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Chapter 3
“How was I so stupid? How could I fall for her so easily? Why did I let my walls down for her? It hurts… She’s one of the most popular people in the school and I’m a nobody, I’m just a loser who can’t even make any friends! What the hell was I expecting? She would like me back, no she would just hate someone like me! You don’t deserve any love, you didn’t get any love from your parents! How can you expect it from somewhere else? Just die already! You’re just a fucking burden on everyone!!”
Evelyn was shocked after reading all that. Unexpectedly she had tears in her eyes. How could someone love this much and yet hate themselves so much?
She picked up a pencil and started writing on the next page, she didn’t know who this person was but she wanted to help them. She was worried about them and wanted to know them.
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