Chapter Fifty Two

Releasing them after the forced shift, I catch him as Nik's own voice continued his internal screams

"Kill me Connor!!! Just end it all I can’t live like this anymore!!!!” His pleas are frantic, as I hold him his entire body convulses with the emotional turmoil.

“I don’t want to live anymore!!! I don’t want to see another sun to rise!! 800 years is long enough!” He continued to sob threw his yelling of obscenity’s begging me to end him, attempting to provoke Fenris saying anything to call him out, but we refused to engage his requests. I know how he is feeling all too well, we both felt the same wanting to rip ourselves apart just to feel anything after his life bond snapped, the numbness he has been pushing away will help him get through this but first he has to feel. We will help him get through this.

“Let it in Nik it’s the only way we will get threw”

“He won’t come back if I do”

“He’s not coming back, he’s dead Nik” saying the words was like rubbing course salt in an open wound bu