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5: The kid who plays in the big leagues
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ILLEGAL & ILLICIT ELLIPSE 1: Melz
What Melz preferred most of all was when he went clubbing.it was waiting in line.Of course, he didn't have to at all. After all, he knew almost every bouncer and doorman in town.But staying in a long line full of people eager to have fun but who have to wait - while freezing - for the VIPs to come in and for the crowd to progress (slowly) conclusion the best way to pass the time is to chat with those we have on hand.And that's where it got interesting.people lose all restraint and start talking indiscriminately.....and at a distance we find ourselves crossing the entrance to the club, time passing, it was like listening to the morning news on the radio.And that evening was no exception to the routine.-In any case, I still can't believe that Lucille lost another fight...and by the way made me lose $1000 in bets.-Haha it wasn't his season it seems.-Don't you think that since the girl from last time knocked him out...the newbie who looks like a kid, she has softened a little?-Y
ILLEGAL & ILLICIT 6: Awareness
Melz who takes me to the toilet. Melz who locks us in a cabin. Melz who starts kissing my neck. Melz taking off my shirt and t-shirt. Melz grabbing my breasts. Melz who kiss them. Melz squeezing my buttocks in his hands. I think that's it. It's time to simulate... I mobilize all my acting talent to moan... Melz which hardens even more... I rolled my eyes. A little thing makes guys hard. Unable to tell fact from fiction with girls! But did I have a choice? I had to accept that he fucked me.... Because it's the only way for me. The only way I have at the moment that helps me avoid falling into drugs. The lack of it drives me crazy and the absence of pleasure during fucking allows me to use up my excess energy and adrenaline to resist. Resist one more day, one more minute! one more hour....that's the daily battle I face against my addiction. To my loss, because yes! If I go back to drugs... I will never be able to go back there again....to return there..... Which I re
ILLEGAL & ILLICIT 7: Anger or revenge
That night. Again I looked at myself in the mirror. And I smile. 6 months ago, I was crying in front of a mirror like this, feeling sorry for myself...cameo, dirty and without dignity. 6 months earlier, I was a rag whom Melz took pity on due to her boxing talent alone. 6 months earlier, I didn't know what tomorrow would be like and I didn't really care. And I ended up forgetting something important about myself. I forgot that... I am smart... I fixed my ponytail and inspected myself carefully. The perfect image that I want to give. A young girl who has gone wrong, still innocent but motivated and brazen. I was dressed in a white dress with a flared bottom and a bare back. Which contributed to my appearance as a girl who had nothing to do there. I put on boxing shoes and bandaged my hands to confuse the first impression I wanted to give. I only put makeup on my eyes to give
ILLEGAL & ILLICIT 8 : In the devil's den
The common room of the RIP'S mansion clashed perfectly with the typical profile of a biker. Although crowded I could easily judge that the decoration was a medieval mix sprinkled with a little Gothic touch enough to put you in the dark and sensual atmosphere of it.For a moment I stood frozen in front of the door, scanning the entire room.Contrary to what I expected, we did not play rock music but rather a mixture of sensual jazz which gives a thrill of wanting to undress and move languidly to the rhythm of it. Without self-esteem.There were hundreds of people, most of whom were wearing the cult black leather biker jackets... scattered all over the room, the atmosphere was warm.After all, today was Terrion's birthday, the RIP'S champion.I was jostled by a sheep who, despite her obvious state of intoxication, couldn't help but laugh at the fact that I was obviously the best dressed girl in the room.Returning from my trance, I grabbed a half-empty glass that was lying around and sw
ILLEGAL & ILLICIT Prologue
I remember that night perfectly.Strangely, all the details that would normally have gone unnoticed by my eyes remained etched in my memory like fucking photos stuck in my brain... But that's just as well.Yes well.Because I don't want to forget.I don't want to forget anything.I saw myself lying on my bed mourning the departure of my first love from our city.I could still feel the fleeting chill of the pendant he had given me on my neck.I couldn't sleep that night, because I had the impression that everything was starting to go into a spin around me and that I assumed, my state of growing pubescent girl whose feelings are multiplied by 10 did not help. not things. Didn't help my view of things.That night, I spent hours on the phone with my best friends whining that without my lifelong crush, I felt lost.That I was in a hurry for Dad to find a job because he was becoming execrable to feel useless.. and was behaving strangely day by day.From Vanessa the crepe girl that I had to s
ILLEGAL & ILLICIT 1: the shadow of me
10 months later - Nigel please give me a package! I begged in a trembling voice. I need it so much! Nigel this guy tattooed everywhere that I know for almost 8 months and who thanks to his little drugs relieves my life. It is one of the best providers in the city and surrounding area. He started looking at me while he was smoking his cigarette... "You owe me 100 petoches and you want me to give you back?" on credit and more.! ... He started. Laugh, laugh at me. -I like you my little one but do not abuse it... It blows between two puffs of smoke... I nervously tapped my index finger on my left leg and while trying to control this lack, I told him with all the composure that I had left in reserve. Damn it, I'm about to blow up a pipe! -I promise you that as soon as I have enough to pay... I will come to see you.... goal... Steupleu.... (this time I can't put on a good face and he could read my distress in my eyes) I will do anything for sex.... My voice was jerky, my tone pleadi
ILLEGAL & ILLICIT 2:Asecond chance
-Lolary? Are you with us? You hear me Answer Yes by squeezing my hand twice in a row and No only once. I pressed twice in a row on the hand of the person who was speaking.... Yes, I was there, I heard and felt everything, yet I couldn't open my eyes.Nor to open your mouth to articulate anything...Or even move too much... I felt heavy, foggy, exhausted and almost disconnected from my own body. I felt the voice still speaking....But I felt myself leaving, slipping..... So in a rush of despair I squeezed the person's hand... No, no, all things considered...I'm no longer with you...I feel myself drifting...leaving...floating..... - QUICKLY! BRING THE MATERIALS! THE RHYTHM OF HIS HEART IS SLOWING DOWN CONSIDERATELY! WE'RE GOING TO LOSE HER! I SAID WE'RE GOING TO LOSE HER!!! ♦️♦️♦️♦️♦️ -I forbid you from leaving, you hear! Damn Lary! I swear you're not going to leave now! Wake up the fuck! DO NOT LEAVE ME!
ILLEGAL & ILLICIT 3: Dawn
He contacted me again 4 days later, strangely it was the longest 4 days of my life. Because I had the impression that my life was at a turning point where I no longer knew what to do and that I was waiting for things. A sign, an explanation.....I wanted to know why I was still alive.And what did that mean for me going forward?It seems that dying traumatized me a lot more than I thought.So it was a relief for me when I finally received the notification that I had a message.The first in 1 year.It was short and to the point.This evening. 9am.These last 4 days, I had more or less tried to reconnect with the world and what was happening there.I logged into my Google account and everything synced.And it was no surprise that I saw that those around me had not stopped living after the tragedy that struck my family.But I was rather surprised to see that they hadn't forgotten me either.Until today I was hashtagged and mentioned in quite a few publications. Whether it be for souvenir
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- ILLEGAL & ILLICIT 5: The kid who plays in the big leagues
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