CHAPTER TWO

She was too scared to look up and wondered what was going to happen to her next, she wished someone could just come to save her, why didn't she just stay in the comfort of her little house then her heart wouldn't have been pounding so hard in the middle of the street at night. She didn't know what was going to happen next, she wasn't a saint but wouldn't want to be forced into having sex with random guys in the streets.

The place was suddenly quiet as she looked up she saw the same person she had dreamt of several nights, the same person she always wished to see Howard was standing right in front of her. Even though she had missed him so much she hated the fact that he had broken her heart close to him felt like a blessing and a curse. She was shocked at how was he here.

"Howard "she mutters without knowing when his name had come out of her mouth, she had planned to turn around and leave the moment she saw him but her body and her lips did otherwise.

"Do not move around at night like that miss you could have gotten into very big trouble, lucky for you I was the one driving by, no one would have come to your aid even though they had seen you, so be careful next time?" he said angrily, he seemed concerned but at the same time was acting like he didn't know her.

"Thanks, "she says and turns around to walk away, she was confused, was it possible he doesn't recognize her, or was he just acting? She had known of Howard's skills he was undeniably good at acting. He

always gave her a little show whenever they were alone, so maybe this was just one of them.

Does he not remember her or did he didn't want to let her in his life anymore? He still didn't come after her, she sees his car zoom off, wow he doesn't want anything to do with her, not even a single excitement after not seeing her for five years. They were exes but not enemies.

She kept thinking of different possible reasons why he acted that way but she was also grateful he showed up at the right time and saved her from getting ripped by those thugs tonight.

It would have been a traumatic experience plus everything that she had going on wrongly in her life. But wasn't this even worse from feeling down, to get scared, to feeling excited, and now feeling sad?

What a day she had today, she felt heartbroken and shattered which was even better than getting raped, seeing Howard, or not seeing him anymore this could be the last time she would set her eyes on him she thought.

This was proof he doesn't need her in his life and doesn't feel bad about it, she was just a girl in his eyes, it was painful to think that the person she loved so dearly only saved a girl who needed help tonight and not Selena.

Howard feels miserable right now, she probably thinks of him as the worst human alive now, after the stupid decision he had made by breaking up with Selena. He feels she deserved someone better than him, not an asshole like him who needed sex from every beautiful lady he sets his eyes on. He was going to make Selena one of them but felt she was too good to go through that, he had made up a lie just to end the relationship.

He was on his way back from Evelyn's place who was his whore with whom he had a contract, he was going to avoid the traffic and decided to take a shorter route, he was driving by when he saw her running and suddenly saw some guys running after her, he wondered what she was doing here and even doubted it was her until he had a look of her green eyes, which he could never forget, and her voice which could heal, it was still very clear in his head the nasty sounds she made while he stroked her. She liked it rough and he smiled at the thought of that. He felt bad for acting like he didn't know her but he was protecting her from himself. He wasn't stable and knew that was just what she needed.

He gets under the shower and couldn't help but think about her, he was hard just at the thought of her green eyes.

He had just gotten home from the long sex he had with Evelyn but here he was hard as hell thinking of Selena. Despite the many girls he had been with none could make up for what he used to have with Selena. He felt dumb and stupid for not being able to decide even though he managed to make decisions they were very horrible ones. The only thing he had done right in his life was his company which is why he could kill for it.

He made his workers undergo really strict rules as he believed that was the only way to keep the company growing and also believed that was what had gotten it to where it was now. He didn't even blink twice before he fires any individual that messed things up for him.

Images of Selena hunting him so badly that night that he couldn't get any sleep and the fact that she probably hates him now for acting like he didn't know her worried him even more.

He hated himself for the things he does but yet wouldn't do anything about it. He kept hurting himself and the people who loved him the most.

He lays on his bed, he'd probably never see her again or so he thought. He wouldn't have to feel like this all the time. Missing her was better than her being around and suffering.