Chapter 051

LORRAINE

I thought she’d ask me to do something like carry her things to class from now on. But to kneel? That is way too degrading for me to do. I think about just saying fuck it and refusing to kneel but I think about how good it would feel dealing with her later. I decide I will savor the moment then but for now, I have to make minor sacrifices like this. It'll be worth it in the end. Suffer now and laugh later.

She looks at me expectantly and I feel like gauging off her eyeballs. When did I start thinking like this? I've changed so much just because of her.

I take a deep breath and kneel on both knees. putting my palms together. “Please Lisa, I am begging for your forgiveness. I was stupid and I regret my actions. I desperately need your forgiveness.” I say and I cringe from the lies that come out of my mouth. There goes the sliver of dignity I had left.

She smiles, enjoying my groveling but before she gets the chance to say anything, the bell rings loudly alerting us that the fi