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Chapter 3
Daniel's POV:"Hey, Daniel, it's me. Please answer my calls. I'm sorry. Can we please talk? Okay, bye."Her voicemail ended. Xavier chuckled, and I rolled my eyes."Is that Bella?" he asked, and I sighed, pocketing my phone. Putting on my boxing gloves, I grabbed the punching bag in front of me.I hadn't cheated; it just looked like I did. I had actually gone to a meeting with Xavier, and some guy was there. There were strippers, and Xavier asked me to just go with the flow, so I did. Now Bella had jumped to conclusions and ruined the perfect thing that we had."Yeah, she's been sending these all week," I said, swinging at the bag. Xavier swung at his bag, and when it swung back, he held it."Shit, what did she do?" he asked, fixing his stance."Remember the new guy I hired, Noah? He quit, and now he's working for her. Last week, they went out on a date. She even came back to her apartment stumbling about," I said, swinging hard. The hinges of the bag squeaked, and I shook my hands.I
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Chapter 3 part 2
Bella POV:"From Daniel," Noah said, handing me the flowers and the slice of cake. He must have seen the confused look on my face."Oh," I said, taking the items. He wasn't here, but at least he remembered. Climbing into the car, Noah closed the door once I was settled in. So, Daniel was capable of sending things to me, but he couldn't answer a simple phone call. And I had left him more than a dozen messages, begging him to call me back."Are you doing anything tonight?" I asked Noah. He started the car and turned to me."Nothing, why?" he asked, and I smiled, opening the window. Taking the card off the bouquet, I saw that it was a pathetic, generic 'well done' card. Feeling a surge of frustration, I threw the card and the bouquet out the window. I dusted my hands and turned to Noah."Stay with me tonight," I said, and he cleared his throat."Oh, um, okay," he said, a small smile spreading on his face."But we need to get some things first from Pyaterochka," I added, and he nodded, sp
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Chapter 3 part 3
Bella POV:"Anyways, what's your deal, Noah? Why are you here in Russia?" I said, resting my arm on the couch frame."I'll tell you if you tell me why you go to group," he replied, popping another chip into his mouth. Okay, this took a turn. Grabbing my empty mug and the bottle of champagne, I poured some into the cup. I took a sip before I started."Fuck, okay, fair enough. Well, I started taking Xanax when I was 14, and then it escalated to Percocet, Molly, and then Coke, so when my teachers started doing a follow-up on why my eyes were always somewhat red, they found drugs in my system. Then I got sent to rehab, and then I got out, and I just started doing them again. So I'm just struggling to get clean," I said, taking another sip, and he looked at me as if I had just killed his dog."Jeez, Bell, are you even supposed to be drinking?" he asked with a frown. He reached for the mug in my hand, but I slapped his hand away."I'm not going to relapse, don't worry. I have no reason to.
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Chapter 4
Daniel POV: Fuck, I'm stupid. I need to figure out something to get Bella to talk to me because ignoring her has pushed her into another man's arms, and I don't fucking want that. I don't know if I can give Bella more than friends with benefits, but if there's one thing for sure, I don't want her to move on to him or anyone, for that matter. Bella is mine; she always will be. I just need to remind her. Noah doesn't know the ugly side of Bella, but I do, and I know what she needs. I am what she needs. Walking out of her apartment building after 10 minutes of standing there, wondering if I should break down the door and confront Noah for even thinking of touching Bella (because I know he has, no man would be stupid enough to not want Bella), I decide to leave. Walking towards my car, I climb inside. Taking my phone out of my pocket, I dial the one person that will make Bella want to talk to me. It took forever trying to find her since Bella has only told me that she was the woman who p
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Chapter 4 part 2
Daniel POV: As night fell, I took out my phone, quickly booking a dinner table at Turandot. It was the only place available on short notice. Unlike other Dons who relied on their Bratva status, I didn't resort to fear. Instead, I commanded respect and earned loyalty in return. Upon reaching Bella's apartment building, I escorted Mrs. Vitale out of the car. Her eyes scanned the building with a nostalgic smile. "She never loved the high life," she mused, lost in memories. We entered the building and stepped into the elevator. Pressing the button for the fifth floor, Mrs. Vitale retrieved a small velvet bag from her handbag, piquing my curiosity. "Pearls," Mrs. Vitale said, her voice soft as she handed me the bag. I frowned, perplexed by its significance. We walked towards Bella's apartment, and upon reaching her door, I composed myself, brushing off imaginary dust. Satisfied, I knocked. After a few moments, the door jingled open, and I stepped aside, ensuring Mrs. Vitale was the firs
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Chapter 5
Daniel POV:This is probably the most awkward dinner I have ever been to. Mrs. Vitale can see how awkward things are between Bella and me. I'm pretty sure even the wait staff can too. I honestly don't even know what to say to Bella around Mrs. Vitale because I'm not one to air- what's that phrase about the airing the dish rag something like that"So Bella how are you finding Russia? You are a long way from home Tesoro" she says to Bella and Bella sighs"I know Nonna but there was nothing much left for me to do back home," Bella says and Mrs. Vitale sighs"They haven't spoken to you have they," Mrs. Vitale says and Bella rolls her eyes making Mrs. Vitale pinch her arm. Bella mutters 'Sorry' and I smile at their interaction"Why would they? I haven't spoken to them since I was 5 and that's because I was in their way" Bella says. Is she talking about her parents? Oh"I'm sorry Tesoro," Mrs. Vitale says grabbing her hand and Bella just nods going back to eat. Mrs. Vitale yawns and then wi
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Chapter 5 part 2
Daniel POV: Bella and I hurried out of the restaurant and into the car, eager to drive back to my house. We were so impatient that she straddled my lap the entire way there, and we kissed passionately. Once we stumbled into the house, we started taking off pieces of our clothing. By the time we reached my room, she was only in her panties, and I was in my boxers. She jumped into my arms wrapping her legs around my waist and I carried her to the bed with my hands kneading her ass Dropping her onto the bed she fell with a squeal. I don't waste a second before I'm in between her spread legs and kissing her soft lips. Grabbing her panties I pull them off without breaking the kiss. She moans when I run my hands back up her thighs and then squeeze at her soft flesh. I start grinding myself on her bare pussy just checking how wet she is. Feeling her coat my boxers I groan grabbing her waist to pull her away from me "Mine" I groan looking at her glistening folds. Licking my lips I use my
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Chapter 6
Daniel POV:I haven't gone home in 3 days and I haven't gotten any voicemails from Bella which is strange because she always leaves me a couple. I even tried calling her but I'm the one who got sent straight to voicemail.She can't simply be mad about me leaving her like that. She literally had someone's fingers up her pussy and I haven't let any woman touch my dick since we both agreed on being casual I mean for fuck sake she moved to Moscow for me. But now she's going to sex clubs. I don't even know who she is anymoreI've literally been sitting in one of my empty cells covered in blood that's not even mine. We kind of had an attack yesterday but luckily none of my men got hurt. You see I never let Bella see the ugly side of my work because it's not pretty"Boss" looking up I see one of my newest recruits, Nina Takahashi. She was the top shooter at her father's Yakuza but then he decided to marry her off to Xavier or me but we both declined and told her that she could just stay with
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Chapter 6 part 2
Bella POV:"Are you going to put it there?" Noah asked and I turned to face him"Yeah, it's perfect," I say and he looks at me with this look that I can't exactly decipher. He nods his head and goes back to cleaning his station. Looking at him I can't help but think what if this was how my life could have beenDating maybe even marrying a normal man who does normal things and who chooses me at every chance he gets but life is not fair and I'll never get that because I have already chosen a made man who has dragged me to the underworld with him and it appears that I'm trapped. Daniel is my addiction and only time can tell whether it's a good or bad thing"Hey Bell, do you want to order in, or are we going to finally get around cooking in that oven of yours," he says and I turn around to find him smiling"I'm starting to think you want to burn my apartment down," I say walking over to him with a chuckle. He rolls his eyes at me. I walk slowly toward him as if I'm just brushing past but
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Chapter 7:
Bella POV: "Why are you seeing both Daniel and Noah" my Nonna shouts from the lounge. I stop stirring the pot and I look up to see that she's giving me the look that always made me tell her the truth when I was little and it's still working now "Nonna I'm not it's just complicated but I'm with Daniel," I say and shakes her head looking disappointed "Nothing is ever complicated Cocca(sweetie)" she says continuing to knit. I wish it was as easy as she's making it seem. I mean when I'm with Noah I completely forget about Daniel but when I'm with Daniel I can't think about anything because my body is always aware of his near mine Going back to stirring the pot I find myself putting a lid on the pot and taking my phone out. Scrolling through my contacts I find Daniel's number and I dial it. It rings for a while but when I look up at the picture that Noah painted it stares back at me and my heart just aches. I end the call and I frown. Calling Daniel doesn't feel right and I've just com
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