Parking his car in front of the police station, looking out the car he could see the many police cars parked out, the streets were still as busy as always, with people going up and down, the scorching sun making some to hold umbrellas while others just walked under the sun regardless.He hated coming here, but this visit was long over due, he was supposed to have been here since last week but he kept postponing it and shifting the inevitable, not because he didn't want to but because he was trying to stall, so he could have more time with Nate.But now he didn't really have time, even if he wanted to, he had a lot on his plate to have to add the burden of caring about someone.He finally opened the car and stepped out, his eyes looking the building from top to bottom.His experience with the police has never been a pleasant one, hence why he hates them so much.It always left a sour memory in the back of his mind, making him remember a time he didn't want to remember.He sighed out, s

"I didn't say you could leave" Spade's voice stopped Nate dead in his tracks, he let out a deep sigh before he slowly turned around, Spade had moved closer to him, standing just a few feet away from him."I didn't think you want me here, seeing as you told everyone to tell me that you weren't in" Nate almost spat out, but he still had to play it smooth and calm, Spade just looked at him blankly, blinking his eyes slowly as he watched every word pour out of his mouth.Spade's silence only made Nate feel like he had to speak up, at least he deserved that much privilege, and if he walked out of here without telling Spade what was on his mind, he might never get a chance again."I don't think you know the true meaning of calling someone your friend, but I'm pretty sure it doesn't involve ghosting them, and avoiding them without giving them a reason" Nate rushed out, all in one breath, Spade still didn't react.With his hands still in his pocket, his face blank and his expression bored as

Arriving at the restaurant Spade picked for the dinner, Nate didn't expect anything less but that didn't mean he wasn't surprised.The restaurant was the typical billionaire, hot shot restaurant he always heard about.Rory's.He'd heard about it countless times, but he'd never had the luxury or privilege to eat there, it was a big and well known restaurant in the city, it was in the heart of the city, so they drove for a while before getting to it.He looked at Spade and the man had stopped the car already, taking off his seatbelt, Nate followed suit but Spade was quick to step out and open the door for him, he looked up at Spade and the man had a soft gaze in his eyes for Nate, urging him to step out.Not wanting to waste more time, he stepped out of the car, looking around the busy part of city, he'd never get used to seeing the busy streets of New York at night."Come on" Spade's voice broke his amusement sight seeing, as his eyes landed on Spade, he still could'nt get over the way

He eased his car at the front of the Nate's apartment building, after a long night of arguing with Nate all the way here.Drunk Nate was a fucking inquisitive Nate, and he was very stubborn.Spade had initially wanted to drive Nate to his own house, so he could keep an eye on him there but Nate refused, he kept blabbering about how he would feel more comfortable in his house, and how he didn't want Spade to maul him in his sleep, when Nate was drunk, he was fucking blunt.He looked at him, finally sighing out in relief that the young man had slept off, but to his surprise for the millionth time that night, Nate was wide awake.Spade let out a deep sigh before he unbuckled his own seatbelt, he opened the car door and stepped out, walking around to Nate's side of the car, he opened the door and ducked inside, undoing Nate's seatbelt, he pulled Nate out of the car gently, all the while trying to stop his nose from inhaling Nate's scent, because that would mess with his head and mind.He

Sitting down on his chair looking at Matteo, he drowned out everything the blonde was saying, letting his mind to travel far.His body was currently on the chair in front of Matteo but his mind had already gone on a long journey towards Nate.It had been six days since Nate had started avoiding him, giving him space while acting as if they never kissed.The longer Nate stayed away from him the harder it became for him to get used to.He didn't understand why Nate had liked about the kiss though.Did he perhaps regret it, or maybe he wasn't even in the slightest attracted to Spade, making Spade to doubt himself.So he was the one losing his mind, driving himself crazy over Nate, when in truth the young man didn't even feel anything for him It had been a one sided thing.He realized he was thinking of Nate too much, something he'd never done in the past, think about someone as much as this, especially when it came to emotions.Infact he'd never been stood up before, but Nate stood him