CHARLES
I woke up from the nightmare again, my head covered in sweat, my sheets twisted around my legs. I looked at the clock, it was now three o'clock in the morning.
I closed my eyes again but all I could see was the pool of red blood. Kathleen’s parents were lying there, and Kathleen's horrified face. The same images that appeared in my dreams over and over again, uninterrupted, for four years.
Despite my efforts I still couldn't remember what had happened that day. I'd tried to find Kathleen, but she had disappeared from the face of the earth it seemed. I also tried to talk to my inner wolf, but as time went on, my wolf became quiet until he no longer spoke to me at all, I could still feel him though, and he grew weaker and weaker.
I couldn't sleep, so I simply got up and walked towards my study. The papers were still on my desk, and I glanced at them, this was what our company so desperately needed. I had to win this project. I would, too, because all my potential rivals had been taken care of by me in advance. I just need to wait until Friday for the announcement, then everything would be settled.
I was inwardly looking forward to the banquet.The only way I could get support and power from the pack was to win and take over this project. Then, I would finally be able to find out the truth about what really happened that day.
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Friday night, I walked up the stairs of the banquet venue, Cynthia next to me. I was confident I had succeeded in winning the project, and I was anticipating hearing my name announced, had my speech planned and everything.
To my surprise, it wasn't my name announced at all, but another, Stacey Hillman.
I frowned to myself, leaning back in my seat. I'd never heard of the woman. I looked over at my assistant, who didn't seem to be anticipating this result.
The crowd was whispering, confused. Had no one heard of this..Stacey?
It wasn't until the doors opened, the attention of the room turning toward the stairs, and presumably Stacey Hillman, whose identity was revealed to me as she stepped up the first set of stairs.
Shock nearly rocked me back.
Kathleen?! Hell no, it couldn’t be her….
She was wearing a golden dress, draped softly over one shoulder. The glimmering fabric shifting in the spotlights directed at the stage. She slowly walked past me, tangles of her scent hitting my senses like a drug. Addicting.
My wolf perked up. For the first time in four years, alert.
"It’s her!" He cried.
The urge was so strong that I was nearly overwhelmed by the desire to rush forward. My muscles strained with the effort it took to keep from leaping for her.
But she totally ignored me and walked by. As if I didn’t exist. She reached the stage and walked across it with a smile.
This was not the Kathleen I had met before.
I was sure that she knew I was there, but she didn't react.
I didn't care about the ceremony at the banquet. The only thing in my mind was the desperate need to find her.
By the end of the ceremony, my wolf could wait no longer.
I got up, and, without a second thought, made my way through the crowd, leaving Cynthia behind. I caught sight of Kathleen again, slipping out the doors, away from the banquet, away from me. So I gave chase.
When I caught up with her in the corridor, I tentatively called out her name.
"Kathleen."
She turned. There was no emotion on her face, just cold neutrality. She smiled lightly and said to me,
"Hello, sir. I'm Stacey, from Med-Research Incorporate."
I hesitated, suddenly unsure. No, this was Kathleen? Wasn’t it? How could she be so similar to Kathleen?
I shook my head. "No, I know you,” I tried to sound confident. “Kathleen, about all those years ago..."
Kathleen sneered, she looked cold and distant, and didn't react.
"Don't hit on me in such a clichéd way. If you want to talk, you can meet me here."
She approached me slowly, her scent enticing, muddling my mind. She handed me something, her delicate fingers brushing my palm, sending spindles of fire through my body, driving my wolf to insanity. Then she turned from me and walked away.
I looked down to the palm of my hand. She'd left me a keycard. The Four Seasons, suit 1021.
Kathleen Leaving the banquet, I walked straight to my hotel room 1021. I tried to suppress my shaking hands, I took a bottle of red wine from the fridge and poured myself a healthy glass. Rotating it gently to aerate the liquid before taking a sip. My nerves receded and I felt more like myself. It had worked for four years, taming the overwhelming anxiety that threatened to drown me. I thought this would be easier. I thought I could handle it. But, when I saw his face, it took me right back to when I couldn't help myself. I walked into the banquet, determined to be collected, but my wolf had other ideas, she began to grow incredibly excited, and I felt him immediately. He sat at the far side of the room, at a table toward the front. He’d shaved for the occasion, his tailored black suit giving him a mysterious air. He was sexy as hell, as usual. I got a thrill of satisfaction when I noticed he had a shocked expression on his face. I chose to ignore him, but as I passed by him,
KATHLEEN"Why did you kill my parents four years ago? " He frowned, trying, but couldn't say anything. There was a long silence.Waiting for time, I feel like it was all a joke, I was the joke.I was a fool to think that he would explain. I should have known I couldn't believe him. I’d seen him with the bodies."I'm sorry..." Charles lowered his head, not daring to look directly at me."Sorry? You killed my parents, destroyed my pack, and all you have to say is sorry? What for? Why did you lie to me? Why were you so cruel, you made sure there wasn’t even a safe place for me. I was hunted, Charles!" The apology was the last straw, I couldn't control my emotions anymore."Hunted? Kathleen, calm down, what-""It's over, Charles, I swear I'll make you pay for what you've done." I didn't give him any chance to explain, and I couldn't listen to anything he said anymore. I leapt from the bed.Charles tried to approach me and I instinctively took two steps back. In that moment, I didn't wa
CHARLESI was lost in her scent, her touch. Lost in the delusion that everything could be the way it had been before. How it should have been from the very beginning.I groaned with the want of her, I'd waited so long..."Why did you kill my parents?"Her whispered breath barely brushed the lobe of my ear. At first the words didn't register, they were so at odds with our eager caresses. But when she pulled back, pushed away from me, the dread finally sank in.All the doubt from the last four years rushed in, a tidal wave of uncertainty. A sick feeling took residence in my gut."I'm sorry," was all that I could manage. What else could I say? I couldn't deny it. Not when she'd seen me with the b
KATHLEEN The first morning of the research project dawned with a slow drizzle of rain. The pain of the mate rejection had faded into a deep, bruised feeling that I pushed down into the pit of my being with the rest of my emotions. Nerves danced in my stomach as I prepared myself for the day. I had worked for months on my proposal to win the partnership, but that was only the beginning. Now was when the real work began, and I could only pray I was ready enough. I'd stayed awake nearly all night going through my data and the work of my own lab at Med-Research Inc. for the last two years. Unfortunately, this morning I had to present it to all the team members. And while I was confident in my work, my place was the lab, not some boardroom. That was where I shone. I spent careful time choosing my attire. I owned a few business suits, but today I chose a professional looking blouse and skirt instead, pulling my silver hair into a tight bun at the nape of my neck. The drive to the profess
KATHLEEN My success did not last. The next day my presentation was to continue, or, rather, get more in depth. I walked into the boardroom my nerves and emotions on high, to find Charles already there, along with a few others, and he had moved seats to the very front. Any closer and he'd be in the presenter's seat. I knew he was trying to intimidate me. Maybe to get back at me for what I'd done. He’d bought his way into the project through sizable donation. That wasn’t something they’d give up quickly, and so I was stuck with him. I decided to re-use the strategy I'd had the day before. Completely ignore him. Or at least, pretend to. My eyes kept drifting his direction, my heart speeding up every time they did. My plant worked, to start. The rest of the team listened attentively while I explained the logic behind what I'd been doing for the last few years as well as my most promising results. It was the tentative continued projection that had the others shifting. I pushed forward,
KATHLEENI began my mission with a thorough read of the VNR - spectrometer specs as well as its supposed success thus far. I poured over every study, looking for signs of suitability. My only hope to have first crack at the machine was my willingness to take it before it had passed the final rounds of testing involved in the marketing, once that had happened I was certain even the resources of Med-Research Inc and the other collaborative entities in the research project combined would never afford one.The data looked good, and I was certain the machine would be more than suitable for our purposes, even in its current state of development. The next challenge was to convince the inventors to let me beta run the machine in a medical laboratory setting.Natalie had found a small chink in the spectrometer's production armor. One of the lead engineers had a wife that had undergone treatment in a facility run by Med-Research incorporated. It had been a success, but even though the treatmen
KATHLEENThe knowledge of what Charles had done drove me crazy. I thought about it day and night, trying to tease out the reasons he might have but came up with nothing. Especially since he'd said nothing about it. If he'd wanted to embarrass me, all he had to do was make it clear what he'd done.So I'd arranged things with our work until we were placed together on some calculations. We were working in an office, one given to me for the duration of the project. Sitting next to each other where our calculations could easily be shared.Charles sat beside me, his head tilted downward, a pencil in hand, writing out a calculation to put into our computer program.He looked younger, vulnerable somehow, lost in his words. I watched him surreptitiously, my feelings torn between anger and remorse. It took a long time to work up the courage."Why did you help me?" I asked, leaning toward him. It was the first time in four years my words to him came out softly.He looked up at me, his dark eyes
KATHLEENI left the building that evening with no answers. It picked at my mind. Why? Why would he donate so much for nothing? The only one I could see who benefited from that was me, and that was the part I was so confused about.I had the elevator to myself and on the slow descent and I pressed my fingertips to my eyes, trying to work out the look of wariness on his face. And the odd little flash of guilt that shot through me.By the time I exited the building dusk had fallen, the shadows of the surrounding buildings casting long shadows into the street. I turned toward the parking lot, where my car was waiting, and then hesitated, catching movement out of the corner of my eyed.It was Edward...and Charles. Their postures were stiff, or at least Edward's was, his body tensed and still, as if ready to break into a fight at any moment.I turned from my path and headed that direction. Edward caught sight of me almost immediately, and they fell into silence long before I grew close enou