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“Will you be needing anything else sir?”. Rita asked before leaving.

Shaking his head, Calan replied;

“No, that will be all for now, thank you”.

Rita nodded before turning around and heading out.

Left alone again, he tried his possible best to focus on his work and nothing else, he didn’t want to think, didn’t want his mind wandering back to Alexa, to Layla and to everyone else he had let down in the cause of his life. It was a new day after all, however retched the previous day had been wouldn’t affect him today if he didn’t allow it.

He narrowed his eyes at the screen of his MacBook when he realized that he was zoning out, that he wasn’t truly paying much attention, that he was thinking about the very people he didn’t want to think about. He let out a breath before she his head and rubbing his temple wearily; he needed to pull himself together, needed to lock out all the bothersome thoughts, all the guilt and shame, he needed to focus. But what if all he needed was to let them