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Chapter thirteen
I wake up with a jolt and find myself outside under the moonlight.
I scream harder as I take in my environment confused. Their is a rustle of grass behind me and I take off again to God knows where crying. I could feel the flight responses in me kick in, increasing my heart rate flooding me with added adrenaline
" Twain! Wait it is me Steve,"
" Am with you stop running," I can't hear the words and I'm thrown off balance landing on the ground.
" Twain, I need you to listen, this is Steve, we are here for mini camping we are together," he continues trying to steady his breath and calm the panic in his veins.
" You need to breathe, you are hyperventilating."
" That monster in your dreams is not real, you are here with me."
After some time my breath comes back to normal and I try tearing myself away from Steve. He is hesita
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