Chapter Forty Five

Leon

I felt like beating myself up for saying no to Beth's offer of sex. I could chalk it up to being scared. I didn't know if I'd be any good because I'd never tried it but maybe my stupid brother Jax could give me a few pointers since he had been a professional at the game.

Seeing Beth's naked body again had almost brought me to my knees. I wanted to worship her body forever without stopping but a very strong invisible force had held me back from doing anything stupid. If I couldn't love her then I had no right taking something that didn't belong to me.

After we were done dressing up, I called for two maids to clean our bedroom while we went downstairs to watch TV or something.

"Comfy?". I asked her after I helped her set the throw pillows so she could get comfortable.

"Yeah. Thank you." She nodded. "What are we watching?".

"Let's find a good one on Netflix." I turned on the TV and went through the motions of connecting the TV to the wireless network then when it was connected, I se