I took Blake's hand and he guided me to the bed. I couldn't hear anything around me as my heart beat so fast. I was going to be Luna.
"You're so innocent. Maybe I should call you Dove." Blake said in my ear as he turned me to face the crowd. I didn't want to see them though and kept my head down.The bed laid sideways next to us so everyone could witness our joining. Everyone would see me naked while Blake took my virginity."You're shaking you're so nervous, Dove." Blake's hands rested on my shoulders then moved down my arms."My mate, Sasha Glancia!" He announced and everyone cheered."I'll be gentle, Dove. This is our time now."I shook my head nervously to him. He looked at me sincerely and I wanted to just forget everyone else but us. His hands wrapped around my front, untying the white robe and slowly lowered it off my body.I stood before hundreds of pack members completely naked. I wanted to hide, but I knew I couldn't. I just had to get through this, then everything would be perfect."Gorgeous, frail, little omega." His hands moved my hair back to fully reveal my breast. "After tonight no one will see this body but me. Go lay down!" He spoke with venom and I had no idea what was upsetting him so much.I nodded to him then turned and laid on the bed. I didn't want to be a disappointment to him. I could hear him undressing, but I didn't dare to look. My sight remained fixated on the high ceiling above me.I felt the bed dip and jumped at what it meant. This was it. I was going to have sex for the first time and in front of everyone.Blake moved my legs apart and I could see his hard chiseled body naked above me with a massive dick standing tall from it. He was so thick, I knew without a doubt, this would hurt. I was a weak omega. Not only would taking a strong Alpha as my first be painful, but his knot would burn as he stretched me beyond I could handle."This is going to be perfect." He smiled down to me, licking his lips at my glistening pussy then moved his body between my legs."Blake!" I whispered in fear. A tear rolled down my cheek and I felt so ashamed that I was totally losing my nerve."Shhh, Dove. You're mine. I told you that you belonged to me. Be good and do as you're told for me.""I know, I'm just nervous."He chuckled, looking over my face. "I love how sweet and gentle you are. Take a deep breath, Dove. I'm going to start and it will hurt."I nodded my head as another tear fell. Then I felt him between my legs. He gently moved his tip through my walls and it felt like an immense pressure trying to insert into me."Blake!" I whined, gripping his arm and digging my fingernails into him. It hurt a lot. My body was so tense and I was trying to push him out."Do you want to be my mate, Dove?" He asked, looking down at me."Yes!""Do you want me to make you mine?""Yes!""Then I won't stop taking you as mine." He spoke possessively, then with a hard thrust he moved all the way through my walls. It felt like an immense pressure stretching and tearing my insides. I let out a scream as my back arched and he chuckled above me."You're fucking perfect." He growled, letting his Lycan come forward as he tried to remain still for body to adjust to his girth. "And now your mine!" He warned me.Blake leaned his body over me so our faces barely had an inch of space between us. "Just look at me, Dove. Look how pleased you make me as I take this body for my pleasure.""It hurts though.""I know, baby." He smirked. "But it won't always. Can you take this pain for me?"I bit my lip nervously, tempted to look at the crowd."I can do this for you." I said confidently."Good girl. You will learn to please me in so many ways, little Dove."I swallowed hard again. "Make love to me and don't stop. I want to be yours and to give you many children. I can take the pain.""I knew you could." He smiled then pulled out to his tip. My eyebrows scrunched as I whined in pain and relief. I was so full before."I'm taking every piece of you." He said and thrusted hard into me. My hands gripped his biceps as I screamed, but he ignored my pleads this time.His body kept slamming into me, over and over, forcing a tension in my walls that burned yet left a wake of pleasure. His face looked deviously at me, watching the tears roll out of my eyes like he was enjoying my pain as he took my body."Fuck, Sasha! Your little pussy is so fucking good. I waited so long for you to be mine." He spoke loudly, making me blush that everyone could hear him. "Don't look at them. I'm your Alpha." He spoke this time like he was mad at me. He wanted my attention only on him, and he liked the crowd watching as he took me, owned me."Sorry, ow!" I screamed, squeezing my eyes closed. His hands gripped the back of my thighs and his back straightened then he started slamming his dick hard into me as his chest growled in satisfaction.My whimpers started turning to moans as the pain ebbed and pleasure took over. I felt an incredible build up inside me, one I never felt so strong before."It's time, Sasha. Fuck!" He grunted.He lowered my legs and lifted me by my neck, keeping a fast movement inside me. "I want to hear your screams." He whispered then sunk his teeth into my neck.My entire body lit on fire, burning uncontrollably as he kept fucking me in my sore pussy. His teeth were only half way in me as he growled out. My head was turned towards his family and I swear I saw a look of guilt on his mother's face for me.Then Blake tugged at my neck, deepening his canines and growled viscously over my skin. I didn't know why he was marking me so slowly or wasn't releasing me yet, but I was paralyzed to do anything about it.I screamed out again as I felt an explosion inside my body. Everything inside me whirled in tension then just burst between my legs and it felt so incredibly amazing."Mmmm, Blake, that feels so good." My body ached in so much pain, but between my legs was throbbing around his thick cock as liquid pumped out between us. I never came so powerfully before.It was embarrassing to cum in front of everyone, but it also felt euphoric. Blake thrusted hard into me one more time with his teeth still buried in my neck, then he started grunting as he filled me with warmth. I could feel him pulsating inside me and even though it hurt, it also felt like he was healing my soul."Oh, my goddess, Blake." I moaned out and he slowly retracted his teeth from my neck."You pleased me very much, Dove." He licked my wound, healing some of it, then laid me back to the bed. He slowly pulled out and his hard again dick was coated in glistening fluids from both of us.I looked to my mate in pure bliss. I didn't care if this was in front of our pack anymore. They all got to see my handsome mate one last time. From now on he would be only mine."You did so good for me, Sasha. How do you feel with my mark, baby?"My hand went to my neck, wincing in pain, it wasn't fully healed. "Amazing." I smiled at him. I saw the pride in his eyes that I was his and my wolf jumped inside me.He lifted off the bed, reaching his hand to me to pull me with him. We stood naked, with my back to his front and he widened my legs as his cum leaked down my thighs. "You look good with me inside you." He said, making me blush.I bit my lip to suppress a moan. It felt intoxicating being filled with him and wearing his mark on my skin. I was his, forever bonded to him."This little omega got me so excited I finished inside her before I completed marking her." He said, running his hands over my breast with hard nipples displayed for all to see. He seemed to enjoy showing me off to our pack, even more so how I was now his.My face paled at what he said though. We had to do that again to see if he would knot. I wanted to do that many more times, but after I rested and not with an audience.I couldn't look out to the crowd. This was too much. I thought we would leave now, but I hadn't marked him and he didn't knot inside me.He moved my body to face the end of the bed. "You are good for me, Dove, but you're not enough to fully satisfy me." He spoke and my heart started beating fast."If you can survive my knot then you will be my first mate." He said then looked out to the crowd. "Every six months, under the blood moon, I will take another omega. One just as sweet and innocent as this one." My head turned behind me, staring at Blake as he spoke.What does he mean his first mate? I was supposed to be his only mate. I did agree for him to take others, but I didn't think he actually would. I thought I would mark him too."Survive?" I questioned. I was hurt he wasn't choosing only me, but my life seemed to be more important."Yes! You didn't know?" He smiled like a demon about to take my soul. His finger lightly slid over my mark making me sigh in pleasure. "Only 50% of omegas survive a Lycan's mark and even less survive their knot." He lips curled up to his ears. "But 100% that do survive, get pregnant and usually give birth to a few Lycan's."I could die? This couldn't be true. How didn't I know this?I looked to his mother. She was an omega with 13 children from a Lycan."My mother is one of my father's omegas, his favorite and our Luna, and we are only a handful of his children." He whispered in my ear.I shook my head in disbelief. I saw that same guilt on his mother's face and my tears spilled out of my eyes."You said, I was yours." I sobbed to him. I thought he meant only I was his."You are, Dove. You might even become my favorite and get to be Luna one day. You have to prove yourself though.""Prove myself?""Yes, fuck, I love how naive you are. It makes it so easy to play with your little heart." His words cut right through me.This was all a game, a game that he would play for the rest of my life. "You're mine now. Let's see if you can take my knot and survive." His finger slid over the half-healed mark he left on me. His touch eased the pain there and I moaned, needing his touch always.He didn't fully heal his mark on me. He wanted me to feel pain, he liked me feeling pain. Pain he caused me. What have I done!"This time, I'm going to fuck you like my whore, because now, that is what you are. Bend over." He whispered with a husky voice in my ear. I wanted to just bend over and feel him again, but I was hurt I couldn't mark him.I shook my head no in disbelief. I wanted him as all mine. Would this be enough for me? "You want to be punished, don't you?"My eyes widened at him. "I wouldn't deny me ever again, Dove. Bend over!" He ordered with a growl on his last words.I bit my lip with tears rolling down my face. I could still back out from this. Once I'm pregnant the pack would never let me go though. I didn't want to be one of his mates, I wanted to be his only mate."You agreed to be mine, my mate, and so you wear my mark." He pressed down on the wound on my neck making me squeal. He was angry I was denying him. "And you agreed to give me many children and so you will take my knot. I'm losing my patience, Dove."I could just leave, reject his mark, but I would be weakened to nothing, pos
I moved in and out of consciousness as the sun bathed my room in light, then faded leaving me in the dark. My mind was a jumbled mess, filled with memories of my past and psychedelic dreams."My sweet, Dove." His voice was soft and his fingers felt like feathers gliding over my body. I swear Blake watched me as I slept for days, letting my body heal."Blake." I whispered. I needed him close to me. His presence filled me with purpose and I felt my body healing when he was close."I'm here, baby. You’re mine now, so don't leave me, little Dove.""I don't want to. I'm so tired though.""I know, baby. You did good for me the other night. You were everything I knew you would be. We have a lifetime together though." He kissed my hands and I smiled at the sweet gesture. He could be so cruel, then so perfect.My eyes lids felt heavy as I tried to force them open. I wanted to see him, needed to know if he was really here."There's my beautiful, Raven." The light in his eyes made me want to jum
As I walked closer to his room I heard moans and scrunched my face. Whoever else was on this floor needed a soundproof room. "Fuck me Alpha, yes please, fuck me, me, yes, yes!"I knew that voice and she said Alpha. Anger boiled in me as the pain in my chest increased. I threw the door open and froze with tears.Cynthia was naked on top of Blake riding him. Her breast bounced rapidly and she didn't stop on my account. Her back arched as she screamed "Alpha" coming all down him.Blake watched her with anger, then moved his head to me with a sly smile."Mate! You're awake. I haven't had a good release in days, baby." Blake looked at me as he pinned Cynthia flush to his body. He swayed her hips over him to make her moan, prolonging her orgasm.Tears bubbled in my eyes. I knew he would take another mate, but not for six months. I foolishly thought, maybe, things could change."Come here." He ordered, moving Cynthia next to him. She sat on the bed humming in bliss. "What is this?" I asked
I finally picked myself up and walked naked back to my room. I was stripped of any decency when Blake claimed me as nothing but his whore. I had no shame left in me and I was done trying to be anything in this world."Mistress!" My maid looked at me with pity in her eyes. At least it wasn't hate. "I'm fine. I just need to shower then food. Alpha's orders." I said void of any emotions. My body was littered with red marks and bruises and I felt each one of them. "I'll get you new clothes." She nodded to me and I left to the bathroom. I cried a little as I washed my body, but I was mostly numb. I was here, in the pack house, in my own room. I had what I wanted, but I was tricked. I was a toy for Blake, a toy he got off on torturing. This whole pack got off on torturing me, and now I was certain the moon goddess did too. She was the one that made omegas so weak for an Alpha's touch, and I was weak for Blake's. Despite my anger at him I still burned for him deep in my soul. It wasn't f
Months passed and nothing changed other than my belly. It was growing fast and it amazed me every day how I felt my son more and more. I knew nothing about my pregnancy though. Blake didn't allow any doctors to speak to me."Come here mate." Blake called me to his bed and I walked to him like a good omega. He mind linked my maid when I woke this morning to come to his room.I knew what he wanted, it was the same almost every morning and every night. His hand brushed over my baby bump, then he guided me to straddle him. "You looking fucking perfect all fat with my child." I gave him a small smile and looked down to his chest. He had a gorgeous hard body that mine constantly desired. I didn't know my need for him to fill me would be this consuming. It's all I thought of and I felt more and more that my only purpose was to be with him, to please him.I did everything Blake asked of me and never complained. What was the point? Nothing would change, in fact, it would probably get worse."
"Sasha, it's good to see our Alpha has let you come out to play. Are you learning how to behave?" Cynthia approached me with a big hug and whispered in my ear."I'm trying my best to be his perfect mate." I said cunningly. She hated it that he chose me and not her. "Well, the next red moon he will have his true mate. Our Alpha just needed to appease his parents by producing a Lycan heir. Omegas are the best whores for the job." She smiled at me then sauntered off.My eyes narrowed in on her, praying for her death. She was so fake and pathetic. I looked around at all the people. I don't know why Blake wanted me here for this celebration, but my maid said he ordered my presence. I didn't want to see my pack, but I was tired of only walking from my room to his. Fake or not, it was better than nothing. I felt a hand to my back and instantly relaxed. I hated how he calmed me so easily."Calm yourself, Dove. A proper Luna doesn't show jealousy or anger." Blake whispered in my ear, standing
My head felt heavy and between my legs burned in need. I sighed, opening my eyes. Will I ever calm down with a need to be fucked? I enjoyed it and I knew it was because I was a werewolf and that I was marked by a Lycan, but I was so tired of this insatiable need."Where's Blake?" I asked in a panic when I didn't feel him close."In his room, mistress." My maid said."I need him." I sat up and felt pain in my shoulder. He had remarked me. The burn would remain for weeks. "How long was I asleep.""Four days, mistress.""Four days!" My eyes widened. "Is my baby ok?""Yes, he is strong. The Alpha has news for you too. You should go see him." "Yes!" I jumped up excited. Goddess, I hated him, but also needed him. I threw on a loose-fitting dress and opened the door when I remembered he said he loved me. Was that true? Did he really say that? Or was my mind making me hear what I wanted.I smiled wide. I think he did say it. Maybe he was finally giving into me, to us. He loved me and needed
Every day for over a week I came to the dining hall for food. It was the only time I left my room and thankfully Blake didn't bother me. He thought he was breaking me down, but he was only building me up. Pain was all I knew and from now on, it would make me stronger.I felt him take others throughout the day, even when he was away from the pack house, and I felt the burning most of the night, but the pain was becoming less. It wasn't going away; it was just becoming my new norm in life. Burning flames ignited in my chest for hours at a time. It was nothing I couldn't handle though. My entire being seemed to be a punching bag for the supernatural world.I figured out that the men I sat around at the dining hall were our pack warriors, and they didn't care much for our new Alpha either. They would never speak such betrayals, but I cracked their code word, demon wolf, as a reference to Blake. Coincidentally, that was the same code name I had for him too. Maybe I was just making it more