JADEThe doctor arrived just as Atlas was getting out of the bathroom.He looked sinful in a plain black tee and gray sweatpants. You could already tell my eyes were pinned THERE. It didn’t help that there was a very obvious bulge.I swallowed, looking away because I felt like a pervert for staring at him like that.“I’ll give you time to eat.” Doc. Said before walking out.Atlas took a seat at round coffee in one corner of his room. Instead of eating, he just sat.“Don’t you want to eat?” I asked, seeing him make no move to start anything.“I’m waiting for you.” He said plainly.I didn’t understand what he meant and I frowned a little. I’d already served him. All he had to do was eat. What more did he need?“Won’t you eat?” He asked, cocking a brow.My mouth formed an ‘O’ and I shook my head.“That’s yours. I’ll get something after we’re done here.”Nerves wouldn’t let me eat. I don’t think I’ll be able to function properly. Not before the doctor tells us what is wrong and we find a
ATLASThe doctor rushed into the room after Jade ran out. She left me confused and lost. Not even knowing where I was going to start from.He looked at me. Giving that judgey look old people usually gave those much younger than them. I didn’t know what to tell him. As it was, I’m as shocked and as lost as he was.Why had she run? Things seemed to be gong all right. Well, we had been kissing and I was lost in it.I’m not innocent by any means. And I have been with a few women besides Annie when we were younger. I never cheated on her. Except the Annie situation but that had been a drunken mistake that I couldn’t even remember.Then the other night when Damien sent me that picture. But we were’t exactly together then. So, did it classify as cheating?Kissing has always been a means to an end for me. I din’t like it much and I avoided it if I could. But with Jade. It felt like so much more.I’d felt her everywhere even though we were barely touching. And fuck it, I wanted more.I was slo
JADE“He is still texting you.” Jaiya informed.I didn’t know where to go to when I left Atlas’s place. And the cab driver had looked pissed when he kept asking for my destination and I told him to keep driving around the block. I didn’t tell him that exactly.I may not have been in the right frame of mind, but I knew if I said that, he would throw me out of the car.I kept directing him to take random turns. When he realised we kept driving around the same neighbourhood. He told me to stop paying games as he stepped the a car. I didn’t get down from the car and more tears rolled down my cheeks.Something in my face or eyes might have let him realise I wasn’t faking the tears but he tried to calm me down. When I stopped the tears from falling, he asked if there was anywhere he could take me. He needed to get back to work.I had mouthed off the first thing that came to my mind. It ended up being Jaiya’s apartment. It just subconsciously came to me and I blurted it out without thinking.
JADEI was still sarong at the screen. Having no care anymore that he could see I as reading the text. He already knew. So, what was the point of hiding or panicking any more?The only thing that was hard to do was getting myself to not to reply. That side of me that has liked him since I was a teenager said I should just reply. It wouldn’t be so bad. It is just a conversation. I wasn’t jumping into his bed and signing my life away.The logical part said that was how the signing of life started. So it was best I didn’t even say anything.With much difficulty, I dropped the phone and tried to focus on the movie we were watching again.Jaiya got up not long after and headed to the door. I heard the elevator ding just as she got up and she quickened her steps.I stared dow at the clothes I was wearing. I hadn’t even put on a bra since we were alone.“Hope you don’t mind. I invited guests.” Jaime’s voice came form the entrance as she walked back in. With two familiar faces trailing behind
ATLASI came to a sudden stop when I stepped into the room, taking note of the other people in the room. My blood boiled the moment I saw Jade sitting with that fucking Damien. He smirked at me as my eyes zeroed in on where his hand was holding Jade’s and stroking.I almost pulled it from his socket. Before I could act on my violent thoughts, she got up, looking confused as hell.“Atlas, what are you doing here?” Worry creased her forehead as she took another step forward.I had asked the doctor to reduce the dosage, just enough for me to not kill myself on the road here since I chose to drive myself. Before you think I’m crazy, I have a plan.“I needed to see you.” I spoke, not caring that I sounded pathetic as hell with that damned Damien standing there.The last person I gave a shit about was him. I’ll do so much more if it meant she’ll come with me. Not that I pan on taking no for an answer, she will come with me.“But you’re not fine.” She sounded frustrated as she looked me over
JADEI NEED YOU. I need you.Those three words made my brain shut down and something crazy told me to jump into Atlas’s arms and just give him everything he wants. Even if it’ll bleed me dry.There was just something about the way he looked when he spoke those words that pushed all my ‘I’m really dumb’ buttons. He looked sincere. The most sincere I’ve ever seen him.He wasn’t much of an actor. Which was what made me think was the reason he couldn’t easily see past Annie and when she was lying through her teeth. He was always true to himself and straight forward. It was harder him to think people he trusted would lie to him or try and manipulative him by lying.And right now, he was stripped bare in front of me. The most vulnerable he has ever been with me. And common says I shouldn’t feel flattered. I should send him on his way and spend the rest of the day with the people I was with.But he touched my arm and it was game over.I was the one who stood on my tippy toes. I was the one w
JADEI didn’t go back to Jaiya’s apartment. Which I’m already sure she knew was going to happen.As much as I told myself I wasn’t going to sleep at the pack house. That I’ll only drop Atlas off, makes sure he is fine and taking his drugs, then I’ll call an uber then go back to my apartment.Jaiya probably wanted to spend time with her brother and best friend. Their conversation at the club said that much and I didn’t want to intrude.The moment I hd walked into the house though, something told me I wasn’t going to leave so early.Atlas and I walked to his room. We haven’t said a word to each other since we left Jaiya’s. The radio was what filled the silence while I tried hard to focus on the road and not the man beside me or what we’d been close to doing before coming out.Atlas had his head against the headrest with his eyes closed. He looked relaxed that I almost thought he was sleeping.At first I panicked, of course. Thinking maybe he passed out because he was so still. I noticed
ATLASHaving Jade here was all I ever wanted.What I have wanted has changed extremely in the past few days. She smiled at me when I handed her the plate and I got worried I was having a heart attack from the way my heart thudded violently against my ribcage.She attack the first bite and made a soft sound in the back of her throat. Her eyes closing in pure ecstasy.I had to jack of fin the shower after how much she turned me on with that kiss. And I as back to being hard again seconds later with the look in her eyes. My own dirty mind was’t helping matter.Now, all I was thinking about was how she would look if she reached her breaking point. Pleasure overtaking her senses.She would be a dream. I knew that for sure.And I had to experience that. Even if it was once in this lifetime.My throat bobbed as ai swallowed. And I just had to hear her voice.I really was acting like an crazy obsessed freak.“How is it?” I hoped my thoughts didn’t show on my face the way it sometimes did with