Silver:The walk back to the palace was quite shorter than our walk to Rogu’s new harem had been. Terah trudged silently by my side and I was thankful for the long way ahead. It offered me more time to think about what to say to the King and to recollect my thoughts while we went. By the time we passed by the streets, it was completely dark except for the slight rays of lamp-stands that covered the streets and came on at night. I was a little disappointed that I didn’t get to see the girls at least for a while, but it wasn’t like I had a say in the matter. I had nothing to say to them anyway. The only person I wanted to see was Mila, but if I did eventually meet her, I wasn’t sure I would be able to hold myself from exposing all the secrets I was supposed to keep.If she had been a part of my meeting with Rogu, she would have looked on at me with disappointment. She would probably call me a traitor for bringing up the idea of accusing Gerald falsely to the King, just to save myself.

Silver: Her words brought back memories I had struggled to hide away forever, memories I never wanted to remember for as long as I lived. I still remembered the first night I had spent with Godon, how happy I had been that he wouldn’t be able to touch me and how that happiness had turned sour when I discovered he had brought his orderly, Drex to tear me apart on his behalf. I still remembered the maniacal smile he had on his face as he watched his orderly shift and get ready to split me in half with his beast cock and how would have gotten away with it if not for the timely execution of on of the councilmen. I felt sick to my stomach. She was wearing the same smile as he had back then. She knew. That was why she had talked about tearing me apart. What was with these people and their excitement at watching people get hurt? Why did watching other people being in unspeakable pain turn them on so much? I tried to act like the implication did not affect me, but she had seen the flash

Silver: Now we were outside, I finally had the chance to put my plan into action. Since Mila didn’t know much of what had been happening on the inside, I knew I needed to find someone else and convince them to speak with me so that I would have something to tell the King when Terah would eventually return to take me back to him. Being outside was not as fun for the girls as I had hoped. Mila could move around although to a limit, but the other girl could only sit at a place and watch what was going on. She looked like she would deliver soon and after being confined in a room in a bed for the entirety of her pregnancy, being outside now was very difficult for her. Bringing them out here was another proof of my selfishness. I didn’t fight for them to be released because I felt so bad for them. I had done that just so I could meet up with other girls for information. However, I had no other choice and I was done hating myself for my choices. I had been able to kill two birds with one

Silver:My heart was pounding, both from anger and from fear. Alpha Damon struggled to meet my eyes as guilt filled him, but I didn’t care about his guilt. I was concerned about what his guilt meant for me. He didn’t say anything in response to my question and as the minutes passed, my heart became made up against him. “Won’t you answer me?” I asked. “Can you even answer me?” I saw his face change, from guilt slowly into a hardened look. He gave me a steely look, and just then, I knew he was done trying to convince me. “I told Gwyddion not to tell you anything yet. I wanted to tell you myself,” he said and my eyes widened in disbelief. That was all he could say about this?“So you’re more bothered about how I found out than what exactly I found out?” I asked. ‘’What’s going to happen now, then. What’s going to happen now that I know.”He watched me with an expression I couldn’t name for a while before letting out the words that broke me. “I’ve already come this far. A lot is at st

Silver: Terah didn’t let me be even after he called Gwyddion for the King. “What do you want?” I asked him, standing by the door of my room so he wouldn’t enter. “I’m sorry for the way I’ve treated you in the past,” he told me, looking sorry for his actions. I rolled my eyes and didn’t bother to hide my true feelings from him. “I don’t need your apology. What I did makes no overall difference in how you see me so please just tell me whenever Beta Rogu is ready to take me back to my people,” I said, entering into the room and shutting the door in his face. The door didn’t close all the way through and when I looked down, I saw his foot was holding it back. He was determined not to let me go. “What do you want?” I asked, swallowing back fear. Now I had easily switched sides, I was scared anything could happen. What if this was their plan from the start and they didn’t want to fulfill their end of the bargain. I was scared. I remembered how easy it had been for Rogu to sacrifice