Kathleen
Leaving the banquet, I walked straight to my hotel room 1021.
I tried to suppress my shaking hands, I took a bottle of red wine from the fridge and poured myself a healthy glass.
Rotating it gently to aerate the liquid before taking a sip. My nerves receded and I felt more like myself. It had worked for four years, taming the overwhelming anxiety that threatened to drown me.
I thought this would be easier. I thought I could handle it. But, when I saw his face, it took me right back to when I couldn't help myself.
I walked into the banquet, determined to be collected, but my wolf had other ideas, she began to grow incredibly excited, and I felt him immediately. He sat at the far side of the room, at a table toward the front. He’d shaved for the occasion, his tailored black suit giving him a mysterious air. He was sexy as hell, as usual. I got a thrill of satisfaction when I noticed he had a shocked expression on his face.
I chose to ignore him, but as I passed by him, that damn desire swept through my entire body again. I had to struggle with my wolf, reprimand her. Being attracted to him was a damned damn mistake, he didn't deserve it.
I don't know how he reacted when he heard my new name, or how he felt that I won his project, but I keep reminding myself that this was all just the beginning.
Party over, I heard his voice. He followed me, and called me Kathleen in the corridor. I smiled because everything went according to my plan. But when my hand touched him…I looked down at my fingertips, squeezing my hand into a tight fist and then releasing it. I could still feel him. I poured myself another drink to clear my head.
I walked over to the floor floor-to-ceiling windows, watching the buildings of the city, the cars, like tiny insects rolling by, nerves twisting my guts into little pretzels. Everything had changed, I just didn't know how my old friend had changed.
I glanced at the clock on the wall. He’d be there any minute now.
Knock, knock.
There was a knock on the door, and I startled back into the present. As I expected, he came.
I turned around, taking in the city once more, and took a deep breath, then I looked back and waited for the door to open. A soft scraping and mechanical bleep announced the swiping of the room card, light passed through the doorway, and he walked in.
"Thou'rt come at last." As he came in, I picked up the glass on the table and poured him a glass of red wine.
I couldn't see even the slightest surprise on his face. Like he’d always know this would happen, like he had waited for this for so long. He sat down on the sofa, holding the glass and took a sip: "I needed to come."
I laughed, before handing him his glass of wine and sitting down on the couch next to him. "I guess the woman at the party is your fiancée. Does your fiancée know about Mr. Charles Wilson coming to my place?"
His lips lifted, lighting his features into a sexy grin. "Kathleen," He lifted a hand, his fingers brushing my hair lightly.
""Do you like it?" I asked him and then frowned because I hoped those words would remind him of the old days when we first met at a party.
That was, he said, his favorite thing about me was my silver hair.
He couldn't help himself and moved a little closer to me, and I knew he'd taken the bait.
I was wrapping my arms around him. I grabbed his hand, running it along my shoulder and down toward my elbows, guiding him to the hem of my shirt and under.
I could feel his dismay, he must have been completely unprepared for our reunion. But his body's reaction couldn't lie to me; his skin was on fire.
"Relax," I whispered by his ear.
I pushed him toward the bed until we both toppled in.
I kissed him eagerly, encouraging him to follow the pace.He accepted, beginning with gentle kisses, working his way all over my body.
"Kathleen" he muttered near my ear.
l stopped moving when he called my name. There was a second of silence.
"You found me, eventually." I pulled away from him some and looked at him.I knew he had a lot to say, but I didn't really want to waste time.
"Why did you kill my parents four years ago?" I asked him.
KATHLEEN"Why did you kill my parents four years ago? " He frowned, trying, but couldn't say anything. There was a long silence.Waiting for time, I feel like it was all a joke, I was the joke.I was a fool to think that he would explain. I should have known I couldn't believe him. I’d seen him with the bodies."I'm sorry..." Charles lowered his head, not daring to look directly at me."Sorry? You killed my parents, destroyed my pack, and all you have to say is sorry? What for? Why did you lie to me? Why were you so cruel, you made sure there wasn’t even a safe place for me. I was hunted, Charles!" The apology was the last straw, I couldn't control my emotions anymore."Hunted? Kathleen, calm down, what-""It's over, Charles, I swear I'll make you pay for what you've done." I didn't give him any chance to explain, and I couldn't listen to anything he said anymore. I leapt from the bed.Charles tried to approach me and I instinctively took two steps back. In that moment, I didn't wa
CHARLESI was lost in her scent, her touch. Lost in the delusion that everything could be the way it had been before. How it should have been from the very beginning.I groaned with the want of her, I'd waited so long..."Why did you kill my parents?"Her whispered breath barely brushed the lobe of my ear. At first the words didn't register, they were so at odds with our eager caresses. But when she pulled back, pushed away from me, the dread finally sank in.All the doubt from the last four years rushed in, a tidal wave of uncertainty. A sick feeling took residence in my gut."I'm sorry," was all that I could manage. What else could I say? I couldn't deny it. Not when she'd seen me with the b
KATHLEEN The first morning of the research project dawned with a slow drizzle of rain. The pain of the mate rejection had faded into a deep, bruised feeling that I pushed down into the pit of my being with the rest of my emotions. Nerves danced in my stomach as I prepared myself for the day. I had worked for months on my proposal to win the partnership, but that was only the beginning. Now was when the real work began, and I could only pray I was ready enough. I'd stayed awake nearly all night going through my data and the work of my own lab at Med-Research Inc. for the last two years. Unfortunately, this morning I had to present it to all the team members. And while I was confident in my work, my place was the lab, not some boardroom. That was where I shone. I spent careful time choosing my attire. I owned a few business suits, but today I chose a professional looking blouse and skirt instead, pulling my silver hair into a tight bun at the nape of my neck. The drive to the profess
KATHLEEN My success did not last. The next day my presentation was to continue, or, rather, get more in depth. I walked into the boardroom my nerves and emotions on high, to find Charles already there, along with a few others, and he had moved seats to the very front. Any closer and he'd be in the presenter's seat. I knew he was trying to intimidate me. Maybe to get back at me for what I'd done. He’d bought his way into the project through sizable donation. That wasn’t something they’d give up quickly, and so I was stuck with him. I decided to re-use the strategy I'd had the day before. Completely ignore him. Or at least, pretend to. My eyes kept drifting his direction, my heart speeding up every time they did. My plant worked, to start. The rest of the team listened attentively while I explained the logic behind what I'd been doing for the last few years as well as my most promising results. It was the tentative continued projection that had the others shifting. I pushed forward,
KATHLEENI began my mission with a thorough read of the VNR - spectrometer specs as well as its supposed success thus far. I poured over every study, looking for signs of suitability. My only hope to have first crack at the machine was my willingness to take it before it had passed the final rounds of testing involved in the marketing, once that had happened I was certain even the resources of Med-Research Inc and the other collaborative entities in the research project combined would never afford one.The data looked good, and I was certain the machine would be more than suitable for our purposes, even in its current state of development. The next challenge was to convince the inventors to let me beta run the machine in a medical laboratory setting.Natalie had found a small chink in the spectrometer's production armor. One of the lead engineers had a wife that had undergone treatment in a facility run by Med-Research incorporated. It had been a success, but even though the treatmen
KATHLEENThe knowledge of what Charles had done drove me crazy. I thought about it day and night, trying to tease out the reasons he might have but came up with nothing. Especially since he'd said nothing about it. If he'd wanted to embarrass me, all he had to do was make it clear what he'd done.So I'd arranged things with our work until we were placed together on some calculations. We were working in an office, one given to me for the duration of the project. Sitting next to each other where our calculations could easily be shared.Charles sat beside me, his head tilted downward, a pencil in hand, writing out a calculation to put into our computer program.He looked younger, vulnerable somehow, lost in his words. I watched him surreptitiously, my feelings torn between anger and remorse. It took a long time to work up the courage."Why did you help me?" I asked, leaning toward him. It was the first time in four years my words to him came out softly.He looked up at me, his dark eyes
KATHLEENI left the building that evening with no answers. It picked at my mind. Why? Why would he donate so much for nothing? The only one I could see who benefited from that was me, and that was the part I was so confused about.I had the elevator to myself and on the slow descent and I pressed my fingertips to my eyes, trying to work out the look of wariness on his face. And the odd little flash of guilt that shot through me.By the time I exited the building dusk had fallen, the shadows of the surrounding buildings casting long shadows into the street. I turned toward the parking lot, where my car was waiting, and then hesitated, catching movement out of the corner of my eyed.It was Edward...and Charles. Their postures were stiff, or at least Edward's was, his body tensed and still, as if ready to break into a fight at any moment.I turned from my path and headed that direction. Edward caught sight of me almost immediately, and they fell into silence long before I grew close enou
KATHLEEN I should have had a large party, the kind that creates forever memories; laughter, dancing, and most of all family on my 18th birthday. My wolf would emerge, I would become whole, and finally be able to sense my mate. But, instead of gifts and cake, I was surrounded by blood and the bodies of my parents. Death was my only gift, given by the one who should have been my fated mate, Charles. He's ruined everything. We met at the University’s orientation party. I was a freshman eager to fit in with my human counterparts. I didn't know which college he belonged to, and when I first saw him in real life, I didn't care. He was so sexy. Tall, his form imposing over many of the students at the party, with dark wavy hair styled perfectly and a square jaw with just a hint of stubble. My thoughts crashed together, my emotions confused. I both wanted to connect with him, tell him my secrets… and run away as