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Lilliana’s POV

Waiting for Nikolai tonight seemed like the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do in my life. My tension was over the roof and the urge to go back to the hallway was intense.

I could feel it, I knew he was keeping something from me but at the same time I didn’t want to jump into conclusions before he actually told me what was going on.

Pacing around the room, I could hear Nikolai and Jenna talking but I couldn’t make up what they were saying.

My eyes didn’t leave the wall clock and it’s been over thirty minutes but Nikolai is still not back yet.

What the hell is going on? What are they talking about?

Walking back to the bed, I sat on it, my feet tapping on the ground and my fingers tapping on my lap.

He’d told me that he was going to tell me everything when he gets back and there’s nothing much for me to do but trust his words.

There was nothing much for me to do but trust him so I sat there like a good girl, waiting for him to come and tell me what Jenna was doing in the h