Chapter 15

I am an orphan since I already lost my mother, the only person that stands as both parents to me. Most times I do remember what happened that night I almost go insane but in the end, my mom always makes sure she helps me to wipe away that memory. It takes me three years to come back to my right senses after what happened to me that night which resulted in Aria's pregnancy.

At times I wish the memory of what happened remained fresh in my head so I will have to remember who the person is but I am glad my mom was able to wipe it away. What is the point of having a memory that always makes me traumatized? I never wanted to see or recognize the face of he who did that to me but one thing I know is that the gender is dangerous, the gender that betrayed Jesus.

Even if I couldn't remember the man vividly well. Even when I don't have much income to even carter for myself I couldn't abort the baby and become a murderer.

So I kept the little being alive and with the help of my best friend Trica