CHARLESI was lost in her scent, her touch. Lost in the delusion that everything could be the way it had been before. How it should have been from the very beginning.I groaned with the want of her, I'd waited so long..."Why did you kill my parents?"Her whispered breath barely brushed the lobe of my ear. At first the words didn't register, they were so at odds with our eager caresses. But when she pulled back, pushed away from me, the dread finally sank in.All the doubt from the last four years rushed in, a tidal wave of uncertainty. A sick feeling took residence in my gut."I'm sorry," was all that I could manage. What else could I say? I couldn't deny it. Not when she'd seen me with the b
KATHLEEN The first morning of the research project dawned with a slow drizzle of rain. The pain of the mate rejection had faded into a deep, bruised feeling that I pushed down into the pit of my being with the rest of my emotions. Nerves danced in my stomach as I prepared myself for the day. I had worked for months on my proposal to win the partnership, but that was only the beginning. Now was when the real work began, and I could only pray I was ready enough. I'd stayed awake nearly all night going through my data and the work of my own lab at Med-Research Inc. for the last two years. Unfortunately, this morning I had to present it to all the team members. And while I was confident in my work, my place was the lab, not some boardroom. That was where I shone. I spent careful time choosing my attire. I owned a few business suits, but today I chose a professional looking blouse and skirt instead, pulling my silver hair into a tight bun at the nape of my neck. The drive to the profess
KATHLEEN My success did not last. The next day my presentation was to continue, or, rather, get more in depth. I walked into the boardroom my nerves and emotions on high, to find Charles already there, along with a few others, and he had moved seats to the very front. Any closer and he'd be in the presenter's seat. I knew he was trying to intimidate me. Maybe to get back at me for what I'd done. He’d bought his way into the project through sizable donation. That wasn’t something they’d give up quickly, and so I was stuck with him. I decided to re-use the strategy I'd had the day before. Completely ignore him. Or at least, pretend to. My eyes kept drifting his direction, my heart speeding up every time they did. My plant worked, to start. The rest of the team listened attentively while I explained the logic behind what I'd been doing for the last few years as well as my most promising results. It was the tentative continued projection that had the others shifting. I pushed forward,
KATHLEENI began my mission with a thorough read of the VNR - spectrometer specs as well as its supposed success thus far. I poured over every study, looking for signs of suitability. My only hope to have first crack at the machine was my willingness to take it before it had passed the final rounds of testing involved in the marketing, once that had happened I was certain even the resources of Med-Research Inc and the other collaborative entities in the research project combined would never afford one.The data looked good, and I was certain the machine would be more than suitable for our purposes, even in its current state of development. The next challenge was to convince the inventors to let me beta run the machine in a medical laboratory setting.Natalie had found a small chink in the spectrometer's production armor. One of the lead engineers had a wife that had undergone treatment in a facility run by Med-Research incorporated. It had been a success, but even though the treatmen
KATHLEENThe knowledge of what Charles had done drove me crazy. I thought about it day and night, trying to tease out the reasons he might have but came up with nothing. Especially since he'd said nothing about it. If he'd wanted to embarrass me, all he had to do was make it clear what he'd done.So I'd arranged things with our work until we were placed together on some calculations. We were working in an office, one given to me for the duration of the project. Sitting next to each other where our calculations could easily be shared.Charles sat beside me, his head tilted downward, a pencil in hand, writing out a calculation to put into our computer program.He looked younger, vulnerable somehow, lost in his words. I watched him surreptitiously, my feelings torn between anger and remorse. It took a long time to work up the courage."Why did you help me?" I asked, leaning toward him. It was the first time in four years my words to him came out softly.He looked up at me, his dark eyes
KATHLEENI left the building that evening with no answers. It picked at my mind. Why? Why would he donate so much for nothing? The only one I could see who benefited from that was me, and that was the part I was so confused about.I had the elevator to myself and on the slow descent and I pressed my fingertips to my eyes, trying to work out the look of wariness on his face. And the odd little flash of guilt that shot through me.By the time I exited the building dusk had fallen, the shadows of the surrounding buildings casting long shadows into the street. I turned toward the parking lot, where my car was waiting, and then hesitated, catching movement out of the corner of my eyed.It was Edward...and Charles. Their postures were stiff, or at least Edward's was, his body tensed and still, as if ready to break into a fight at any moment.I turned from my path and headed that direction. Edward caught sight of me almost immediately, and they fell into silence long before I grew close enou
KATHLEEN I should have had a large party, the kind that creates forever memories; laughter, dancing, and most of all family on my 18th birthday. My wolf would emerge, I would become whole, and finally be able to sense my mate. But, instead of gifts and cake, I was surrounded by blood and the bodies of my parents. Death was my only gift, given by the one who should have been my fated mate, Charles. He's ruined everything. We met at the University’s orientation party. I was a freshman eager to fit in with my human counterparts. I didn't know which college he belonged to, and when I first saw him in real life, I didn't care. He was so sexy. Tall, his form imposing over many of the students at the party, with dark wavy hair styled perfectly and a square jaw with just a hint of stubble. My thoughts crashed together, my emotions confused. I both wanted to connect with him, tell him my secrets… and run away as
CHARLES Blood. Blood was everywhere, my hands, my clothes, my mouth. I could feel it, but I don’t know why I was standing there with… blood? The stench of the crimson pools made me dizzy. When I looked down, my old friend Frank was lying on the floor beneath me, and his Luna Margret was a few steps away. They were dead. Frank's throat had been torn out, arms splayed wide. Margret looked as if she'd turned to run, hand still reaching for the staircase, her shoulder a bloody mess. It was clear they'd been attacked by a wolf. I stared at them, uncomprehending, a headache pierced my temples. Who attacked and killed them? What had happened? My mind was still frighteningly blank. I shook my head, trying to gain clarity, but failed to remember. Me…? Hell no, It couldn’t be me, and I would never kill them, never ever. Something glisten