DENVERI never expected her to be a virgin because she has at least dated once, but fuck it, she let me have it instead of someone worthy of it.I don’t think I’m worthy of it because I'm yet to figure out what she means to me. I’m yet to classify my thoughts, and I don’t want her to feel hurt because of me. If I had known she was a virgin, just like she said, I would have pushed her away.But I saw the emotions in her eyes while she gladly let me give her her very first sex in her gorgeous, tight pussy. How she screams my name with so much desire. How the walls of her pussy tighten around me from inside, as if she wanted me there forever.Fast forward to the part where I told her she’s just a mere toy and nothing else. I watched the swift change in her eyes in a matter of seconds. It’s as if the lights in her bright gold eyes diminish and her eyes blacken.I had to walk away and leave her in my bedroom because I didn’t want to see her cry. I know that at that moment, there were so man

DENVERAnastasia is fast asleep.I can’t stop staring at her, not me thinking of fucking her again after I just fucked her to sleep, and this time I fucked her against the wall like an animal.I forgot I’m the first man who has ever gotten in between her legs, and I acted like an animal and took her against the wall.If I had an ounce of control, even a silver, I would have stopped and carried her to the bed. I would’ve put on a fucking condom like I usually do with other girls.But all those thoughts didn’t exist when she had her legs around me rocking on my cock as if she had waited for the moment of another round of sex after the first one we had.There was no thinking period, not when she tasted so good. Not when she looks at me like I’m a god. Not when her anger for me soon dissipated as soon as she saw me at the door step.She missed me as much as I did the entire day. And goddamn, I’ve never missed anyone this much.I’ve never had the urge to want to return home on time, not ev

ANASTASIA“So what’s going to happen now?” I prop my arms on the table, staring at him with unwavering gazes with so many unsaid words as a thousand and one thoughts go through my mind."I just called my driver to pick you up and take you to the firm. He might also be the one to return you back home.” He throws his phone into the gray suit in his pocket.“So you are leaving already? To meet her?” My eyes feel like they're shrinking, as if they're about to melt down or release some pitiful tears because the man I’m crushing on is rushing down to meet his dear wife.“Anastasia, I told you not to attach feelings; now you are getting worked up on just a mere call from her. Do you want to continue doing this to yourself?” He tilts his head, staring at me with his usual gorgeous green eyes, then he sighs and runs his hands on his face as if he is tired of something or frustrated at something.Maybe it’s me.“ Seriously? After everything we’ve done, do you expect me not to attach feelings? A

DENVERWhat the heck is happening to me? I’m starting to feel like she’s a drug in my system; I can’t fuck her out, and even when I’m away from her, I can’t bloody function without thinking of her.I thought it might be different if I was with Sandra, but, hell no, it feels like I’m a totally different person, not the Denver I used to be.The fucking hard Denver is being softened by a girl who should have been a one-time thing or a forbidden fruit I should never have tasted.Now I’m at a messed-up point in my life because Sandra seemed to be acting like she cared about me all of a sudden. She wanted me to fuck her; she told me she missed my touch and every fucking thing that didn’t make sense to me.I wanted to spill it on her face about why the heck she is missing my touch when she has a lesbian lover who gives her all the pleasure she craves? But I held my cool and acted like I didn't know about all her nasty deeds as a lesbian. Even though I say it to her face, she would never com

ANASTASIAWho said I’m drunk? I’m not drunk—maybe a little bit—but just having fun. Yes, I’m swaying my hips and shaking my curvy ass under the red-blue light.My body feels so light and hot, but it’s only because of the music and the dancing.I don’t really like being in a club because of the buzzing energy and loud noise, but I thought of trying it for the first time when my brain was almost exploding because of Denver’s cruel silence.He was avoiding me; I knew it the moment he walked out of the office door and never came back for over an hour.This club is the perfect place to let out my sorrow. The energy here drives me high and makes my head lighter than it’s ever been.I dragged Ryker and Karina with me and even called Jane and Joel to join us. They didn’t want to, but there are party people anyway, so they showed up soon after.They are actually party people; I’m the only one who is weird here, the only one new to this, and who’s never been to a nightclub, but there’s surely