CHAPTER 6. Pain or Pleasure

ALPHA POV

"I was a kid back then, a kid who admired you for being strong and fearless girl. I always liked that girl who exceled in many aspects that I had to work hard to keep up with her."

"But that incident changed me. And now that I am back, I will show you something that you had never seen before just as how you showed me something that I must overcome."

He muttered.

"Dream on..." I spoke back.

Though I know it was halfhearted, I don't want to be intimidated. I am really scared but I am in a situation where both of us are in at a disadvantage.

Its not just you Kai.

I have been trying to win against him too!

"Stop talking like you know everything!" I muttered.

"Kai, ever since we were kids, you've been that one person that I wanted to beat. I want to beat you in school and in sports but no matter what I did, I just can't. If there is anyone that wanted to prove that they are strong it is me. I changed too. Just because you came back doesn't mean you are stronger than me!"

He smirked.

I know I don't want to be defeated but I admit, this guy can't get any weirder, and scarier.

"Why don't we find out?"

He stretched his hands and reached for my hair, slowly sliding his warm hands behind my neck, feeling my throat with his thumb.

I took his hand and removed it from my neck, planting stares in his cold eyes. But he didn't flinch, instead he smirked.

He twisted my own hand, held it right above my head, making my back feel the hard door behind me.

I was alarmed.

With all my strength, I kicked him in his sides but he was able to defend with his hands.

Totally not good!

He is way stronger than me!

Thats right.

Its been 8 years.

Ofcourse he changed.

Without knowing, He held my feet, making me almost lost my balance and focused on my right feet for stability.

He took my other hand and held them both right above my head, his right hand is holding them both. I tried letting go, but his grip is way stronger, and he is just doing this with one hand.

I was naïve, he is a guy and for all I know, he has grown! He is physically stronger.

"Better let go of me or you're going to regret this night." I muttered. I can feel my own voice vibrating.

"Do you think you have the right to say that?" he spoke.

He took something from his pocket, it's a nylon string. He then tied both of my hands behind me, and let me sit down on the chair.

He sat down on the bed, now facing me, and evaluating my very being with his stare. His eyes were sharp. But very deep. I cant read his thoughts. 

He then let out a sigh.

"You changed so much. I remembered you had the coldest and scariest stare ever but now it's quite different. Now it's a stare of a scared and worried girl."

This cocky bastard! He is definitely playing his games with me. He is threatening and testing me. He knows Im always at bay but he also know how to shake me. 

Because the truth is I am.

I am practically trembling and scared. 

I feel cold but my sweat is falling. I feel sick. I just want to go home. 

"What are you going to do to me?"

I asked.

He only smiled.

He shoved his hair, faintly revealing the straight scar in his forehead.

"You know, Im trying my hardest to control my tantrums when I'm right in front of you. In fact, I can feel my whole body shaking." Kai muttered.

He took his hand from his hair and reated it in his knees. 

"I have to be cured. It's the only way that I can go on from this nightmare."

"If it needs for me to hurt you like what you did, I have to..." he muttered.

I felt scared.

He then stood up, took the rock again and went closer to me.

Please help me!

Somebody!

I don't want to die.

With few inches away, he held the rock to his fist and swing his arms to me. I closed my eyes and waited for it to hit.

I know this will be painful and bloody.

In fact I might die.

This is his cure. My pain and blood is his medicine.

I was waiting for the sting, but...

it didn't.

The next thing I heard, is the sound of the rock falling on the floor. Kai just stood there, looking at me with empty stares.

"Why can't I?" he whispered.

Right. He cant he has no guts. 

He is different from me. 

This is my chance. I have to get away. I need to say something. 

I've got to say something! Something that would change his mind!

"P...Probably it's not the best solution..." I muttered.

He dropped his stares to me, "What do you know about my pain?"

I flinch. It backfired 

"I know much, I caused that and I have to at least, cure you, that's why you came back right?"

He didn't answer.

"I don't even want to touch you."

So...

He hated me that much, all this time...

Well what do I expect?

But this is something I cant get away. 

"Fine... im willing to take part. Just tell me what to do and we will end it with your cure."

He looked at me. 

"A cure that involves you. A cure that will involve you with something differnt than the trauma you are connected."

I see.

I think i know what to do but...

"This is not my thing but, I will cooperate for now."

I spoke.

He just looked at me.

"What?" 

"Trust me on this once..."

But to be frank this is the only way that I could think of.

I am quite confident with my own skills but this Kai is different now. He way stronger than me. I can't defeat him physically.

I had to fight him, but not through physical skill.

Though this may not be the type of business I am used to.

"Untie me first." 

"Please turn around." He spoke.

I turned around and waited as he was trying to undo the tie, then for a moment, my hands are free.

"Now, tell me what to do..."

I asked.

"Sit..." he spoke as he tap the bed.

I felt my face burn and my punch ready to fly anytime.

"Do you have a death wish?" I muttered.

"Ofcourse not, especially from you. I'm serious here."

"No way I'm sitting there and face you...!" I shouted.

"You're not going to face me, I'm even about to faint when I looked at your eyes in a distance... just turn your back from me."

So I sat down. But seriously I felt so... awkward. My whole back is burning and my body is so stiff!

And what's with him! He even leaned back more!

"I think I'm going to faint..." he mumbled.

"You better not, Kai! I'm trying my best to cooperate here and now you're the one backing out?!" I shouted.

"Just a moment..."

It grew quieter.

I couldn't face him because seriously, my body is frozen! For a moment, the bed moved until I felt something, he laid his head on my shoulder.

His breath is warming my neck and I can really feel my entire face burning red.

"You alright?" he asked.

HECK I'M NOT! Wish I could say that.

"Yeah..." I whispered. "Just don't bury your face to my neck."

"Oh you mean, like this?" and he dipped his mouth in my neck. I can really feel his mouth!

I almost hear myself squeak. He chuckled.

"You sounded like a kid. Can I do it again?" He whispered.

"If you don't stop, I'll break your fingers one by one..." I threatened.

"Hmm, fine then..."

This is too much.

Every time he opens his mouth, my whole body is on fire!

But I have to endure. This is better than the rock. But I wish this night will end...

I wish this night will end..!!!!

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Authors POV

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