75. Anger

Ryan's Pov

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I feel my heart heavy with dread and my stomach twisted with guilt as I hear the news that we have lost the war. My mind is racing with thoughts of all the things that I could have done differently, all the mistakes I made that led to this outcome.

I can feel the anger rising within me, a white-hot fury that threatens to consume me. I can't help but feel like a failure, like I have let my Pack down. I had failed to protect them, and now they are facing the consequences of my failures.

In my anger, I lash out, scattering everything in my room. I can hear the sound of breaking glass and splintering wood as I destroy everything in my path. My chest is heaving with the force of my anger, my hands shaking with the intensity of my emotions.

I can feel the tears streaming down my face, a mix of anger and despair. I had let my Pack down, and now they are facing the consequences of my failures. I can only hope that somehow, someway, I will be able to make amends for my mistakes an