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Chapter eight
You're dumb if you think I never cared, because God knows how many times I broke my heart for you.
I drug my feet up the front door heaving. I've never been this tired. I open the door and I'm greeted by emptiness.
Cindy's absence chooses to Dawn on me right now.
So she really left. I get in and head to my bedroom, it's neat as always. I like having my things in order. All my clothes are always pressed and folded, without any wrinkles. My shoes are neatly arranged, everything is in order.
Cindy always said I have a disorder of wanting everything to be perfect. She called it a psychotic disoder, I can't remember the exact term she used.
I open my luggage and sort everything out and return the bags to the shelves. Taking my towel I get into the shower and close my eyes. The water is warm and I soak my hair. With soap and shampoo. I get out of the shower and wear my favourite Rabbit
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