Chapter 34: RYDER

It's a good thing the deal with Saunders is a lie, or I'd be in deep shit. My first time at bat, and I'm about to fail this acting thing already. I could barely keep the snare off my face as I watched this witch approach me with that lying smile on her face. Standing still for the few seconds it took for her to kiss my cheek almost took me out, and it was all I could do not to wipe it off.

I couldn't resist stepping out of the way, though when she tried clinging to me, it felt too much like cheating. If this isn't some Hollywood bullshit, I don't know what is. I'm married to her, but it feels like I would be cheating on Elena by letting her get too close. Just the bare touch of her hand on my arm felt like a violation. Like she, the woman I'd so foolishly married, had no right, whereas my ex did.

I saw the hurt look she gave me when I pulled away and stepped out of reach and had to turn my face away so that she didn't see the scorn in my eyes. When I was high on whatever it was that s