"Amelia I'm looking for is you! Can't you wake up a little? I called you Amelia earlier, I'm not looking for someone else!"In front of everyone, I blurted out the thoughts that had been nagging at me. Amelia had never looked at me more surprised than this before. And her husband, the owner of this inn, Albert, also fell silent at the sound of my voice.Unlike Amelia, Albert was as calm-faced as when he first came here. He said something to his wife, before taking me from this room to the outside of the inn. And asked me to have a one-on-one talk with him."Are you the daughter of her previous husband?" Albert opened up after lighting a cigarette butt on his lips."I'm sorry if I disappointed you. If there's anything I can help you with, then you'd better ask me," he said again. This time, he invited me to look at each others face to face. That's when I realized he knew something was wrong with his wife, Amelia."I'm not her daughter," I quickly retorted before he could misunderstand.

"Please ... save my baby ... It's innocent. It’s ..." My voice was drowned out by my crying.The image of my failures that made my baby so weak, all those mistakes haunted me until I couldn't open my eyes.From the moment he arrived in my womb, I never gave it a break except for the various sufferings and fatigue that I carried with my body.In this second trimester, all I ever gave it was stress. This baby had learned to fight and was on the brink of death many times. Danger instead of love, misery instead of peace.And all because of me."If motherhood is something I've failed at, at least let it live," I said into Amelia's arms. "My baby should feel the love I could never give. Maybe if it's born, Hilbert will recognize it as a child. Then when that time comes, I ...""Lizzbeth! Oh my God! Hang in there!"After that, all I could hear was Amelia's screaming voice that was so shrill in my ears. Even though the nurses and the Alpha woman were doing something to my body, I couldn't fee

That Omega was so frightened to see me. With the sword I was holding now, I could easily slash through the carriage window to my heart's content. Then what would happen if she ran away? That was my consideration from the start.My guess was wrong when I thought that Omega was afraid of me, but it turned out that she had planned to run away from me while I was off guard. That little body of her was running out of the carriage with something covering her face.How could I not be more suspicious? As if knowing I was looking for someone, all she did was cover her face."Please let us go. He's not the Omega you're looking for." Jackson protected the Omega in his arms.And guess what I found out, that Omega was pregnant! Coincidences never happen this big."Justin, prepare for attack. We're going to capture that Omega no matter what," I muttered after dismounting from the white horse I was riding.'Do you need to kill her? You just need to take the Omega and get out of here. No need to both

"So this is the reason you never visited your home? Because all the letters I sent you never arrived?" he asked, shaking his head along with that gloomy face."And here I thought you didn't care about your mother anymore," he continued with a long, irritated sigh."Mother ... Since when did she die? And ... Why? You had a duty to continue protecting her, why did you let her die!" I tugged at the collar of my father's shirt, making him look at me who was choking with emotion."Protect?" he retorted sarcastically. The way he rolled those golden irises never changed with time, arrogant as ever. Even though the one he was dealing with now was his son."How can I protect her, if she kills herself?" he continued.My grip on the collar of her royal robes loosened, as my eyes blurred with tears of disbelief."Mother ... Suicide?" It was a sentence that didn't fit well in my mouth, which was referring to the strongest woman in my life. "There's no way she committed suicide. She valued life so

[Hilbert's POV stops here][Lizzbeth's POV begins]________"Sorry. Can you please hold this baby for a moment? I can't take it anymore."What mother would leave her newborn baby in the hands of a strange Beta just like that? Of course, there isn't one. Because that crazy Mom is me."But, this is your baby. And he's crying! Shouldn't you breastfeed him?" said the Beta woman. She was confused by my strange actions. It was like I was avoiding, and staying away from my baby."I know," I retorted, unable to control the movement of my mouth. "I know he's my baby. But, can't you take care of him for a while? I can't take it. Looking at his face ... I'm not sure I can."That poor baby was crying after being neglected by me, the mother who had just given birth to him.The news of an Omega throwing away her baby due to severe depression had spread throughout the village.Ever since the baby was born, bad rumors had been attached to me. The birth of my baby was only accompanied by Amelia, witho