Amanda I am in the middle of preparing dinner for the twins and typing assignments when I realise the house is too quiet with running toddlers its surprising moving to look for the kids I find Camden playing with his toys ,his sister nowhere to be found.Sometimes I feel God gave me Carrie as punishment for what I did with Travis because she's a wild child peeking in the downstairs bathroom her favourite spot I find her both feet deep in the toilet "Oh my God Carrie get out of there " I move her to the sink when she lets out a huge cry i ignore her as I wash her feet "no playing in the toilet go play with your brother " No,no me play toilet !!" She wails again that's when I hear the door bell ring.She goes quite running to the door she's only in her diaper I pass her as I open the door my breathing stops as I see who's on the other side "Travis" Amanda good evening " What are you doing here ? " Who's is he mama ?" Go play with your brother baby I am coming now "No!!!" she starts cr

Amanda The ceremony was beautiful made me think of my own wedding someday to someone's son , I might have destroyed someone's marriage I was young and foolish learned my lesson I do want someone to share my life with the theme of the wedding was white and imperial blue Mr Parker in an imperial blue three piece suit and white shirt his hair cut short on the side.Standing by his friend while he said I do he looked so handsome took my breath away made me realise I might stillHave a tiny thing for him.I am at a bar with a glass of margarita in my hand and when I hear footsteps coming behind me I Turin just in timeTo feel hot slap on my cheek I look and I see green eyes her red hair in a beautiful assembly." You bitch " Kate spits people nearby turn to see the commotion I look at her no words to say to her I deserve it I broke her marriage hurt her and her Daughter." I am so sorry Kate " Don't tell me that I don't want to hear it " it's not the place or the time to talk about this "

Amanda.Mr Parker is in my house wearing get sweatpants really not only can I make the outline of his impressive girth I also see he's not wearing any underwear wear. I flush from my head to toes."Come in Travis my mom willCome down stairs shortly with the babies I know she and Henry helped the kids to bath this morning then I will go shower"He walks in his tall frame looking out of place in my messy Living room full of toys coco melon on the screen volume on blast."You can sit down " I bought you breakfast " he says " Thank you I needed it should I make for you also " Yes please " I see him sitting rigid on the couch he's so uncomfortable."Please relax make yourself at home I mean you came here a lot " the double meaning has him red shame poor guy he has always been reserved I think that's why he turned me so on a gentleman on the streets a freak un bed.My mom and Henry Bring Carrie and Camron downstairs both wearing teddy bear onesies Camron has on a brown one while Carrie has

Amanda .It's almost two o'clock and I have successfully put the kids down for a napWhile I work on my assignments which I am submitting on FridaysIt's just me in the house Mom and Henry went out somewhere.They have been leaving frequently during the day I wonder what she's upTo knowing my mother it's never good.I am listening to Billie Eillish Bad guy. My mind keeps running to Mr Parker I still have some feelings for him.Watching him being a Dad is such a turn on he's always been a great Father to Kaylee.Thinking of Kaylee and how our friendship ended still hurts i know it's my fault I have missed her. She blocked me everywhere I tried to call her and text after that night she found me and her father.I am busy reminiscing when my door bell rings.It's it Mr Parker is he back already.Leaping off my chair I run to door wide smile on my Face expecting to see Travis. When I open the door my smiles falls as my eyes widen because standing there is Mrs Parker. It's Kate Parker at m