POV
X

Millie's eyes widen at my forwardness, I’ve left her speechless and in deep thought which makes me secretly smile on the inside, I've got her right where I want her.

“Let’s go,” I say once more raising an eyebrow in invitation. 

“Uh,” she says scanning the area where the shitty band is playing and that’s where I see that motherfucker.

Chase.

What the fuck is she doing here with him? We get into one little argument and she runs into his arms? I'm ready to end this prick once and for all, I start fuming and see Millie is now looking at me out of the corner of my eye. She puts her hand on mine and I look over to her. She has a worried look on her face and shakes her head knowing what I’m thinking. 

“Please don't cause a scene…” she says. 

I know better than to cause a scene in a public place, I'm not stupid, even though I do have a few cops that secretly work for me but she doesn't know that, so instead I say one last time,

“Then let's fucking go…” I say heated.

She nods,

POV
Millie 


It's been forty-five minutes of laying in X’s bed and still no trace of him. His actions tell me everything I need to know, what I have already known, just confirmed. 

I don’t regret sleeping with him, it was hands down the best physical and emotional connection I’ve ever had with a man, but at the same time, I’m heartbroken. I’ve fallen for this person hard and way too fast. It took me about a year just to question if I loved Chase. 

I wish it could’ve just worked out with Chase or someone like him, for there to be minimal drama, an easy-going relationship, maybe even a little boring, but most of all, available for a future in some way. 

With X, it’s a dead end, he got what he wanted all along and now the dead end has been reached. 

I stand up off the bed and shamefully get dressed feeling worthless. 

I grab my bags off the floor and walk out of the bedroom with my head down full of depression. 

I tread down the hallway keeping my eye on the door I need to exit fr

POV
X

I open the door and see Adria and Ghost standing there. 

Fuck, not now. 

I rub the back of my neck, “what do you guys want?” I ask irritated. 

Adria folds her arms and lifts a black eyebrow, she pushes past me letting herself in and Ghost follows. 

“Where the fuck have you been? Did you forget we had a meeting this morning?” Adria snaps. 

“Shit,” I say, I completely forgot. 

“Hugo is coming here in a few days and you’re missing meetings and completely distracted lately, you better not fuck this up for us X,” Adria says with an attitude. 

It’s too early for this shit. 

“What’s going on with you, man? You’re slacking lately.” Ghost says, fuck him. 

I’m about to ream him out for talking to me like that when I notice a smile come across his face. 

I follow his line of sight and so does Adria. 

Fuck me, he’s spotted Millie. 

“The distraction. So you’re not a prude after all, huh?” Ghost says and I could just knock his fucking teeth out right now for talking to my girl li

POV
Millie

I turn to the girls who practically have their jaws to the sand. 

“Oh. My. God, Millie! Tell us everything!” Alina exclaims, shaking my shoulders as if answers will just literally shake out of me.

Oh great…not this again…

I’m blushing and feel my face warming up more by the second. 

“Millie!” Ellie says, “c’mon, c’mon.”

“What do you want to know?” I say being overpowered by them. 

“My girl?!” Mia asks intrigued. 

“Are you guys in a relationship?” Steph asks almost in a more worried way, emerging from the group. 

“No,” I say shaking my head and she furrows her eyebrows. 

She’s not happy about any of this and I understand. 

“Have you guys, ya know…?” Ellie asks not paying attention to Steph’s differing demeanor. 

I nod my head, feeling bad that I haven’t even told Steph about it first. 

Steph’s eyebrows shoot up in surprise, and then back down. 

“Let’s talk about something else,” I suggest. 

“Oh come on! It was just getting good!” Alina pouts. 

Steph walks awa

*Warning* 
This chapter contains in-depth sexual context

 

POV
Millie 

Steph and I are now just getting back to the house after a full afternoon of shopping, well, mainly her. She’s the kind of person who loves to blow the last penny she has. I suppose if I had security of a place to stay without rent I’d probably do the same, but she’s been like this her whole life. 

We get out of my car and we hug before going our separate ways into the same house. 

I leisurely walk to the 4th floor and knock on X’s black door. 

After a second or so he opens the door with a dish rag over his shoulder. I can’t help but laugh at him. 

“Oh shut up,” he laughs too and takes the rag from his shoulder hitting me with it on the butt. 

“Hey!” I yell as he picks me up over his shoulder and slams me onto the black leather couch in the living room. 

We laugh at each other, it’s nice to see him let down his guard and be playful. 

“It actually smells good in here, what are you making,” I say sarcastica