Chapter 80: Feeling The Guilded Cage

A day before…

FAYE

He was gone. He had finally left me alone, promising to send someone to pick me up tomorrow morning.

I pulled myself up from the floor and sat on the bed. My heart felt so heavy with the pain and loss of my baby. I lay down without jostling the drip attached to my wrist.

I felt weak and in pains. My body should be used to it by now, but it wasn't.

I buried my face under the pillow and wailed.

I stayed under the pillow for long, even when I'd calmed down enough to stop crying.

My breath came in short pants. It took me a great deal of effort to regulate my breathing and breathe properly. I couldn't do this anymore.

I pushed the pillow away and sat up on the bed. I stared out the window and saw that the sun had set.

I was tired of going back to Nathan and having everything repeat itself. I always begged him for something and he'd deny me that. He denied me love, human affection and attention, and now he'd denied me my baby. And then it goes on and on. An endless loo