“Love, I’ll be home late. Don’t wait for me.”
“Okay.”
Jack raised his eyebrow. Not believing a word that Hyacinth just said. There has been more than one occasion where he would go home late and Hyacinth would be waiting in the living room, sleeping while waiting for him.
“I’m serious, hun. I have no idea when I will be home. So, you better be sleeping soundly in the bedroom when I get back, okay?”
Hyacinth wears her feelings on her sleeves and Jack can easily see the protest that is running in her mind. Clingy, she may be and it would show on her face but she’s considerate enough to not stop other plans for her sake. She pouted and hugged Jack. “I can’t help it. I can’t sleep on an empty bed.”
“I know… which is also why I’m sorry. I’ll make it up to you next time, I promise.” Jack kissed the side of Hyacinth’s head. “I’ll go to work now. Have fun with work.”
“You too. Love you.” She said, feeling the need to remind herself too.
There was a slight pause in his part that Hyacinth didn’t know what it meant. Those five seconds were enough to make her mind run wild.
“Love you too. See you later.” He finally answered.
There’s nothing more than she’d want more. She is happily married. She has a loving husband and a great son, lives in a beautiful house, and has a fulfilling job that she wouldn’t exchange for the world. No one is perfect. Thus, no life is perfect too but her whole life has been bliss since she met Jack three years ago.
“Mommy.” Elias was holding his stuffed toy. His hair was messy and he was trying to open his sleepy eyes. “Did Daddy leave already?”
Hyacinth kissed the side of Elias’ head. “Good morning, sleepy head. Yes, Daddy just left. You were sleeping so peacefully so we didn’t wake you up.”
Elias kissed Hyacinth’s cheeks too before resting his head on her neck. “Love you, Mom.”
This is her peace. This is her home.
***
“That birthday party you were talking about days ago is today, right?”
Hyacinth nodded. She was preparing lunch and was about to get Elias’ lemon juice ready before he finished his tutorial.
“Yeah.”
“Why are you not ready yet?”
Dressed in a plain white shirt and comfortable yoga pants, Hyacinth didn’t look like she was going somewhere anytime soon. There is no need to because they have a cook, but she decided to prepare their lunch herself. This was after she did a general cleaning of their living room.
“No, I can stay here. Besides, it’s that time of the month that I need to do general cleaning. I was done with the living area, but there’s upstairs and I need to see if Elias’ toys are disinfected.”
Jack got the ladle from her hand and took off the apron that Hyacinth wore. “You were looking forward to this party before you even went to that ocean park. Of course, you should go. I know you like that kid so much.”
It would be awkward. That was the real reason why Hyacinth didn’t want to go.
Nikolai assured her that he would explain things to Liam so it won’t happen again. After he said that she looked a lot like Liam’s mother and Nikolai’s wife, it wouldn’t leave her mind. So, that was why the father and son looked at him the way they did when they first saw her.
She was uncomfortable with it and she’s scared that it might affect her personal life too. She is not the one to cross the line, but a part of her felt like she was already doing it unconsciously. She just really cared for the kid and wanted him to feel comfortable in the class. It would be wrong to give the kid any idea that she was acting like her mother. Maybe she was, but it was out of place.
She is Liam’s teacher, not his mother.
“Is there any problem, hun?”
“No,” Hyacinth answered with a tone of defensiveness. “Of course, not.”
“You should go and have fun there. I’ll stay with Elias. Don’t worry.”
“You know what?” She just had an idea. “I’ll bring him with me. Elias would love it there. We’re thinking of enrolling him at Evergreen, right?”
“Yeah. You said you’d try the school first, right? If you think it would be a great idea, then, I’m totally on board.”
“I think it would be great.” Elias would fit in that school. He was enrolled in another school and the school year had started already which was why he wasn’t transferred. Elias had a hard time socializing and they were told that it could be because of his high IQ. They made the decision to get Elias a tutor after school to keep him interested academically with topics not yet discussed at school.
“Thank you so much for doing this. You’re the best mom.”
Those words are more than enough. She made a promise to love Jack forever when they got married. She also vowed to love Elias like her own. It wasn’t even a challenge. Elias loved Hyacinth and as far as he knew, she was her real mom. No one would try to argue. She had been playing the role perfectly and flawlessly.
“Let’s fix your glasses, dear.” Hyacinth made sure that Elias was ready for the birthday party. The kids he was about to meet will be his schoolmates soon too. It would be great if even before he could enroll, he’d have friends from the campus already.
Elias didn’t seem to hear her because he was mesmerized by the human-sized shark at the entrance. “Mommy, you said that there are real shark bones there right? I searched for it on the internet and it’s a Rhincodon typus!”
The kid was hopping and even ran to the entrance. Hyacinth couldn’t even stop the kid’s excitement. She ran to follow her son too when someone grabbed her hand all of a sudden.
“Isobelle!” A man squeezed her and pulled her into a tight embrace. She was too stunned to react for a few seconds until the feeling of surprise was replaced by harassment.
A voice in her head was stopping her to make a scene. Nikolai badly wanted this party to be perfect. If it weren’t for that, she would have screamed for help already.
“I knew you were alive! Never did I ever believe that you're gone.”
She tried to pull away from the embrace but he wouldn’t budge.
“Sir, I’m sorry but I would appreciate it if you let me go before I call security.” She tried controlling her voice so the kids and their guardians wouldn’t hear as the guests were starting to arrive.
“Uncle Preston, that’s not my mother.” He tapped Hyacinth with his little hand. “This is my teacher, Miss Hya. Not Mommy.”
What Liam said caused the guy to let go of Hyacinth. Both are in awe, except for the kid who seems to know better than both of the adults.
Hyacinth couldn’t understand why, but looking at Liam after hearing him say those words shattered her heart into a tiny million pieces.
Nikolai was assured that everything was going well according to plan. He already checked the venue and spoke with the emcee for the event.He wanted to wake up and surprise Liam with a small birthday cake, but the child was already awake. He was all smiles while observing the fish in his aquarium.“I see. Thank you.” His lips quivered as he ended the call he was just in.“Daddy!” Liam screamed with a bit of icing from his cupcake on his lips.He’s all that Liam has. He would regret it immensely if he would succumb to that feeling of falling into an endless pit.Not now, Nikolai. Get your shit together.“Shall we go pre
What am I doing? With all the strength she had, Hyacinth pushed Nikolai hard. Her weakness became only evident when a single push was not enough to make him back off. Anyone would melt with that stare of longing. It felt so wrong to know that that wasn’t for her. The kiss was for someone who looked like her. The longing, the love, all those emotion… it was all not for her. He kissed her, or was she the one who kissed him? Never mind. It didn’t matter. She let that happen, that was the only thing that counts. Including the shameful fact that she kissed him back. She did a series of things no sane married woman who is in love with her husband would do. It was simply unforgivable no matter how stupid or unexplainable the situation was. The best thing to do was to stay away from Nikolai as far as possible. Whatever he had to say, she didn’t need to hear it. For the second time that day, she walked away. “Elias, let’s go.” She whispered at her son who was already forming his little gr
Her world crumbled right before her eyes. She immediately imagined herself pulling that woman’s hair and strangling her neck. She wanted to confront her and ask her why she would do that to her husband. Ask her where did she find the audacity to steal a married man. She wanted to scream at the top of her lungs and cry like no one was around.In reality, her self-worth was gone even when she remained composed.She wanted to put all the blame on the woman when her husband seemed to equally enjoy the ass that was on his lap. She could not even bring herself to defend Jack. He willingly kissed and did even more with another woman.“Mommy, are you okay?” Elias asked.“Sweetie,” She sighed. “Mommy will make a quick call, okay?”
“Uncle Preston!” Liam’s face was painted with excitement. Preston made eye contact with everyone at the table where Nikolai was seated with Claudia and Liam. What a coincidence. His instinct was telling him to pretend he saw nothing, go straight to the bar, or go straight to the door. None of which was an option for a graceful exit.“Hey, Uncle Preston,” Liam called again. This time, it was impossible to pretend he didn’t hear. The kid was excitedly waving in his direction.“Hey, kiddo. Hi, everyone.”Claudia’s eyes lingered on the red wine. That was enough warning to walk away. If possible, run away.“Come join us, Preston.” Claudia invited before he could even think of an excuse.What’s going on inside that head of hers?“Nah, my workmates are arriving soon.”“Yeah, join us while you’re waiting for them.” Nikolai invited.He was lying when he said that they would arrive soon. He wanted to eat his lunch alone and drink a glass or two of wine. Since he saw the woman who looked so muc
20 missed calls and 50 text messages. Almost all were from Jack. She didn’t have to read each one to know what was the content of those.She couldn’t sleep. Her head is somewhere wondering about everyone and everything all at once. She was even doubting herself.She wished she had more time to think about her next actions… or even enough time to process things. She had the right to sulk and get angry. In this situation, though, it isn’t her place to keep Elias away from his father. “Where the hell have you been, Hyacinth? I’ve been calling you all night long.”Everything he said was immediately translated into betrayal. That’s what happens when people cheat. Things might get fixed, but it will never be the same. Betrayal costs trust. All the trust that took months to earn was gone instantaneously.“I’m with Elias. He is safe with me.”“Why did you not come home yesterday, honey? Everything alright?”“No.” Her voice started to break. “Things are not alright. My head is a mess right n
Preston had to be present at Nikolai’s company to negotiate a new acquisition agreement with the executives. He did well in the meeting. As always, Nikolai was impressed. He had proven himself in the corporate world. He earned even the top-level executive’s trust with just a month of working with Laurent AeroGlobal Enterprises. Having that on Preston’s work profile was enough boost for him to be known in their career circle. Nikolai and Preston’s partnership is certainly a win-win.Preston is a beast that fears nothing at work. When he’s no longer worried about financial records and contractual obligations, he’s left with his worries.What is he supposed to do now? This isn’t even a question anymore. Belle or as she prefers to be called, Hyacinth, came to him and trusted him with the truth. As a lawyer, he is obligated to represent her. As her brother, Preston wants to do more. He’s already studying her case and thinking of passing it to Lace. Family law is not something he’s great at
8 years ago…Nikolai was busy analyzing a case for a moot court competition.… will argue that the city breached its duty of care by…And now, he has to go back to reading the first part. Seems like legible, but hard-to-understand letters.This won't do. He can spend the whole night reading the case details and arguments but if he doesn't keep his shit together, this will be the mark of his downfall. All those words he said to his parents, to prove that studying Law for him would be put to waste. All because he loved a girl.It was getting counterproductive. The mild headache was a cry for a distraction and that was when he decided to go to the nearest bar. After all, he has mastered the art of drinking just the right amount of alcohol to be dizzy and not suffer through a damned hang-over the next day.After a few glasses, he could see doubles of everything. He found solace in an empty park and sat on the swing.“Nikolai.”That was probably too much drink. Even with his imagination,
The day he came to Houston…Nikolai still refuses to accept that Belle’s gone. There were a million possibilities that were forming in his head.Waking up was a challenge when the first thing he had to do every morning was to face his son alone. There may be a million possibilities, but the reality was too hard to accept. Coming home with his son and putting the search on hold was the hardest decision he had ever made.“Nikolai.”Stella’s face was the last thing he was expecting when he arrived. He handed his sleeping son to his new nanny. “Please let him rest. Let me know if he cries.”Stella scrutinized the clueless child until Liam was out of sight.“We need to talk-”“I’m tired, Stella.” He interrupted. He didn’t want to argue or even have a discussion at the moment. His body has reached its limits in terms of physical and emotional exhaustion. Nikolai’s body feels like and looks like a walking zombie with his crumpled clothes.“Alright. I understand. I just want to see you and