I understood what I was getting myself into, because, I am the first alpha in the history of the herd to assume the role of leader of a herd without being married -and being pregnant-.“I want to clarify that my intention is not to cause chaos in the herd. I am young, but I have knowledge of the business. I'm not married, but, I value marriage because I was born and raised in one.” I mean seriously.Everyone starts whispering to each other. Since, there is proof of what I am saying. So, I continue to take the floor.“We have all gone through pain in the last few days, we have lived in agony or anguish because we do not know when something or someone will come back to attack us. That is why, as a first order from me, I am going to ask that everyone interested in defending their family physically, come forward.Everyone starts whispering to each other and my father tries to get closer to me, but, I refuse. “We have been mocked, wo

Months later. JulyThe short working days have turned into weeks, which no matter how much I implore them to spend slowly, have become those months that bring my meeting with my children closer and closer and my great chances that they will soon know my secret.It is no longer possible for me to become a wolf, well, if I can do it, but, if I transform into one, the abdomen will be noticeable and I will not be able to say that I have gained weight by eating as much as I do now in my human version.“It's time for you to think about what you're going to say, daughter.” my mother says after giving me a girdle that doesn't help me at all.Even if I want to hide my pregnancy, I have already passed my first trimester and that is why, it is not possible to hide it, time and having several babies at the same time, makes my belly show even if I beg that it is not so.“The puppies can't help me anymore.” I say with concern.&ldqu

For whole weeks I've been thinking about this moment, I've been so afraid of it coming that I've had doubts if it was a clever idea to delay it so much or not. But, now that it was happening, I just wanted more time to be able to face this.Because, although I have felt too sad, anxious and frustrated, I prefer that because of what I was still hiding from my family, than to see now the look of disappointment in my father, precisely the look with which I saw Nikolay when we found out that the traitor was his lover or when he told me about Sergey's mistake.“Father…“Get out of the car, if you don't want me to take you out.” says my father releasing all those pheromones that seemed to flee from a body about to erupt.I'm in trouble. That's more than clear, to the point that I didn't know how my father might react. That's why, I was trying to start the car, but, my father in a fit of rage, starts the same steering wheel with such force, that

All the tough times I've experienced, they come all at once. Lake's rejections, her lies, finding out about a multiple pregnancy and all the emotions that triggered.The heartaches because they will find out about my secret and the anger of having to go through this without a life partner. The charges as the head of the pack and the clashes I have led since my new title was announced in the pack.Every one of those memories, they come to my mind, causing me to feel silly for believing that I could handle everything. Mentally, I slap myself for not protecting my children, every single one of them, while the doctor panics.“Calm down for a moment, Rain.” says the doctor, while I swallow hard feeling sick.“How can I calm down if I have lost a baby?” I ask with pain.Guilt invades me, because many times I thought it would be better to have a normal pregnancy, instead of a multiple one. ‘Did that thought make God take one of my children away from me? I thought in

After talking to the doctor, I feel calmer about how my pregnancy is going. It is clear that I have to improve many things, because my babies are in danger, but it is something that can be solved, there is still time.“It's time to land, Rain. Get ready for it.” Mikhail says over the speakers.Knowing that it is time to continue with my task as alpha leader of the pack, I get out of bed on the plane and stay in the chair where I had been previously. Without the protection on, I stroke my belly and smile at this one.“My little ones, be free. They can be shown as many times as they wish.” I say stroking my belly.” Forgive your inexperienced mother. I promise not to give them a tough time playing hide and seek.I take a deep breath knowing that nothing else is going to disturb my mind anymore, because although it didn't go the way I expected, two of the three men in my family, they know. So, I focus on thinking about the good o