateful. A tear came to my eye as I praised God in my head. She held me tighter as I thanked God over and over in a low tone. She immediately jumped up, grabbed her bag and ran out. I called for her but she kept going. By the time I got to the elevator, the door closed in my face.I had no idea what happened, and although I wanted to go

“Okay, so what was so important that you needed to see me?” She broke my thought. “I just needed to see you.” I said seriously. “Okay, so you’ve seen me.” She said looking as serious. Damn, that was cold. She busted out laughing. “Oh, you got jokes?” I spoke. She shrugged and we both laughed. “So, what are we watching?” I asked, taking off my jacket. “Oh yeah, Love and Hip Hop. I know NY is my home but Atlanta is the best. NY is a strong second though.” She took a double take like she was shocked I knew about Love and Hip Hop. F-ing With Me came on. She turned it up and began dancing in her seat. I watched as she sang the song. Impressed, I started to sing along. I noticed she didn’t curse either as we sung around the song. She looked so sexy singing it. She was serious and so was I. She turned the music off after the song went off. Realizing I had interrupted her meal I said, “I know your food is probably cold by now. You want me to warm it for you?’ I loved catering to women. I was