Messiah Jordy Still confused, I was forced to ask. "So you're a male wolf?" 'Yes. Everyone is perplexed because we are mated to a male wolf, they won't support a homosexual alpha.' He explained. All the while Axl and I were discussing, almost everyone around were staring daggers at him. "Jordy! I'm sorry.. Alpha, you have a white wolf.. the king of wolves, infact, the alpha of alphas." Our mate said and bowed, hiding his tail between his legs in respect. Axl raised his head to see every head bowed except the alpha and Luna. Beta Luther's head was down, but his eyes were on Axl in a strange way. "White wolves are extincts, but the moon goddess has decided to show our pack kindness by giving us one. Henceforth, we are the strongest pack in the entire realm." Gamma Micah declared and everyone cheered. Our morphing ceremony became an all night party where everyone celebrated, ate and drank to their satisfaction and I was still not sure of how the food and drinks came about.. Almost eve
Messiah Jordy "Mate..." I could swear I heard the sound of a wolf's cry in my ears almost as loud as I heard Axl's second cry that evening. Emphasis on the word, "second". I turned sharply to find a man standing behind us. His fierce eyes pierced into mine, as though he had just heard the same voice as I heard. Could he be...? I turned to look at Jamal, then returned my gaze to the man. I was standing between my two mates. While the first one, my bestfriend, had so coldly rejected me and said he wanted nothing to do with me, the second man stared down at me like a I was a ghost, a freak. But was he wrong? I was a girl who couldn't admit she was a girl, so I had the world think that I was a boy. The goddess had blessed me, a girl, with a male wolf. And now, my best friend who I was mated to believed our bond to be a taboo. Then I was mated to a strange man who looked almost twice as big as a regular alpha wolf who also thought I was a freak because he believed me to be a man as
Jamal Beaconsfield POV I watched helplessly as Jordy ran out of the woods with a speed that was shocking even to me. I couldn't blame him for running away from me in that manner. After all, I had just rejected him and the strange man behind me had called him his mate. How did that even work? I mean, I had heard several times of people being mated to two people at a time, but I had never seen it play out in front of me until now. I wanted to run after him, just to make sure that he was okay. No matter what had happened, no matter what was bound to happen, Messiah Jordy was still my best friend, and he would always continue to be. After sometime, when the strange man had disappeared into the woods as well, I went out I search of Jordy. I thought that the first place he would have gone to hide would be our little secret hideout not so far from the lake. But when I got there, Jordy was nowhere to be found. I waited around for a while and used the opportunity to look around the area. I s
Arlo Caddel My eyelids parted - much to my disdain - as I turned on my back and stared at the wall by my side. The walls were unpainted, mere brick, I sniffed in dust and cement by accident and sprang up when my nostrils twitched. I let out a loud sneeze before I looked down at my body. I was naked, butt naked. The back of my head hurt badly and I stretched my hand to massage it. I was going to experience this pain for the rest of the day. My hangovers were always terrible and it was the reason I seldom drank. I ran my ten fingers down the length of my hair and looked around. I could remember vividly what brought me here. Alcohol never ruined or fogged my memory. It was one of the reasons I loved myself. During the ceremony, my wolf felt a tingling and led me to a young man who I discovered was my mate. Eager to know who he was, I followed him into the party, where he disappeared from my sight. But I found him later on and followed him to this hideout, only to see that he wasn't at
Messiah Jordy My heart continued to pound in my chest as I dashed away from the garden. I could not help but continue to ask myself how the hell he had found me. I ran up the stairs of the palace up to my room. I pushed my door open and flung myself on my bed. Tears ran down my eyes, pouring out of the heaviness in my heart and I allowed them flow. I allowed my tears to flow because I needed something to ease the pain in my heart. I needed to feel lighter, better. Other girls would have been elated to have a man as good looking as the stranger as their mate. Every other girl would have been happy to have found out she was mated to her best friend. Every other girl would have been thrilled and excited by the idea of having two mates. But not me. When it came to me, everything was different. How could I expect my life to be like the lives of other girls, when I wasn't even allowed to be a girl? My parents had always wanted something else for themselves, so they worked to make sure I
*TWO MONTHS LATER** Messiah Jordy My days had been going by faster than usual. I now spent most of my mornings feeding the pigeons, my afternoons in the palace library drowning myself in fantasy books, while I spent my evenings using my laptop and binge watching series over salty caramel popcorn. I barely had my friends come over, except for Jamal who had tried to apologize one too many times, until my mother had to express her displeasure at his presence. He no longer came around as often as he did, but he snuck into my window time and time again, and I would have to tell him I did not wish to speak to him before he left. I was so alone, my parents said they understood, but I knew for a fact that they did not. My whole life seemed to be falling apart in front of my very eyes, yet there was nothing I could do about it. When I wasn't reading or feeding my ears with music, I spent my time sulking, just imagining what life would be like if I was allowed to be my real self; a female w
Messiah Jordy The first drop of tear that ran down my left eye touched the tip of my lower lip. I licked it gently and savored the sour taste of my sorrow and bitterness in my mouth. I blinked at the test strip, frozen on my toilet seat. So many emotions rushed through me at once, I did not know which ones to act on first. Was I to scream to show my pain? Pull the strands of my hair out to show my anger? Or dig my teeth into the skin of my hands to express my bitterness? Was there a way to do all three at once. I sought for tears to cry, but my eyes were dry, I could almost feel them crack at the edges. I turned away from the strip, I could not bare to spare one more glance at it. I could not even bring myself to touch it, but I knew that I had to. If I didn't dispose of it myself, someone else was sure to find it. I couldn't risk that happening. I knew that I was not supposed to feel so numb, but my heart was empty, yet it felt heavy with the burden I was now carrying. I stretche
Messiah Jordy It was with that determination, that burning desire and growing rage in me, the feeling of my heart shattering in my chest and my entire world falling to crumbs before my feet, that I trampled on the ashes of my life and stepped out of the palace that evening. I held in my hands and hid in my pants the weapons I would use to force myself out of this world. Enough was enough. I had seen enough of the cruelty, the lies. I was tired of living my life like I had no control over it. I was tired of having fate toss me about like I was a ping pong ball, used only for it's pleasure. I had a say in what happened in my life, and tonight, I chose to end it. The dark cloud above me thickened as the seconds went by. Thunder claps filled the air. The heavy wind brew sand and dirt into my eyes, I was forced to shield my eyes with the back of my right hand. It could rain thunder and hail, but nothing could stop me from doing what I wanted to do. The world I was born in had been very