"Not unless you want me to move into your flat. We can rent a house, we can buy our own house if you want, we can do whatever we want." He replied honestly. "No questions asked. You're free to go wherever you want. Your father will support you. My parents will support you. It doesn't matter. Just say the word."He watched as she shook her head slowly, biting her lip slightly as she gazed at him."No." She whispered, shaking her head slightly. "Please stay."Her plea caught him by surprise as she looked straight at him with pleading eyes. He hesitated, he was surprised at her request, but then he remembered how she had cried that night, remembering how broken she sounded as she begged him to stay. He sighed heavily before leaning forward and pressing his lips against hers softly, placing his hand on her cheek as she wrapped her arms around his waist and leaned into the kiss, pulling him closer to her body as he deepened the kiss. He pulled away reluctantly, his hands resting on her
Whatever it was, Serena felt the same way too. For a split second, she wished that they were back to normal too. That was the thing that she had realised the most throughout all these years that she had spent being miserable. They weren't normal anymore. Their situation might no longer be normal, but that didn't change anything. Things between them weren't perfect, but it didn't mean that they couldn't still try to make each other happy. After all, she still loved him. No matter how messed up things had become between them since they last spoke to each other, she still loved him.The moment she woke up this morning, she had immediately sensed that something had changed between them, she had noticed the lack of passion. She had noticed his silence and the distance he had kept, she had noticed that he seemed nervous, that he avoided looking directly at her when he spoke. And she had seen the disappointment in his eyes. She could tell that he regretted what had happened between them
She turned her head and stared at him blankly for a moment before she spoke again. '"Are you sure you don't want to talk this over with Sergio before making any decisions about this new life we've started together?""I can't do that. You need to decide for yourself. It doesn't matter what I say, you wont listen to me anyway.""Why do you think that?""Because I know you!" He exclaimed angrily."I know you very well." She countered stubbornly."No you don't! You never understood me. You never even tried. You just pretended to, like everyone else does." He yelled bitterly, suddenly becoming angry. "Everyone loves me, and that means that they're gonna love you too. It means that they will see how perfect you are and love you unconditionally, but that's not the way things are supposed to work. I'm sorry that you chose to believe them over me, but its too late. You chose them over me."Her eyes widened slightly at his harsh words. Did he think she had chosen them over him? Maybe she had,
Every time she would find himself smiling at her, every time he smiled at her, she would feel sad. She couldn't help but feel guilty whenever she saw that he was happy, and everytime she saw him happy, she felt as if her world was turning upside down. She couldn't help but notice that she began to hate herself more and more each second that she was with him. She hated herself for being able to forget about the pain she had suffered during those three months without him. She hated herself for allowing him to become her first priority. It hurt. It hurt so much. It hurt to think that she had been willing to break up with him for some other guy who clearly did not love her back. It hurt to think that she had fallen for him. It hurt so much. She hated that she was so blind, so stupid. She had wanted to see what was right in front of her, but instead, she had gotten hurt. Now she knew that he had done it because he cared about her, because she meant so much to him, but deep down, she wa
"Why would I stay?""Because I want you to." He responded simply."No. I'll go if you insist on it. I'll go. But only for a few hours. I can't stay long enough to make you happy. I can't be happy." She stated, wiping away a tear."Then why did you come?""Because I thought that you were going to die and that I needed to make sure you survived.""And you came alone?""Of course." She scoffed."Did you know that there are millions of women in the world who wouldn't come here? Thousands of women who would rather spend their days in England.""I didn't need to be told." She said coldly, trying to avoid the question."You didn't need to be told?""If that's how it must have seemed like to you, then you must have known it was dangerous. You must have realised that you were putting yourself at risk by coming here.""What danger?" He asked angrily."The risk of getting caught." She whispered. "Don't you realise what happens when they see you with me? Don't you realise that they will take adva
"Why? Is it because I told you that I love you? Is it because I kissed you? Is it because I made you cry? Or is it because you're pregnant? Is that why you've been distant for the past three weeks? Because your body has started reacting to my presence? Because you're scared? Because you're ashamed?""It doesn't matter. All that matters is that you don't love me.""Maybe I don't. Maybe I love somebody else. But if you knew me as well as you say you do, then you know that the only reason why I haven't asked anybody else to marry me yet is because I'm waiting for you to tell me that you love me back.""I do. I really do. But I'm scared. I know that you don't feel the same way. I know that I'll never be good enough for you, not in the slightest bit. I know that I'm worthless and that I will never be able to satisfy you. I know that I'm nothing like my parents." She said quietly, unable to contain her emotions any longer."I'm not asking for perfection. What I'm asking for is you. I'm aski
"I shouldn't have said that I love you.""Yes, you should have. That is exactly why I said it. Because if you hadn't said it then, I probably wouldn't have. At least now I'm prepared for it.""For what?""For your rejection. For you to leave me alone. For you to stop pretending that you care about me. If I don't hear it from your lips, I will eventually lose faith. I might even give up on our relationship altogether.""Never. I won't do that. We can work things out, we can fix this. There must be another solution. I don't know what you did to my father but I swear to God, I will find a way to get him out of jail. I promise."She shook her head sadly. "No, not if you love me. I don't deserve that kind of love.""Of course you do! Why else would you agree to go on a date with me?""Because I was stupid. I couldn't resist you. That's why.""That's not true! You could have said no, you know?""Well, I couldn't have. Every fibre of my being screamed for you to stay. It's not my fault if I
"You weird, I would never have left you if you hadn't kissed me. Besides, you didn't do anything wrong. I didn't either. I don't care how much it hurt you because you still love me. I love you too."He exhaled deeply and smiled at her lovingly. "You know, I don't understand it. I don't understand how two people can fall in love with each other without even knowing each other or even being able to communicate with each other. I mean, look at us.""I'm a complete stranger to you. We barely know each other. I haven't talked to you for almost ten years. Yet somehow, you managed to convince me to go on a date with you. And now here we are, lying in bed, making love. It's unbelievable.""Do you really want me to explain?""Not really. I don't want to know that much. All I need is to know that you want me to spend time with you. That's all I need right now."She hesitated for a moment, debating whether or not to tell him something he already knew. Then she decided that she didn't care anym