8.|| Offer Accepted.

Lilliana’s POV

Cold chills ran down my spine and the entire day felt like the last straw for me, my body vibrated as I felt another pool between my legs. If this is his idea of torturing me then he’s doing a damn good job because I can’t take it anymore.

Everything suddenly became harder than it was supposed to be, from the rumors to the bullying from other servants and then to the hard labour that Nikolai had forced me to go through.

I held the helm of my dress tightly as I lowered my head. It was the first time I would ever bow my head to beg and I hated the fact that I was doing it for Nikolai.

My vision blurred due to the amount of tears that had welled up in my eyes and they stung really bad. I lifted my gaze to meet his eyes and he had a proud look on.

The urge to move away from him, the urge to tell him to go to hell because I’d rather die before I allow him to have sex with me was overcome by the insane urge to feel his touch.

I wanted him to hug me, I wanted to feel his lips on mine and I wanted his hands to explore the entirety of my body. His scent was intoxicating and I was dying to have him to myself.

I was dying to feel him inside me, the torture was becoming so unbearable that I eventually placed my head on his feet just so he could see how much pain I’m in, just so he could have a little heart and relieve me of this pain.

“Please,” I cried, my voice shaky and my grip tightening around his leg. He tried to move away from me but my grip only tightened, stopping him from moving an inch.

Everything keeps tearing me apart and if I kept acting like I could keep taking the torture I was going to die before the real torture started.

“I can’t take this anymore, Nikolai, make it stop.” I pleaded desperately, my tears flowing freely and I hated everything. The pull towards Nikolai, towards the man that has been nothing but an asshole to me.

He has made me get tired of living but yet here I am, bowing at his feet and begging him to fuck me. My teeth gritted as I waited for him to talk but instead he kicked me away from him so hard that I released his leg immediately.

Looking up at him, his expression was cold, his brows drew together in a frown and his face was rigid. He is unarguably the most hardened man I have ever met with a heart as cold as snow and hard as rock.

He looked unmoved by all my pleading, there was not a hint of emotion on his face as he stared down at me with the most dead expression and at that moment, I knew I was doomed.

Why did I think he was going to give in? Why did I think it was going to break him to see me in a situation like this?

He doesn’t care about me, he only asked me to be his sex slave because he wanted me to warm his bed, not because he had the plans of ever putting me out of my misery if I was ever in one.

Nala purred and my thighs clenched just watching him, the clear cut lines of his facial profile, his smooth skin stretched over his high and proud cheekbones.

He looked a million times more handsome than he usually looked to me, his eyes were dark with a secret expression that I had the urge to find out. I wanted to know what was behind those expressionless eyes.

He held his head high with pride as he smirked at me, his brows and eyes were startling against his skin and when he exposed his teeth, I stared at the whitest set of perfect teeth.

Looking at him now, I knew really well that my begging was going nowhere and I’m going to die in this safe-house before I get put out of the insane torture my body is going through.

“I think I made myself pretty clear the first time,” Nikolai finally spoke and my chest tightened as my stomach clenched like something had tugged at it.

“You know what to do if you want this to stop, Lilliana,” he continued, the sound of my name from his mouth suddenly sounded appealing and it sent jolts of pleasure rushing through my veins.

"Liliana Ayers, do you or do you not accept the offer to be my personal sex slave?" He asked again and I bit my tongue. It felt as though it was tied because no matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t get any word out.

The answer was so simple, a simple ‘yes’ would make me free but yet it was so hard that I couldn’t think of anything to say. I can’t possibly agree to being his object of satisfaction.

I also can’t keep feeling like this.

‘Just say yes, Lily, please.’ Nala pleaded, she seemed to be strongly and almost desperately itching to have him. My body was reacting in ways that I cannot seem to comprehend.

All of this for a man like Nikolai who I despised with every fibre of my being.

I had no idea what to say and disoriented, my answer wasn’t coming. Nikolai looked satisfied and he seemed to have gotten his answer through my silence. I didn’t need to speak, he knew what I was going to say.

The sound of Nikolai’s dangerous chuckle resonated through the room and my blood boiled. I hated him at this point but I hated the moon goddess and myself more.

“I guess you still aren’t ready yet,” He turned to leave but I grabbed his leg again before he walked and every attempt to get me to release him proved futile.

“If you know what’s good for you, you’ll let me go.” He growled, I could feel goosebumps on my body but I didn’t let go of him, “Do you think you have the right to even touch the hem of my clothes without my permission?” He roared.

“I accept your offer,” the words rolled out of my tongue and I almost hit my head on the ground the moment it slipped out of my tongue, he turned and he looked like he couldn’t believe what I’d just said.

“I’ll be your sex slave, you have every right to do with me whatever you choose, I’m ready to be yours and no one else’s but yours.” I added.

The way I wanted him to touch me, to fuck me and to treat me like the slave I am made me hate myself because I still couldn’t believe that I’m having these kinds of lustful thoughts that I’m having towards him.

‘It’s not your fault, Lilliana, it’s the heat.’ I told myself, blaming my situation on the heat as Nikolai gave me a subtle smirk and I was ashamed of myself for finding even that tiny smile curving on his lips to be the sexiest thing I’ve ever seen in my life.

Nikolai is sexy and apparently the only man that can make me feel better, he’s the only man that the moon goddess has paired me with and the only one that Nala wants.

Why? Why does it have to be like this?

He helped me up and the room suddenly became hotter as my pussy throbbed and clenched, his fingers trailed my body from my shoulder and stopped just when he got to my cunt.

He rubbed my pussy through my panties and let out a groan, “you’re so fucking wet.” He whispered in my ear before nibbling on it and I shuddered before relaxing again.

Why does being in his arms feel so good? His scent, so relaxing I could fall asleep and right now the only thing I seem to be feeling was waiting as he touched me, I was impatiently waiting for the moment he’d take me.

“You cannot begin to imagine all the things that I want to do to you, with you and for you.” He continued as his lips found mine and I came undone.

I wanted him to just fuck me.

In one swift movement, Nikolai ripped my panties and rubbed my inexperienced pussy before tracing the line to stop at the tiny hole. I’ve never had sex before but Nikolai knew what he was doing.

My body tingles at the sound of his voice, the feel of his touch as he gently stroked my pussy and as he pulled me closer into him, my breast crashed on his chest and my nipples hardened.

He moved his hand from my pussy and brought it between us so that I could see and smell my juice that had already drenched his fingers. He took his hand to his mouth and licked it off.

“You taste just as I imagined,” he continued, my knees grew weaker with each word that came out of his mouth, “Delicious and innocent.” He finished before tearing off my shirt and pulling my skirt up.

He unclasped my bra so that I was now standing almost naked in front of him, he slowly moved away as if taking in my half naked body and heat started rushing to my cheek.

I was going to shy away when he stopped me from moving an inch. Kissing my neck, his wet tongue moved from my neck and stopped on my left boob as he took my nipple in his mouth while squeezing my other boob with his free hand.

The feeling was blissful and I didn’t want it to stop, it was as though the more he sucked, the more I wanted him to do more than suck on my boobs.

His hand moved from my boob and down to my legs, he delved between them and urged my legs apart, he groaned when my juice dripped on his hand.

Slithering down my body, he stopped when he got to my wet cunt and I jumped, “Stay still.” He ordered and like a puppet, I stood still as he spread my pussy lips and before I knew, he’d licked off my juice right from the source.

I shrieked, wanted to jump away but I couldn’t, it felt good and I just remained there as though he had a chokehold on me. His tongue moved in and out of my pussy and I squirmed.

“Ohh.” I moaned but covered my mouth immediately. I was taken aback by the sound I’d just made and I looked down to see Nikolai looking up at me, he had a wicked smile on before going back to licking my pussy.

He began eating me out with added zeal as I moaned and writhed in pleasure, it was taking all that I had in me to not hold his head still down there because this is one feeling that I didn’t want to stop.

Every stroke of his tongue got a moan out of my lips that I couldn’t hold back. He finally let go after a while and soon, my feet were off the ground as he carried me in his arms and placed me on the table in the room.

He undid his belt and zip and I almost passed out at the size of his dick. There is absolutely no way that my virgin hole is going to be able to take that size but he didn’t seem to care as he lined it up with my pussy.

“Wait!” I yelled before he could put it in, my cheeks felt hot as I looked away from him, “I… it’s my first time… be gentle.” I pleaded but he only smirked.

“Doing things gently has never been my forte.” He responded before shoving it inside me and the pain that rippled through me was so intense that I screamed and my pussy burned.

Fuck!