His Forbidden Desire

Five years ago Ryan left his hometown,California, to London because he wanted to forget someone or maybe stop his feelings for someone. The feelings that grew in his heart seven years ago, forbidden feelings to be precise. It was eighteen years ago that his father remarried after his mother's death. The new wife of his father has a baby girl called Amira. She was two years old when her mother got married to Ryan's father. Ryan was twelve; as a teenager he hated the fact that his father remarried just two years after his mother's death but when his eyes set on the little Amira, he couldn't explain why he liked her immediately. Because of Amira, he accepted his father's new wife— Hilary. Ryan loves Amira so much, he treats her like his junior sister. He protected her and was always there for her. He watched her grow and shower her with nothing but love. Amira loves him too, he's her everything and she couldn't live a second without him. Their parents were happy with the kind of bond t

Ryan was angry with himself for making the woman he loves think that he doesn't love her. He knew he was trying to get rid of the feelings he has for her but he still hates himself for making her feel unloved.How ironic was that! She was in his mind for the past five years. No matter what he did, he couldn't stop thinking about her. He wouldn't stop wishing that she wasn't his step sister. If only she wasn't his step sister, he would have been with her by now. It actually hurts to know that she sees him as nothing but as her big brother. He knows that his love for her is forbidden but what can he do? He has tried his best to stop loving her but couldn't. There's no point in staying away from her again. The five years he stayed away from her didn't help in killing his feelings for her; rather he hurt her through the process. He won't hurt her again, so he won't leave her side again. He doesn't care if he's going to be tortured by this feeling he has for her, the only thing he wants

“You look lost. What were you thinking about?" Amira asked. She is unaware that her brother was lost staring at her beauty. Ryan chuckled inwardly. If only her sister knew that he was lost because of her. She looks so tempting tonight and he's finding it so difficult to stop himself from pushing her at a corner and kiss that yummy lips of hers to his satisfaction and as well make her scream his name. Fuck! Ryan felt so disgusting thinking about fucking his sister. How can he get rid of the feelings he has for her when the only thing he thinks about is going deep inside of her. He was thinking of a reply to give to Amira when she asked him another question.“How do I look?" Amira asked as she twirled her body in order for Ryan to see her dress properly. She will feel satisfied if her brother gives her a great compliment tonight. His word is the only thing that matters most to her. Even if others say that she's ugly tonight and her brother says she's beautiful, she will only take her

There was a second silence and Amira broke it immediately with her question. “You met Nancy today, right? How do you feel about her? Do you like her?"Ryan didn't answer immediately. He still can't believe that Amira is trying to hook him up with her friend. He had noticed that tonight during her birthday party. The way she left Nancy with him shows that she wants them to have privacy, probably to have a discussion that will lead them to get to know each other.He doesn't know what to feel at the moment, angry or amused. Well, it's not Amira's fault. The poor girl doesn't even know that he loves her and as a good sister she wants to help him find a soulmate. He chuckled in his mind…. It is actually amusing.He cleared his throat and looked her straight in the eyes as he said, “I don't love her."Looking into her enchanting eyes is dangerous, also regarding the fact that their position is still giving him internal torture. Before he could be drowned in those beautiful eyes or end up cl

“You are all dressed up, does Dad want you in the company?" Amira's question got him out of his daze. He blink his long lashes and put his attention back to her. “Yes," he simply replied. He's inwardly trying to keep his wild adam apple at bay.“Don't leave for the company yet because I want you to take me to school. I don't want to go with my driver because my brother is here and I want to spend every single time with him," Amira jollily said as she held his arm and slightly placed her head on it. “I don't mind becoming your driver, baby,"Ryan said with a smile and kiss her hair.…After about an hour, Amira is already in the car with Ryan as he is driving her to school. They ate breakfast with their parents before leaving and their parents are happy to see how much they miss each other and want to spend time together to make up for the days they were not together. They love the close relationship they share.With this type of close relationship they share, as their parents, they be