When did she even send the invitations in because even alpha Derrick, the alpha to her former pack was here and so were other high officials
It was indeed a full house and everyone looked very happy and entertained.
everyone clapped as everyone cheered me happy birthday and it was really nice.
The first and definitely the best.
Everyone seemed happy that I was home and I didn’t miss that.
I was happy that I was able to spend my birthday with my family and friends. I was happy that I was able to spend it with Beatrice.As I walked towards the cake, the crowd moved aside to let me pass. When I reached it I lifted the lid off and saw my favorite chocolate cake decorated with little red rose petals and candles.
Beatrice really knew me and she pulled all the stops
There was also one more flower
I know I should have known better, I know she must hate me and I should be happy that she doesn't love me and ran away from me when she did.She’s a good girl and deserves better.I should have known better, done better but instead my quest to want a child was so great I managed to chase her away and with her my happiness, avatar she left I was cast into darkness unlike what I have ever felt, it captivated my soul and even defected my ways.I'm a bastard I've done so many terrible things to her when she was living with me, I never really protected her even when I knew she was being maltreated by my staff, i did not care when she would cook for me and I would ignore her food and laugh to humiliate her. I was a terrible mate back then and it was until years later that I began to feel compassion for her but even then I was not always home as i looked for alternatives to my curse and in so doing left her alone and
Dinner ended and everyone reconvened at the seating room as the staff walked around with a tray of Champaign in a glasses as well as cake and then there was music playing softly and it gave off an air of calm. It felt nice but also very nostalgic which only made me feel sadder. I made my way to a couch with my Champaign in hand and a sad look as I sat down thinking and trying to avoid everyone .The sound of clinking glasses caught my attention and I glanced over seeing that most people were drinking their wine and talking with each other, they didn't appear to notice me as I sat watching them which was what I wanted because I did not need them clamoring around me and suffocating me. the soft classical music seemed to relax me.I took a sip of the drink and sighed as the bubbles tickled the inside of my throat, it tasted very good, it felt nice to have some time alone but that was exactly why I was here and I wasn't about to let myself get into another depressive episode as I have be
she was sleeping laying in the head by the wall as she sat by the stairs looks like she had gone in to bath and change as she looked cute in her night gown but then if so how did she know I was not in bed unless she had gone to my room later in and saw it empty. That idea made me tickle inside, she has been waiting for me because that is the only reason I could think of to make her stay by this place waiting I was shocked I assumed no one noticed my disappearing act and so I walked quietly to her and squatted in front of her I studied her face and noticed how she beautiful was now. He hair was let down and her face was just innocent. despite the fact that she is pregnant she still in convenience Herself by waiting for me even when she did not know if I would come back, she was like a wife who could not wait until her husband came back and it was cute “hey wake up!” I whispered to her as I place a hand on her shoulder and she shrugged and pushed my hand of her trying to sleep
She’s better off without me. The world is better off without me. She deserves everything she gets now, she’s a fucking goddess after all. No one should be able to get anything just because they’re better than me, especially not people like her. She’s an angel, I am a demon. She knows better than me anyway, she has so much more experience. Why would she need someone like me when she already has a perfect life that will last forever? Why would she want someone like me around? Who needs me? People don’t deserve me. I think I’d rather die. And yet, there I stood, still laughing quietly to myself, looking at her leaving from behind me and I wished that she hadn’t left. If she hadn’t, maybe things would have turned out differently. Maybe if she never went then maybe we can be together… No matter how hard I tried though, I could never tell anyone about my real reason for being here. I had to live up to this reputation of mine after all, or what else is there? Everyone knows me as some sort
If this is all that was going to happen to me, then I was glad to be rid of it for good this time. I just wanted to sleep and forget everything for a little while, forgetting about everyone and everything and pretending that none of it happened. I didn’t want to have to remember the truth anymore and to be reminded by it every second that I existed. So now I’m not even sure if I’ll have to face reality. That is the only comfort I’m left with right now. The only thing left to cling onto. If I was going to die, this would be a better death than being in this hell. Maybe it should be. It wouldn’t hurt any less. But I’m scared, more scared than I’ve ever been in my life. I did not want to die, that much I am certain of but this was an unwinnable situation that I have managed to find myself in, I have tried everything both humanly and inhumanly possible to deny the inevitable but it all seemed to be in vain. I walked upsairs heading towards my room as usual. As usual I thought about wha
Why was I throwing up? Why was I suddenly having trouble breathing? I started sweating profusely while shivering uncontrollably at the same time. My vision became blurry as tears began forming in my eyes. I don’t know what I was feeling nor what was happening right now. What was wrong with me? Why was I suddenly feeling like this? Why did I feel that my whole chest was burning as hot as it was burning? What the hell was going on!?Why did it feel as if someone had set fire to my whole body!I quickly got into the shower and tried to wash away whatever weird feeling that seemed to have taken over my whole being. I felt the Luke warm water wash over me as I went to the corner and sat down . The water still running, I rested my head against the wall of the shower as I let out a loud groan. My breathing started slowing down once again as I began focusing on relaxing myself. I took deep breaths one by one until finally, I could control my breathing and the trembling stopped. The water sti
I heard a knock and instantly sat up in a shot. I quickly put on some pajamas and a pair of slippers. As silently as I could, I headed to the door hoping that whoever it was wouldn’t hear me. Once I was at the door, I cautiously unlocked the locks and pulled the door slightly open and I saw Beatrice. I was scared, in pain and and apprehensive but seeing her standing outside my door, suddenly I felt a calm wash over me"Are you okay?" she asked as suddenly panic showed on her face, it must have been really bad for her to have noticed so fast I gave her a very sad smile and she gently pushed the door a little making way and I shifted giving her space to come in "you look terrible" she said shutting the door behind her and I felt terrible as well but I could not say that"what's wrong Duncan?" I love when she calls me that but I could not tell her why I was acting the way I was as well, that would mean being totally honest with her so instead I said nothing "you have been acting we
I watched her face light up, her eyes sparkled as the smile she wore spread wider across her face I couldn't help but to laugh at her reaction. She was so cute and her laughter was one of the things I loved most about her, it made me happy knowing I could make her happy.I leaned forward and placed a soft kiss on her lips, I did not know why I did that but I knew I should and felt my body act before I even gave it the command to, I wanted to make sure that she understood everything I had told her before we kissed"Thank you, for caring about me" I said in all earnest voice.Her bright smile never faltered as she reached her hand towards my chin and gently lifted my head so that our eyes locked."You're the best thing that has ever happened to me" I said while giving her the sweetest smile possible and placing another kiss on her lips.She blushed at this response, she smiled and then giggled like I've never seen anyone do. I felt my heart melt at this sight.We stared into each other's e