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Chapter forty-three
When we pulled up in front of the curb to the house Killian raced out of the car. Up the driveway right into Charlie's waiting arms.
She scooped him up, twirling him around in her arms while I slipped my hands in my pockets.
Watching them interact with the new information I had.
Had she really been crying for me that night?
"Thanks for letting me take him out for a little while today." I said once Killian climbed down out of her arms.
"Killian, baby. Head inside so I can talk to daddy for just a second. Okay?" She said.
Fuck.
That's always great.
My eyes met hers before they scanned down her body.
I want to fix things with her, I wanna make things right between us.
So we could be a family like Killian wanted.
But it still hurt.
I still hurt, all of it still hurt.
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