Finding Forgiveness

Cassie's POV

I was laying on the bed completely locked in.  Johnny had another Omega put a door that lead from my new room to the alpha's room so he would have easier access to me.  As I lay there the door quietly opened and Alpha Xander came walking in with nothing on but a pair of boxers.  

This is it.  I am about to lose my virginity.  I felt as though my heart was going to explode.  Here was a handsome man who was nearly completely naked and I was afraid of what was happening.  As I watched him walk over I simply lay there.  I knew if I ran I would be in trouble so I didn't.  

The alpha reached down and began to unbutton my clothes before completely taking them off.  It didn't take long for him to start kissing me.  I could feel a slight pressure between my legs as his hands slipped down.  This was not so bad of a feeling.  After a few seconds, I felt the pressure getting stronger before I felt a piercing pain.  "Are you alright?" Alpha Xander said sounding truly concerned.  His words made me realize I was holding my breath.  I let go of the breath only to feel the pain getting worse.

"It hurts please stop," I said after letting go of the breath I didn't even know I was holding again.

"It will stop soon." He said after he started to move.  I noticed that he was right and the pain started to subside and was replaced with a sense of pleasure.  Eventually, I started to feel a new kind of pressure building that seemed to be taking over my entire body.  It started to feel as though the pleasure building until it was unbearable.  After a few seconds of blackness, I was able to see again and I could see that Alpha Xander was smiling. 

"I Alpha Xander of Alpha of Night Creeper Pack accept you Cassie McIntire pack Omega as my mate." Alpha Xander said as I began to fall asleep. 

I woke up the next morning to an empty bed.  Of course, last night was a dream.  I thought as I began to move.  I felt a throbbing pain in my pelvic as I stood up. When I moved the blanket I saw a little dry blood reminding me that I lost my virginity to the alpha last night.  That may have been real but the words he said as I fell asleep must have been just a dream.  

Deciding to stand up and stretch my legs I walked into the kitchen to see if the alpha left me anything to eat.  Of course, he didn't.  'Alpha?' I said through our pack's mind link.

'Yes, Omega.' He replied.

'First, why do you have to call me Omega? And second, what am I supposed to eat?  Everything is empty.' I asked.

'I will stop calling you Omega when you stop calling me Alpha.  My name is Xander.  Second, your twin should be ready to take you shopping.  Stay close to him.  You are mine and I don't share.' Xander said with authority.

I went to the living room only to see Martin and a girl from school named Ashlynn.  "Ready to go grocery shopping?" Martin said as he looked up. 

"I would have been a better mate for the alpha," Ashlynn said in a snarky voice.

"Shut up Ashlynn.  You have a mate." Martin said sounding angry.  Oh, disgusting my sweet brother is Ashlynn's mate.  "Let's go, sis," Martin said as he lead the way out of the door.  We went to ten different stores.  Eventually, we made it back to my little apartment only to find that Xander was sitting on my bed with a blanket covering his lower half.

"I am sorry.  I was looking for a certain type of chocolate." I said as I lowered my head.  As I kept my head down I began to undress. Once I no longer had close on I climbed onto the bed next to Xander.  He began kissing me as he ran his hands all over my body before they came to rest on my breast.  He gently pushed me down onto the bed.

"I have already informed the entire pack that you are not just my Omega but also my mate and they are to keep their hands off of you,"  Xander said as he thrust himself inside of me.  Almost like he was claiming me as his.  All of a sudden I felt his teeth sinking deep into my skin right above my left breast.  He had marked me.  His mark was meant to let all other males know that I belonged to him and only him.