Chapter 37

Lucas POV

For some reason I wanted him.

“I really need to get a hold of myself,” I thought to myself.

“You're too close,” I said, clearing my throat.

“Wasn't that part of my oath to you?” He said haughtily.

“Oh fuck it,” I said grabbing his head and pressing my lips against his.

He responded positively. As we both held onto each other with our lips locked.

“I kissed a boy and I liked it,” was my heartbeat song.

In a flurry of emotions, I opened my eyes whilst still in a kiss. My eyes locked onto Nikolai's, as he opened his eyes almost at the same time as I did, his gaze burning with desire.

He smiled, “you've got action,”

“Look,” I said, “that was not supposed to happen, I am sincerely sorry,”

He smiled and held my gaze, that did something to me that I could not explain.

“Look away,” was my next line of thought.

For some reason, the rug was way more interesting to spend time looking at. The air was electric with tension as the silence between us grew.

“Lucas,” he finally spoke up